
Early in the morning, I was already well. I want to meet with sister Nessa and talk about me wanting to stay at my mom and dad's house right now. I can't stay in this house anymore, because of this house, I don't feel comfortable and uneasy to stay here.
I'm waiting for Nessa's sister at the dinner table. Usually, sister Nessa after waking up will go straight to the kitchen to drink. I've been very familiar with what my brother's habits are, even though he is my foster brother, but he has also lived with me since childhood.
Fifteen minutes, I waited for Nessa to wake up from sleep. Finally, sister Nessa came out of her room as well. He still wears a nightgown and his hair is still disheveled.
"Lho, Gina. Did you wake up, de?" said sister Nessa.
For a long time, he did not call me by the name of adek. This morning, he called me with his unfortunately call to me. This call is actually the sabgat I miss. Ever since Nessa led her own company, she's never been as close as when we were in school together. I became very confused with our beautiful mass.
"Vann, you're so dumb."
"Eh, sorry brother. I woke up, fifteen minutes later I was here. I'm waiting for Nessa to wake up" I said bluntly.
"Tumbem you're waiting for big brother, what's up? What do you want to talk to your sister about?"
"I just want to say to you, big brother, I want to go home. I want to stay with my mom and dad. I guess, I'm staying here also won't do any good," I said directly to the point.
Nessa looks so shocked. He probably didn't expect that I would say this just now.
"No, you can't stay with your mom and dad. I won't let you move house now."
Nessa and I were shocked by Lio's voice suddenly appearing and speaking. I did not expect, that Brother Lio had also woken up, even already in the kitchen now.
"Why can't I stay at my mom and dad's? Where would it be wrong if I wanted to move out of this house. After all, this is not my home," I said very boldly while defying Lio's eyes.
"Nobody can get in and out of this house without my permission. And don't ask her wrong where, if you want to stay at your mom and dad's house. The fault is obvious, for you are my legal wife. Legitimate according to religion is also legal according to the state."
"Don't be selfish, Lio. Why are you holding me in this house. I am not a person with a heart and feelings. I'm not a display, who doesn't know how to feel pain. I'm no longer strong enough to stay with all of you. I don't want to be a river of separation for you guys" I said, beginning to weaken.
I can't hold back these tears anymore. I don't want to keep what has been in my heart for a long time. Like larvae that have been collected in the mountain merapi. In time, the larva will come out too, sooner or later, it will explode.
While me and Lio's brother are fighting. Nessa's sister just kept quiet, she looks confused now. Maybe he was confused, what to say. Defend me, or defend my brother Lio.
"Sir Nessa, I'm leaving this house. I just told sister Nessa. I don't care, sister Nessa agrees or not, what matters is, I'm going to get out of your house" I said to Nessa's sister who was silent from earlier.
Nessa didn't have a chance to talk. Because Lio's brother always drew it, like a firecracker that can not be controlled sound.
Sister Nessa looked really shocked when Lio's sister said that I wouldn't move into my mom and dad's house. Because, Lio's sister has been squishing the house for me. I'm sure it's not at Nessa's request. Because his shocked face looked very clear now.
"You ... have you prepared a house for Vanya mas? When are you preparing a house for Vanny?" sister Nessa said very surprised.
"Yes, I've prepared a house for Vanny. Not long ago," said Lio's sister answering Nessa's question.
The reply that Lio's brother told Nessa sounded a little cold. Whether I feel, or indeed Lio's brother is having trouble with Nessa's sister. But they don't look good at the moment.
Meanwhile, about Lio's brother buying a house just now, sister Nessa doesn't know. Maybe they have a serious problem right now.
"But you didn't talk to me about buying Vanny's house. Where's the house, let me see what Vanny's house looks like."
"No need, you don't have to interfere anymore about what Vanny's house is. I'm sure he might stay there later."
"But I want to know what his house is like."
"Nessa, you don't have to bother meddling. I am her husband now, you must remember that. She is no longer my sister-in-law at this time. She's Adelio's wife."
There is something wrong with those words in my opinion. Since when can Lio's brother admit that I'm his wife. It can't be gospel because of Nessa's request again. Obviously he said to Nessa's sister now.
Don't give me any more false hope. After all, in the end, I will feel disappointed because the hope I have is destroyed instantly. I don't like a false hope that comes uninvited and leaves without me to deliver this. Because it will feel very painful later.
When they talk to each other in their own opinion. I'd better get out of here. Instead, I became an unwanted spectator.
Without a word, I also left Lio's brother and Nessa's sister who were still arguing. I walk, I want to go up to my room. Not even I reached a few steps walking, the voice of Lio and Nessa's brother simultaneously called my name.
"Vanny!" both words simultaneously.
Geez, I was so shocked when they collectively called out my name so compactly.