HOPEFUL
11.Enjoined

After two years we were together, maybe Ricky at work there was a girl who started teasing him.Here he's been moved back to work close to my workplace.Here's been a month, he's been moved back to work,but after her return to the usual place even make her close to a new girl.I who increasingly feel our relationship is different.She has rarely given news, he has been,we just met when Ricky picked me up from work.

Usually we always have a conversation when together, why Ricky so quiet.Padahat there is something I talked about so that the atmosphere broke not quietly-diamond continues.But tired also because he began not looking for the topic of conversation, but also because he began not looking for the topic,I'm getting used to having days like that that make our relationship no change.

More like a motorcycle taxi driver who carries passengers.At the time when I'm off usual he wants to take a walk for dinner or liken the day off with me in order to walk together, he wants to walk together,but now there was nothing else he could do.He was completely different than usual.

I began to wonder in my heart what she was bored and happened to be in her workplace there was a girl who bullied/teased her.Maybe there is a girl who is able to take her feelings away from me,when buying food sometimes I often buy food near him work because in our working environment there is a campus so around there are many who sell food.You do not want me to always mantauin he's working.

It is not uncommon to see a close friend when the friend smokes in front of their store.

I didn't think long to ask her about Ricky.

"What's up ?" said Aya.

"Eih Aya apparently, okay ya.Oh yeah want to see Ricky huh? But he's again near the girls inside.There's a new cashier replacement old first yes", his friend's answer.

"Serious bang.(even without me the story of his attitude began to change his friend had already met first thought I).Where's bang....?"

Aya said while looking at the front door glass.

"Oh my god, that's the one in front of the cashier while talking to girls !!" Aya turned irritated when she saw Ricky.

"Yes deck since a month ago change the new cashier where we, the girl deketin Ricky first deck.Si Ricky also no matter what in the response.Abang also had to remember him, he said,Ricky you already have Aya do not play behind that pity Aya you guys have been dating you even hooked the same new....! Brother had said that yes, but he even said he did not have to interfere with people's relationship bang, that's said when his close friend's brother can he say that.From there we also somewhat keep the distance yes, he said,brother so lazy bekawan if it is so, because he can not be told" said his friend Ricky.

Aya also said in her heart "it turns out true what I feel this month, she was close to another girl".

Aya began to feel hot with what she saw and heard from her friend,he wants to hit them but Ricky's position is working.Aya also not likely to enter Ricky's workplace carelessly just because he wants to get angry at Ricky.

Aya was alone with her friend Ricky because she felt she had to hold back her emotions let alone she was still working.Mood Aya became up and down because of thoughts with Ricky's actions.

When he came home, Aya began the initiative to talk gently with Ricky who the girl who was near him.

"Ky, so you passed by the store he.Wak see in talking to the girl at the cashier until laughing so that she's the same girl !" Said Aya who was having emotions.

"Who dear...?

Ouh that's our new cashier, I can't tell you the same stories he had if he was talking again", replied Ricky trying to calm Aya.

"Yes but do not let him be provoked by the girl as well, fear there is a comfortable feeling just as good communication when talking to the girl....! Pake heart also later he responded", said Aya.

"Dear, believe your feelings for him or her" replied Ricky.

Ricky also began to sniff that Aya began to know what her behavior was like when she was at work.

"Tell him if it starts strange because it's been two weeks he thinks you start another, if you start another,not like usually.If you are tired of just saying the same you directly end our relationship.Ngapain children people detained-hold if he just start to like each other girls ?" Aya continued to reinforce her words.

"Yes loh, relax napa dear.Awak will not be like that" said Ricky.

"Yes, it's his"aja who quickly said yes that "no, no, no dear" it's just the language of his mainstay with you" said Aya.

Aya begins to get upset with Ricky.

After arriving home we usually bring food and eat together at home,never again done Ricky after returning home from work.I can only be silent and lazy to fuss and I began to take action so as not to get sick later.

I don't serve him tea or coffee because I'm having a goiter look at him.

We were just quiet-diving while playing each other.Maybe he felt and said "koq be quiet he loves".I heard him say it like that "it's okay baby".Ricky also became lazy nanggepin my behavior.

He used to want to seduce this no longer.

"Ok Fine", please",in my mind.I was lazy to also think of an increasingly unhealthy relationship that will make a heartache.Better both do not care about the relationship that has been knitted.Think of each self like never knew him back then.

Aya starts acting stupid with her relationship."He acted I could too", That's what he has in mind right now.

At first Aya who did not intend to get acquainted with other men because of Ricky's attitude like that.

I told him when he picked me up.

"Ky from tomorrow you take the train because you are a bit long home to have to count goods at work for fear of missing a lot of goods so every day starting tomorrow already have to be checked" Aya said reasoned.

"Yes, he can go home alone from tomorrow onwards...?" Answer Ricky insensitively.

Ordinary Aya who was a little home for a long time was still waiting for Ricky when he picked her up.

This he was even happy when Aya said that.

"okay..... Can koq, before there was also a crew often ride their own motorcycles" said Aya and nyindir Ricky.

But Ricky didn't care when Aya said that.

It seems Aya has declared war on Ricky.With what Ricky is doing out there without him, he starts not caring anymore.

Okay from tomorrow don't care about anything about him I said in my heart.

For a month Aya also began to get used to without Ricky and began to want to use the matchmaking application again because since dating they agreed not to use the application again.

Ricky never told Aya again after the incident.As Aya released Ricky, Aya secretly married Ricky boncergan with the girl who works as a cashier at his workplace.

"Oh so it turns out his actions if released" said Aya who increasingly emotional see the truth he saw.

I can also find new acquaintances then.

Aya gets out of control when she sees Ricky like that with other girls.And Aya starts to open her heart to other guys, while Ricky never chat Aya again for a month.

Two months passed I had time to chat Ricky and told him "Ky, we break aja first yes.Soalny thing you see him the same way the girl who works as a cashier in his place".

Ricky also never read or reply to Aya's message, maybe Aya chat in silent by Ricky.

After three months of running Aya began to meet some guys and often send him home.As if it repeated again before he met Ricky.

Even when Ricky was first in another city he started to just disappear, he probably already planned it.

I kept calling him and choking him through sms but never replied to by Ricky.I feel like I've been blocking me on all social media, so I don't know about him.

From there I promised myself not to find out more and not to expect him about our relationship.

Ricky always broke his own promise, before leaving for another city I was able to remember never to cheat on me again.If it happens I will never forgive him again.

Precisely he repeated the incident.When I had not had time to say break up he was very quick to say.

Why Ricky always did not want to break up from me.Even if he said break up it has made me relieved that he was able to release me.This is me as he was a hanging relationship.

Even though he never said he wanted to break up anyway I assumed our relationship was over aka "The end" from the beginning he cheated on me.

A year passed until our fourth anniversary Ricky had contacted me but I was already hurt.So I even dichat I was just indifferent and not too responding.Perhaps because he could not melt my heart.Ricky even start disappearing again.

My mind always says why Ricky never came back in a different way.If he really felt guilty at the time,why Ricky never invited me to marry.Even though he has often cheated on me but at least it became a cure heartache that he ever did to me.

But there is no good intention I tried hard to forget it.By continuing to look for a job so that I do not continue to remember.

Wounded for four years through a complicated love story because the man is not grateful to have one girl on his side.

I've wasted my time dating people who aren't serious.From a young age to a fairly old age.

Even my dream of getting married at twenty-four years old is now past the limit of that age.

I can't wait if I have a relationship with him, I always ask for a break up because I can't stand his attitude.

Think I might the nature of his father really decreased to his nature.Her father until he had a second wife during his life.After the first wife divorced then the second wife was his mother Ricky.

Sometimes I disagree with the phrase "fruit is not far from the tree", but it can be described as such.

My mom told me a secret with him,I don't know what my mom said when I turned her around, which was when she was dating the girl who held the cashier position at work.What my mom said to Ricky rotten heart to me, he used to envy me like I don't want to ask for money Ricky.But my mother always told Ricky's distress so he gave him money.Padahat I position Ricky's girlfriend but instead my mother who was given money.

That's why I never liked mama interfering in my relationship with Ricky.Even when I broke up with Ricky, I didn't want to tell my mama.

I don't know if my mom supports us dating or not, why she talked to Ricky so much that Ricky wouldn't tell me what my mom told him.

Okay if my mama says that if our relationship continues for years she wants her son to be married.This I just don't know what she said to Ricky.Until then Ricky so changed his attitude as well.

I just hope that my mother's talk is a good prayer not one that makes our relationship even more fractured.

That's not why our relationship is fractured, because Ricky started to love me from there cracking my trust in him.

After two years I considered breaking up from him, it was my own unilateral who wanted to break up from him because

he always hangs on to our relationship.

Suddenly he showed up again after two years, I didn't expect him to come back because I wanted to move on. It's just that I had a hard time getting a new partner.

Ricky called me because I deleted the number so I forgot the number, so I picked up the phone because I didn't know it was.

"Aya koq cocky x he dear, he never told you ?" Ricky said without feeling guilty.

"I was silent when I heard his voice and I immediately said, 'the devil is calling me again.... Why are you the same girl you are, fight you guys so you call me again right annjiir....!!!"Aya replied in an angry tone.

"Seriously I love.. will she still be my girl ?" Said Ricky.

"Your profession is ky..... We broke up two years ago even we broke up a lot, you love me !" Aya.

"He's glad I called again, isn't he?" Ricky.

"Annji..... Dear one also you call me yes.Dear your affair" replied Aya because she was upset.

"seriously I'm lo, I'm darling.so he's not angry anymore ! Oh yeah I sent the same skincare package Milo's milk to make him fat, huh?" Said Ricky seducing.

Aya who was very tired to see Ricky Aya also immediately hung up the phone.Saya also blocked the number.So she did not call Aya again.Eh Ricky even bought a new number but he did not call Aya directly.After three days he contacting Aya pretending to be a new acquaintance Aya.But Aya who has not been looking for new acquaintances for being busy being a maid in the hahahaha house...

Aya immediately suspected that it was Ricky.Aya thought useless to block his number again because surely he would find a way to continue to persuade Aya to turn it around.

Want not want Aya can only resigned disturbed Ricky back.Destroyed Aya's plan to move on from Ricky.

Apparently Ricky had ordered a package he called when calling Aya last time.The package finally reached Aya's house.Forced Aya received it.

Unfortunately also in his heart already he has not been able to work so there is no money to buy skincare and have not used skincare at all.

Aya who was not interested in turning with Ricky.Just Aya thought to take advantage of the money.Aya no longer care about the feeling that the important money runs out for me hahahahahah....

Evil indeed but I still grudge with his actions.

Aya accepts Ricky and finally turns it over because she was forced to.

I also started to dare to ask Ricky for money so I could go apply for a job.

Ricky also sent the money I used to pay for my job application and help buy necessities at home.

Also help mama when Ari asked for money position mama indeed no sustenance came.After the money runs out I also continue to call him to be sent again,he also gave it with a heavy heart maybe he felt I benefited him only.But I was a fool.

Ricky who helped me will also get a reward because he happened to help my family when there was no sustenance.

So after a month of communication, suddenly a girl called me in the middle of the night about two o'clock at night.I jolted and woke up because I thought Ricky who called turned out to be another number and I picked up the phone.

I'm surprised he hasn't broken up with his girl who's in the same town as Ricky.

"Heeee you are cheating huh...don't disturb other people's relationships, you're already married koq still bother guy people anyway...?" Said her boyfriend Ricky.

"Cheating koq yells cheating you yes...you cheating paok, stupid or how haa....!! And I'm still single unmarried" Aya replied in an angry tone.

Midnight koq contact people, no longer polite.Ouh turned out to be true my feelings when first contact me again turned out the relationship was not good and quarrel.Pantas aja I became his outlet if he again quarrel with his affair.

Aya immediately called Ricky because he was not happy with his girlfriend.

"Heee Ky next time teach her a good boyfriend if you call people.Sama no Brains you yeah you say I'm married and bother you*Your asses yes ?" Said Ay who was getting rough.

Rikcy immediately called her boyfriend and scolded him.

While her boyfriend Ricky still contact me because he does not accept if we turn it back.Yes I said I do not know if you guys have not broken up, because he said I have broken up the girl.So not wrong dong.....?

I turned.

Anyway if you want ya have taken him again I am also because want to benefitin he just reverse this.Aya honestly say so....

I thought Ricky would break up me and turn the same girl.It turns out not precisely Ricky was angry it was a girl.Consider why I did not release it....?

I wish I had been cut off, apparently not.

Crying is the girl with me and confide.Endly the girl wants to be friends with me.Look at length, during the courtship I was the one who cheated on her until I got married he said.Great emang written by Ricky hahahhaha.

That's a girl love the same time Ricky.I also feel sorry so yeah I told you the same Ricky turned you guys over because I don't have the heart to see the girl, but Ricky doesn't want to.

The girl said that whoever she chose meant she won.

I also told the girl that it wasn't losing or winning her business like this,the point is you have tried to convince him but he is the one who misled.It is not about winning if he returned to me.Because the point is he has not moved on from me even though he has been dating other people for years.True....!!

Must be because he was bored and caught by the dagger by you so he asked to break up and not continue to turn it back again.Ricky must be embarrassed and somehow some time if he wants, surely he will not return to you.

Because if you have been dating him for years, Ricky will not be sure to reverse.That's the fact that has happened.

Gawk....

I also keep replying to Ricky's actions because he's more outrageous sayin I'm married again.If it's really happy also I'm not even angry.Unfortunately I'm not married to avenge Ricky so don't be bullied again.Hahaha

I continue to morotin Ricky because it is again a hardship so yes because it has been turned back yes want to be sure love.

But after two months of communication, Ricky suddenly said again when I needed the money.Not to mention I had to say break up already unplug him.

It's good that he's looking for a way to come back....

I'm just a stunt for Ricky.

After I saw the girl's social media upset, I thought it meant she didn't turn her back on the girl.

Is there another new girl he has....

Saying I saw his behavior.

But he had used his friend's account to see how I was doing.Utung currently I have never posted anything so that he does not know my development.

This time I really will not respond to revenge anymore, because for me our relationship is finished so even though it is one-sided.

I also let go of the hope that I used to think Ricky was my husband-to-be who was really right.

And I want to free myself from him because I want to see when I have a new partner and a new life without an ex that always haunts me.

Thank goodness he never called me again.But my gut feeling he would interfere again.Hopefully when he bothers me again, I already have a new partner.In order for him to start releasing me and live each other's lives.

Amens....