
In the end, my aunt and I cooked together. Fortunately, Lio's sister has filled the refrigerator with various vegetables and other eating ingredients. The fridge is full of uncooked food. When he was shopping for all these groceries, he was already full when I opened the refrigerator door.
Not only that, in the closet is also a lot of snacks. Maybe he already knows what I need. Snacks and chocolates are also a lot in the refrigerator. My heart asked me if this was all he had prepared for me.
Geez, I'm a little happy now. Although I am not happy to expect much. Because I was so afraid, the hope I had would only be wasted and make my heart hurt at the end.
"Madam, I think, Mr. Lio is now very attentive to Madam."
"I mean aunt?"
"Just look at the fridge, just look at everything in this house. Everything looks so perfect. We don't need to be exposed anymore, the food Mr. Lio has provided in the refrigerator. Everything seems to have been considered by Mr. Lio, Madam."
"Bibik, that can't be said to be of concern to me. Maybe he thought he was going to have lunch at his new home. That's why he provided all the food, so we can cook."
"Didn't the Madam think the other Madam?"
"Thinking about what bibik? I don't think there's anything else like it."
"There's Madam, I think, now that the young master already has a love for Madam," the aunt said with great happiness.
"Continue cooking bik, I want to go to the bathroom for a while" I said as I left the aunt.
It's nothing, I just don't listen to the words of the aunt who keeps saying impossible things about me and Lio's sister.
I just don't want to hope, you know, I don't want to be disappointed again and again. What Nessa said to me, still sounds very clear in my ears. It's like a tape that keeps rolling in my mind. I'm not sure if Nessa's sister is married to Lio's sister not because of her love. The proof is that their marriage has lasted more than a year. If not in love, how can sister Nessa survive with sister Lio for that long.
Never mind, this is too complicated for me to think. The more thought, the more complicated and complicated course, which makes my head hurt even more now. Better just go through what happened. Because there is no way there will be no solution later.
I try to think positively now I don't want to think anything heavy. Which makes my head dizzy, and won't make me comfortable.
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What the aunt said was true. Brother Lio turned out to be back at my house at lunch time. Lio's brother's habit is, lunch at home. He is allergic to food outside the home. He does not like to eat in open-air restaurants and public places. Especially eating on the road, more never again Lio did. He said, since childhood, he was not used to eating in public places. Because he did not know, who cooked the food in public protest. Hence, he never ate there. I know it's all from aunt. Because bibik is the person who has known Lio's brother the longest.
......
I just kept quiet, until he left me, I was still silent without a word. I tried to digest what he said to me just now, before he left. Brother Lio said he would take me for a walk after work. That means he'll be back in this house.
Geez, I was here to avoid him. But now why am I creating more time for both of us. Geez, is this my fault or how is this? I'm getting dizzy myself.
"Sir, did my aunt listen to what Lio said before leaving for work just now."
"Yes Madam, auntie heard what Mr. Lio said. He said he wanted to take the lady for a walk after work."
"Is the aunt sure that's what Lio's sister said."
"Yes Madam, aunt still has a good hearing, Madam. Bibik did not hear wrong, what Mr. Lio said earlier, bibik heard clearly."
"Geez, why am I so unclear gini yah."
"I mean Madam?"
"There's nothing bik. What does that mean, Brother Lio will stay in this house well."
"Maybe yes, maybe not Madam. Because Mr. Lio gave a lot of time to Madam, maybe he will sleep at Madam Nessa's house tonight. Or, it could be, he would also be staying here with the Madam tonight."
I listened silently to the aunt. I don't know what to say. I don't know why, I'm such a weird woman. My heart desperately wants Lio's brother to always be here with me. But on the other hand, I felt uncomfortable and did not know what to do. All this makes me confused myself.
Basic heart can not be friends, others I think, others he wants. Why is my heart and mind always not in line. This heart is even very unwilling, if Lio's brother is far from me. But this thought was still healthy as it turned out, he could still think of a good thing. He does not accept Lio's brother if he is always around me. Because I'm still thinking, what about Nessa's sister. Even though Nessa's sister said she didn't love Lio's sister. But I'm sure, she must have had the feeling of wanting to be with Lio's sister as her husband.
.....
This afternoon, Brother Lio came home with his tired face. But he still wanted to take me for a walk like he said when he wanted to leave for work this afternoon.
At first I refused to go for a walk with Lio. But, he instead said, if I had to accompany him for a walk because he felt tired all day working. It was not he who accompanied me on a walk. Rather, I am accompanying him on a walk right now.
We also left in Lio's car. Walk around and see the scenery around my new home. Enjoy the afternoon at a new place.
Brother Lio also looks very enjoy the atmosphere of the afternoon in this place. His tired face is no longer visible. He with a blue shirt that he wore to go to work earlier, still looks handsome and handsome. The smell should still be when I'm around. It is still fresh, even if it has not been taken a shower.