Honey Sister Sister
11

I bowed, what can I say at this moment. Brother Lio is already in front of me and is talking bad to my heart. I didn't mean to ask him to come with me to eat. I just forgot that he was there and could hear what I was saying.

"You're too spoiled yeah, just eat noisy."

Those words made my appetite go away. He said I was spoiled, and said when I ate I was noisy. Rasanta's heart aches when I say I'm too spoiled. At home, I am not spoiled. It's just that, while eating I used to eat with mom and dad. If they are not at home, my aunt and driver always accompany me to eat. Falling down, I used to eat with other people while at my house. Is it spoiled when I just need a friend to eat? Isn't that normal for me.

I stopped my intention to eat. I don't want to eat anymore. I woke up from my seat, although this stomach was hungry, but this heart hurt.

"I'm full, I go up first" I said, holding back tears.

"Who will let you ride. Spend your food can only go up," said Lio.

"I'm full, I can eat again."

"I said finish your food!" said brother Lio snapping at me.

"Don't force me brother, I'm not a puppet that you can force as you please. I am a human being, have a heart and have my own desires. You never understood what it was like to be me, you were always selfish with yourself."

Right now, my tears are falling. Brother Lio just looked at me without saying a word. I feel very upset and sad. I've never felt this way since I was hurt by someone. This is the second time I have felt the same way because of men.

"You guys always think you're right. You always blame women for what you think. From the beginning I didn't want to go into this house. But fate says something else, I'm still sent to a house I never wanted. I don't like it here but I can never say I don't like destiny, because fate doesn't listen to what I say. I hate everything" I said as I ran away from Lio's brother as my tears unraveled.

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Adelio POV's

I was busy with my job when Vanny told me she wanted to eat with my aunt. I know that Vanny never eats alone in her house. Because before leaving town, Nessa told me what her sister used to do and didn't do.

Nessa told me she asked me to take good care of her sister when she wasn't around. His sister is a little difficult when eating, and is always reminded if you have to eat.

At first, Vanny didn't look like I was accompanying her to eat. However, it made my heart feel a little upset so I spoke as I pleased to Vanny.

My words to Vanny made the girl feel very upset and even sad. He stopped his intention to eat. He also brought out his heart to me. He let go of all the vexation he had seen for a long time in the depths of his heart.

Vanny even said all men were the same. He likes to win by himself and is too selfish. I just remembered, Nessa once said that she had long since closed her heart to men. Because he had been hurt that made him never open his heart again for all men.

Actually, I don't intend to make Vanny hurt and remember her old wounds. But everything has happened, I can't take my word anymore. Everything has been lost, where can I pull again.

Vanny was even crying at this moment. To make matters worse, I couldn't persuade her, I couldn't do what I used to do to Nessa. When Nessa is sad, I always take the initiative to calm her down. But when Vanny was sad, I felt, my heart was sad when I saw her tears fall. Why I feel for Vanny and Nessa is so different. What I really feel about Vanny.

When Vanny left me, I couldn't even go after her. My body seemed to be sedated by the sadness that Vanny showed. It's not that I don't care about Vanny, but I just don't know what to do with Vanny.

I don't want to fall in love with Vanny. And also, not wanting to hurt Vanny. But what I do is always against what I want. Vanny and Nessa are very different to me.

Vanny says she really doesn't like being in this house. Those words seemed to have completely come out from the bottom of his heart. He doesn't seem to have made up those words. I misjudged Vanny, it turns out she was forced to marry me. I was wrong to think Vanny came into this house because he had a certain mission. I knew Vanny was so innocent just by looking at her glowing clear eyes.

"Master, the young madam has still not eaten a single bit. Not only today, he had not eaten from yesterday either" said the aunt who looked a little anxious.

"Father, I will persuade Vanny to eat again now. Aunt warm up the food, let me persuade Vanny."

I left the dining table too. I walked to Vanny's room on the top floor. I knocked on the door when I arrived. But there's no answer at all. I wanted to open the door, but it was locked from the inside.

I put my door closer to my door. I heard someone moaning from inside the room. The voice of moaning was like a groan of pain, not a groan of sadness.

Without a second thought, I just broke the door to Vanny's room. Because I was so anxious when I heard the moans coming from inside this room. Who else would be sick if not Vanny. I'm afraid something happened to Vanny. And I will be blamed by all Vanny's family, including Nessa. He would be very angry if he knew his sister was sick.