HOPEFUL
5.No Money

"Life it feels like I have never had money in savings, let alone touched the number ten million.Hahahhaha

Boro-boro ten million and fifty thousand aja is in savings already thankfully this is a problem a dime does not exist,must always be empty.Until the number of NOLs that only one always appears if you check.Even there is a little money just always asked my mama, it seems in this world I can not hold money at all....?" Aya.

What's more sad every birthday I never hold a penny, money,as long as I set aside the intention to hold the birthday to buy my own birthday sponge I can never hold it every year.

My money ran out because my mama knew it was because mama had no money, she asked me.

Si Ari do not ask never give money to mama except payday doang.Gitu every day mintain money aja.Uang mama ya end for him doang.

Had already got the money if the sewing, yes already mama direct deposit for Ari.Ngenes not ......!!!

According to Ari Mama it's like an ATM running him.

At home there is no groceries in his defense of money for Ari.Or already get money stitches, you also have to half give the money for pocket money because.

Want to be angry we are just as Ari useless because he will be angry back.

Until we were three starving houses did not eat just eat the wind doang.Gara-gara money runs out all for Ari.

That's the person if you have to at all the goods (which can not be mentioned) coolly ask for money, just,how much money is given to him just checked again his money never seen again in his wallet if you have gone to play out with his friend.

Mama where can not give money to him if not the size of the world war know itself how the people who use the goods.Especially Ari is strong gambling online.What is not the more dizzy head at home...! Sell the land so the same he.Di nasehati do not accept that there are angry at home.Hmhmm that's the way....

The same head bobble raise our hands we saw him.

"Yes for your money was ten thousand or twenty thousand....? Mama can't believe you don't have any money !!" Said mom.

"(Interested also money set aside until it runs out).I think this time I live !" Said Aya feeling ngenes times.

"While Aya does not work Mak, where does her income try...? (Sure if the work is always set aside money even a little bit of work is only a one-month contract)."Aya.

Indeed Aya often if not work fitting at home he is a shopper from buying the needs of his mother sewing to shopping for the kitchen he also.So often the money shopping there is a thousand, in return a thousand,two thousand so or more often he saved for saving.

"I do often save money, but if you keep asking yes, then run out" continued Aya said to mama.

"This money is not enough for me to ask for your money (do not ask for more almost every need to ask for it)" replied Mama.

Mama Aya also pretended not to care and did not want to know what he had done.

"Where are you mak, the girls of people outside there are given pocket money with their parents.Okelah Aya understand mama already own (single mom), he said,mama also who nyari own money Aya already understood.Until the girls people loved her parents gold, the same clothes were bought.Udah Aya never demand it from mama, mama,at least that already Aya tube it exists even a little.This is not, not even a dime Aya mama spent all that for the needs of the family kitchen if not for Ari.So Aya in this world has what mak....?

Sometimes Aya is very envious if there is a friend who tells or confides in her.While Aya never financed it.But Aya is always roomy chest even though never bought anything with her mother.She never stole to obtain.

I suggest there is a child want an item but his parents can not afford him to steal.But Aya responded to it yes how they do not do it because their parents are also unable to buy it needs of his son.Student.but harm others.It still should not be done.

After I grow up, I can buy some of the things I once wanted.

Even buying goods is rare because always think dear there is no money to hold if you need more.

Not stingy to yourself...

But more self-conscious aja money is also not much, even

Buy clothes only can be counted once a year.Buy hp aja broken until it goes out hp then buy.Sometimes until the screen breaks a thousand was still used koq, hahahaha...

Buy a meal that is not stingy, that's if there is money only when there is no money yes resist hunger.Wkwkwkk

If people will have money, there must be someone who always buys new items and new clothes.While Aya never is.

Nih at a time when there is no money in my savings home was no longer there.Mama was spinning the same brain who he could begging minjam money if not ask for stitches the same people.

Who made it all over me, yes, the mother never wanted to minjam and she took the money herself but always I was told to take the loan money to her friend.

My mom thought that my son would come, so he's not ashamed,as soon as I grow up I must have a feeling of shame too or mama thought that I would come to know it so pay me so.Bite my anger, I,if I work is not a problem I will definitely pay but the position I am unemployed.

Other people also think this lazy child work or there is no shame among them there are like-minded me.Even her horny neighbor as me while nanya gini,"Which job......Is he working?" forced me to answer not yet work.While work is difficult to get.If not a small salary far from home.Modal fare again the most difficult.But mama kayak so never care how I feel.Nangis I do not want to follow his words, he does not want to know.Sick heart really not guys.....?

We treated our own parents that way.

I often hide if the cry does not want to be known to my mother and brother because I do not want to be said weak as crybaby.Gak so often I made cry the same treatment of them about other things.

Sometimes so stressful to see their behavior yes impingement I just eat, the same song horror watch drakor aja so that the empet is lost in the heart.

Because just by watching a drama that sometimes suits my life story, not infrequently many events of my life are almost the same in Korean dramas that I see.

Want to travel to tourist attractions think use the cost.I often also ngilangin sfor by riding a motorcycle while walking aimlessly to finish off motor oil.Hahhaha that way.

If not sit while looking at the moon the same star at the cottage behind the house is fresh my mind.

If work first I like to go home for a long time so that I am a little at home at least for bed time until going to work again.