
"How's Venessa doing doctor?" I said with worry.
"I'm sorry, we did the best we could. God determines everything."
"Ma .. do you mean doctor?" said mama.
"The patient is dead. We can't help patients anymore" the doctor said with a regretful face.
"No! This is impossible! Nessa can't have gone this fast!"
Without thinking any longer, I broke through the door of the room that was standing this doctor and nurse.
I saw Nessa lying down without opening her eyes again. Nessa's face was very pale and was not breathing anymore at this time.
"Yetoooooo!" I said shouting very loudly.
His van approached me, trying to make me feel calm. I fell into Vannya's arms which felt very warm, but could not calm my heart.
Mama hugged her foster child's body while crying with a very powerful tangled voice.
The atmosphere sounds very charming. Losing someone is heartbreaking.
.....
For some reason, I suddenly turned into a weak man. I hugged Vannya's body tightly which was able to make me feel a little warm, although it could not make the heart feel calm.
Venessa's funeral has ended with a slow rain shower but is able to wet the body of everyone who attends this funeral.
After the last prayer is recited, flowers are sprinkled. Everyone broke away from the funeral.
Now, it's just me, mama, papa, and Vanya. Mom and dad were busy sprinkling flowers over Nessa's navel. But I can't do that, I can only shut up while hugging Vanya.
Spilling all the sadness on Vannya's shoulder at the moment. Letting go of all the sadness that seemed like it, I was very difficult to digest.
.....
5 years later.
A little boy who was almost five years old, was playing in the luxurious courtyard of the stately house.
"Kaila, play it don't go far, baby," cried the mother of the child.
"Not far away mama, just around the house," replied the spoiled and adorable little boy.
"Alright baby, play it don't take long. Later, before papa gets home, you should be pretty."
"Yes mama" said the boy with a smile.
"Srik, half an hour. Bathe Kalila yes bik, because in an hour, mas Lio will go home," said Vananya.
"Well Buk, I'll bathe non Kaila for another hour."
Five years have passed since Nessa's departure from all of our lives. Nothing changed after Nessa's departure. It's just that, mas Lio is sometimes always pensive and always alone.
Every now and then, we'll visit Nessa's grave. In fact, we regularly come to recite a prayer for sister Nessa, every birthday.
I know everything Nessa's sister did to me for a long time. But I never thought about it.
I've forgiven Nessa's mistakes. There's not the slightest grudge I keep for Nessa's sister.
I still think of him as the same brother from childhood. Even though he has taken away the things I love most.
She made my grandmother die with her own hands. He pushed Grandma into the pool, so she drowned and left. I was hurt a lot back then, but I don't think it's Nessa's fault. I consider this just an accident.
Sister Nessa also took my boyfriend on purpose. That too I know, but never expressed my frustration to her.
"Mrs Vanny, why is she daydreaming here" said one sitting on her wheelchair.
"Mas Pandu, since when was it there?" I said back to asking.
"Udah from five minutes ago Madam. It's just that, Madam looks silent and thinks of something far away like that."
"Nothing I pictured is Pandu. Just remembering a little bit of it."
"Don't remember if it's just a burden on the Madam. Look who is playing around, is not it very funny," said mas Pandu while pointing at Kaila who was playing cheerfully in the yard.
I smiled sweetly while looking at Kaila who was so carefree playing in the courtyard of this house.
"Mas Pandu is right, Kaila is the most beautiful gift for all of us" I said with a smile.
"Yes Madam. Kalia is a great gift to all of us. Including for me also Madam," said mas Pandu.
Mas Lio was a very gentle-hearted man. Without the slightest hatred, Mas Lio allowed mas Pandu to stay with us.
Mas Pandu was indeed disabled due to the accident. He can't work in this house. He can only sit in a wheelchair every day.
Tapu mas Lio did not think about the disability mas Pandu. He has also forgiven mas Pandu, for the mistakes that mas Pandu did in massalu.
....
It is obligatory for us to forgive each other for the mistakes of those who wronged us. In order for the life we live, there is no resentment and hatred for each other.
Patience in life is what we need most. Because patiently, whatever trials we face, will feel light and the results are very sweet.
My relationship with Lio, nothing has changed. Mas Lio loved me so much from the past until now. Especially since the birth of the baby we named Kaila.
Lio really loves me. We are a happy and harmonious family.
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