HOPEFUL
12.Looking for an Again Contact

Aya's been single for a year, while Aya thought she shouldn't be alone."Try to find a partner" the words that always bother his mind.He is not discouraged.Genesis when Aya dating Ricky not to be a regret for him but to be an encouragement.Main many men who have not yet known him.

Whatever way I will continue to get acquainted even though not directly at least should be tried using the matchmaking application again.Because since breaking up with Ricky, I feel myself a closed girl difficult to open my heart to other men.

After a year passed I became a girl who has difficulty understanding the man I just knew.Tah why who used to often meet many men is now a difficulty.Since not using the application, it is not used,I always wished I could meet a guy by accident get to know him in person without having to use the app.

It turns out that it is very difficult in real life to get acquaintances, like there are men who are so passionate about you and want to get to know you directly.It seems that it does not match what we think.Hahahaha

I seemed to be imagining that moment into a strange thought.

Of course it does not make sense.Unless I am a very beautiful child it only allows a lot of men who are so crazy about me.Wkwkwkwkwk....

Turns out it was just my illusion (take a teat).

I am not beautiful this has trouble finding a soul mate.Especially a really serious soul mate.Every time acquaintance with the man must be the man if not for pity of course because it can be used.Entah because the man wants to seek experience or something that the man wants from you after getting it he will disappear and then look for another woman to try again until he finds what he wants.

Today most men are looking for pleasure not seriousness.Because so many recognize men must be only one that is completely different from the other whether it is from his sanity or his attitude when treating women like what?

After trying to re-use the matchmaking application I began to get excited.But many of the men I met were mostly insane.

These are the characteristics of my strange acquaintances.

The first man when met nice from his attitude, his appearance and his education but after a long talk somehow immediately changed like gay.

And the man said that he actually liked the same sex.

I was so surprised to listen when I liked the way he looked.

The second guy is a perfectionist for the style he is very okay.He uses a shirt fitting body that makes his appearance extraordinary.When sitting down, he,the table in front of him was immediately wiped by a spoon and glass was also wiped before use.Then why do I not like such a man.Hahaha make me inferior....

The third is a man who is very maniac of the ball.He also chose our meeting place in one of the cafes that is special for hot guys all watching the ball.I who are not lovers of the ball feel does not fit him.Because every time the conversation just focusing on the ball.And the spectacle that is seen is only the ball.Kayang not for those who are not lovers of the ball will feel very bored.I also look for ways to quickly leave the place.Hahahaha

The fourth man has a very fierce face.Makes me afraid to meet him.But I still want to try first to know how he is.And it turns out this man really has a bad temper and his voice is also big.There is a mistake technical when the payment after we finished eating together it turns out he wanted to use Qris but instead failed and was asked to replace the cash payer by his cashier.Just that made him rise in high blood and a little bit of fuss.At that time his position it makes me very embarrassed and I don't want people to see me when I'm with him,I also covered my face while coming out of the place to eat.While his affairs can be explained well but because he was easily angry so very uncomfortable for me.I think it would be fierce outside soft inside, soft inside,I was wrong hahahaha.....

Which I don't think is suitable to be a husband, I thought.

The fifth man is very lustful.Although I am ugly he does not care hehehe.

When I met I began to suspect this man.He flirtatiously blinked one eye at me.And there I tried to positive thinking.The man also invited me to eat together first,when eating somehow his hands are very ignorant.Position sitting we who he chose also near the corner that makes the chair blend into one and in the middle of a large round table.Aduh turned out he had booked first this cafe.Padah I want to change our seats so as not to be in the corner.Maybe it was planned to be easy to launch the action.I'm sure there have been many victims.After we finished eating he showed a strange gelagat his hands want to lead to the back of my back,I felt something strange and happened to glance at his hand.Maybe it seems I am a weak girl.From the appearance of my face only seems weak but I do not (take a cynical smile).

I started to hold her hand which was about to start touching.

"Hahahaha.your hands can't be on the table anyway well, you have to feel my back (take me twist his left hand with my right hand)".Aya said very angry.

"Aaaaaah hurts..sick my hand...!!

(Take his hand off).

Really bad to be a girl?" Answer the flirtatious man.

"Aish...(destruction of patience) don't take me home is okay (where the man promises to take Aya home), I can go home alone,bye...(ditoyor Aya the man's head while smiling cynically)

Haaaa basic pervert male !!!" Said Aya confidently.

I really do not think with a man like that it feels like I want to hit.How about he brought me home, weih there could be a world war on the road !

Hahaha

After visiting her home, too...

Hahahaha make illfeel.

The seventh man of the vehicle is okay but not capital.He brought a good car like a well-off child, he,but unfortunately at that time I did not eat from home so that when being invited to eat is not full.Eh even not in the food just invited around the city doang hahahaha.

I also finally asked to go home even if it did not reach home because I asked to get off the decket that sells satay and finally I ate it myself.The power to ride a car but as not capitalized or because of stingy.Akh I don't know I don't like guys who are just okay-style but empty stomachs.

The eighth man is worse stingy than the seventh man.When he did not eat at the cafe where the parking lot is going to be paid immediately so go home no longer need to bother charging to the motorist.That happened to be the parking lot from the cafe is not free.The man also said 'you have three thousand money' though it's the parking attendant ask him the same he okelah because I'm also the same way he is not a problem.Tanya fitting eat already a menu message that rather a lot it turns out the payment pretend to forget to bring a wallet and money.Beraktinglah he.I have suspected this man stingy or use people doang.And finally I pay the bill profit I always bring money if acquaintance for fear of the like that happened.Jeez this man makes khilaf I his name.I also repet long times wide with him and I go home do not want to be escorted, he said,because I can go home alone if the man is like this.Could he he immediately cuddle to SPBU to pay for the oil again thought I.Gak lah immediately pull me at that time hahahaha

Many times men are not capital and afraid of loss.okelah fine...!

Maybe because they have been porotin with other women but it does not have to revenge the same woman he just knew as well, it must be the same woman in question that dong is reciprocated.

Yeah no...?

'Haaaa stress'.

The ninth is a con man, this man turned out to be old.He pretended and put up photos of his youth to hook the women to get trapped.

At that time I suspected that his photo was like a long time ago.At that time he invited me to meet.I chose to meet at the mall because I suspected this man, I was,if in a crowded place automatically I feel safe.Then we met, it turns out my guess is true that I saw firsthand was a man around in his forties.

He deliberately used a photo of his youth.I don't know what his purpose is?

For sure it's her mode of tricking women,a lot of striped men in the dating app so we users have to continue to be careful.Fortunately I did not directly meet him but I found out this man what kind of characteristics he mentioned when he wanted to meet I was monitoring this guy from afar then after I knew his characteristics how shocked I wanted to meet it turned out to be om-om.Hahaha....

I ran away and was so scared I took action to block it directly from the app to remove the tracks.

This time the severity of the striped nose man who jumped to meet.Sucks !!!

The tenth there is a perfect man in my opinion but unfortunately he does not like me.His appearance is wearing a plain light blue shirt fitting body with black trousers that make him look really my type shoes.Yang make his style more supportive with his handsome face.He is not only good and connect with the story but he also took me to eat first before he drove me home with his car.Actually I am a little inferior to him.Because I am from family who can not afford.It makes me really not confident with a man like this.After he drove me home, he took me home,I was very happy to hope that we could continue to meet again.Then the day he never chatted again.I concluded that I am not the type of woman that the man was looking for.Maybe not even belong to his category....

I also let it go.

My mother always told me not to choose too much.She always said 'look for ordinary men even though the work of the building porters are important diligent work'.

I want to get something like that, this is the problem men like that I don't get.

So many men but not according to the characteristics I was looking for and some wanted but the man did not want me.

What we want may not be in line, though,I should be able to accept anything at least one man I've known who I can choose.But his name is not our taste will certainly make us uncomfortable is not it?

I don't really want to force myself this time.If you haven't met a suitable soul mate I still have to be patient.

Because of the failure this time I have not found the right man.I also decided to stop first to get acquainted.Better focus to work maybe next time I will use this soul mate application again and hopefully find the man I want.

It is not a good choice by itself.

But solitude is not always bad sometimes makes us get to know ourselves and can time with ourselves to do many things.

So enjoy it while you are alone...!