
Today is the day Nessa returns from her job out of town. After two weeks, sister Nessa finally finished also working on her project outside the city.
I waited for my brother to come home excitedly. He is my brother whom I love very much, although I can never be happy.
I waited ten minutes for Nessa's sister in the living room of this house. And finally, Nessa's car arrived in the yard of this house safely.
"Sister ..." I said as I greeted sister Nessa at the door.
"Vanny, are you waiting for my sister?" said sister Nessa.
"Yes, sister, I'm waiting for Nessa's sister to come home."
"You're like a little boy, Vann, you're waiting for my brother to come home."
"Oh yes, you please help Pandu outin the belongings of brother well. Brother wants to rest in the room immediately. You see, big brother is tired."
"Yes, brother" said I with passion.
I'm approaching Nessa's car right away. There, Pandu was busy removing Nessa's belongings from the car.
"Mas Guide!" I said while patting his shoulder mas Pandu.
"Eh, non Vanny turns out. Seneng really makes people shocked well," said mas Pandu while stroking his chest.
"Alah, so it's just that Pandu was shocked, ma."
"Yes obviously dong non, I'm focusing on my work, uh non Vanny come and make a surprise. Fortunately my heart was not dislodged non," said mas Pandu with a smile.
"What the heck mas Pandu, will not be dislodged it's heart if I'm nervous."
"Oh yeah, what can I do for you right now?" i said again.
"It seems, non Vanny can only help me see it now," said mas Pandu.
"Well, you two are so close."
Suddenly, me and Pandu were very surprised by the voice of someone who was no stranger to me. Mas Pandu and I both saw the origin of the voice that rebuked us.
There, Lio's brother stood upright while folding his hands. He seems to dislike what he has seen. Whether since when, he was there, I also did not know and did not realize it.
"Sister Lio," I said.
"Mr Lio, this is not what you think it is" said Mas Pandu trying to explain.
"What I think, you know what I'm thinking now."
"It's not like that Sir, me and non Vanny ...."
"Here, you don't need to explain. I don't mind what you do. To me, it doesn't matter what you do" Lio said as he raised his hand.
Something is wrong with this heart now. I feel like this heart has changed. This heart ached when listening to Lio's words just now. These tears suddenly flowed slowly and I couldn't take it anymore.
Without saying anything, I chose to leave the Pandu mas alone. I don't want Pandu to see that I'm crying just because of Lio's words just now.
I should have known myself, I have no place in Lio's heart. I was just someone who suddenly came and interjected between the two of them. I must not forget who I am and who Lio's sister is.
I quickly got into the room, and closed the door so I could stay in this room.
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Adelio POV's
I came home in a hurry, when I got word from my aunt, that Nessa was home.
I was upset when I found out that Nessa came home but didn't tell me. Am I so insignificant to Nessa right now? To the extent that, he didn't want me to know that he had come home.
I'm very upset about this. However, I kept trying to think positively with Nessa. Now Nessa is so tired and so busy that she doesn't have time to tell me.
While I was still in a state of annoyance, unintentionally, I saw something that made my heart feel bad. My heart which is basically very upset, is now increasingly becoming - so the sense of regret, when seeing Vanny is very familiar with Pandu.
I don't know what I feel, but when I see Vanny speaking with a guide, it feels like my heart is burning, I'm very angry and just getting upset.
Unintentionally, I took out an unpleasant expression from my mouth. Why, I suddenly said something that might hurt Vanny. But I couldn't hold my mouth to talk. After I finished talking what I wanted, I left Vanny and Pandu.
Actually I was very angry when I saw Vanny so close to Pandu. But, I tried to cover up the anger by saying whatever I wanted to say without thinking about Vanny's feelings that seemed very sad with my words just now.
In fact, after a while I entered the house. Not until I was at our door. Vanny ran up the stairs and into the room.
I feel so guilty right now. But this annoyance made me unable to control myself. I chose to go into the room to see Nessa.
"Ness, you came home and didn't say the same to me anyway" I said as I watched Nessa lying on the bed.
"If I say also there will be no benefit of the mas," said Nessa ketus.
"Nessa, you're talking about me. I'm your husband, why do you always say ketus like that" I said.
"Mas Lio, I'm tired now, you don't have much to say. Maybe tonight we can talk at length if you want."
In the end, I had to shut up again and again. Keep giving up and keep giving up. Being a slave to love and not being able to wiggle.
I was so in love with Nessa that I couldn't say no to what she was saying. Even what you said, I couldn't choose between Mama and Nessa. I always chose Nessa who was the main and most important to me.
I really hope, if only it could be changed, could Nessa change her nature to Vanny. The girl was very gentle and always kept her heart calm and cool when together.
But wait, why did I even think about Vanny when I was with Nessa. Am I used to being with Vanny? No, it can't be like that. Wasn't it me and Vanny at first just the relationship between sister-in-law and sister-in-law. Has it changed now?