
Karina went into the toilet downstairs on exactly one floor in her study. He's not ready to meet Rey yet. Karina looked at her face in the mirror in the toilet sink but did nothing. I don't know why his heart was beating so fast when he hadn't met. Counting it's been a week she's been avoiding face-to-face with Rey. For the report that asked to be signed he chose to ask for the help of Ima, the first secretary. And the work of Ima will be replaced even though it is heavy. And Ima doesn't seem to mind.
It's been ten days since that night. Karina wishes she wasn't pregnant but she must be willing to lose the honor that should be given to her husband later but due to the influence of the medicine that night makes Karina lose her chastity. Not that he refused the responsibility of Rey who was ready to marry him but his heart was already adrift on his former lover. He does not want to marry without love, especially because of responsibility. If he is desperate to accept his boss' proposal does not rule out the possibility that he will hurt him because he still loves another man even though the man he loves has forgotten him. It was evident that the man never appeared before her again. It was as if he had avoided it and had chosen to forget it. But Karina still kept her feelings in the corner of her little heart.
Wouldn't I hurt her later?
Especially when he touched me, his shadow was always in my mind.
Karina breathed a rough breath. He was confused where else to avoid looking face to face with his boss. It's been a week of trying to avoid succeeding and never met. Karina knew this was not a good way out yet she was completely unprepared. Moreover, their agreement for the next one month if she is not pregnant, automatically the proposal cancel?
Karina came out of the toilet for two hours and locked herself in the toilet. The time has shown at four in the afternoon which means it is time to go home. Karina fidgets pacing the toilet door between choosing to go back to her desk or just go home to avoid her boss. But his bag and cell phone are still left at his desk. The wallet was in his bag. The key to the bike was also there, how would he go home if everything was in his bag.
"Sarin!" Call Ima when she sees Karina in confusion near the toilet downstairs because she was deliberately looking for him to convey the message of the superior.
"Yes mother?" Karina replied that she looked very unkind to Ima.
"What's the matter exactly?"
"Yes?" Karina asked as if she did not understand.
"Huffs... What the hell happened to you guys? Did the boss declare love to you and you refused?" Ask Ima directly.
"Of course not!" Karina was firm yet sounded doubtful as well.
"So... Right."." Right."
"No!"
"Then?"
"I-it's... Actually was... Personal matter. Right!" Karina replied with a made-up smile.
"I don't know what happened to you. And I have no intention of interfering in your affairs either. Even if I ask you, you won't answer." Karina grimaced in shame because she was struck by Ima's words.
"So, you'd better solve your problems. Don't dodge! Problems will not be solved if you continue to avoid. It's best to say all this so that you yourself can be better off without cats like this. You know, we're just babu working for the boss?" Karina nodded her head.
"I don't think the boss is that bad if he hears an explanation." Obviously Ima at length gave Karina encouragement.
"But... I'm not ready for it." Karina Lirih.
"Say it like that! Maybe the boss can understand and wait until you're ready to answer."
"Thank you and sorry for making you uncomfortable."
"It's okay."
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The sound of the elevator door clinking, Karina looked limp and hesitated to get out of the elevator that was already open.
Oh yeah, your bags and cell phones were brought into the boss's office. If you want to take it, the boss asked me to tell you to come there!
Ima's voice for the last time was ringing in Karina's ears. He had intended to run away again by borrowing some money on Ima but he should not have dodged for days without explanation.
Tok tok tok tok
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"Sarin!" Rey stood up from her seat looking enthusiastic as she saw Karina appear inside her study.
"Ma..."
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"Thank God!" Karina gasped at the unexpected reaction of her boss.
"Grand-master..." Karina said fearfully, Rey attacked her again like that night.
"Just a second... Please!" Lirih Rey with a raucous voice. Karina silently chooses to let Rey do what she wants.
"I'm sorry... Makes you uncomfortable. If you refuse to marry, it doesn't matter. I'll cancel everything. I'll forget everything that happened that night. Sorry to make you uncomfortable. But if there will be a fetus in your womb, please do not be rejected, I will not marry you but I will be responsible for everything, starting from the cost and all the needs of pregnant women in general. So, you don't have to dodge anymore. Sorry." Rey immediately turned her back to Karina and stepped towards her seat.
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The feeling in Karina's chest heard Rey's long words that looked hurried but she could still hear them and understand all of her words.
"That's your bag and your phone, it's time to go home, right?" Rey's words again a little bit of a raucous and sad tone that sounded to make Karina somehow feel sick and disappointed.
"I'm sorry sir." Karina said she chose to leave because with an explanation the man who became her boss for almost two months chose to break away from her. And that made Karina choose not to reveal what her wishes were now. He swallowed everything and chose not to be revealed.
Did he just realize we weren't equals?
That must be true, didn't he say he had come to the orphanage I came from?
Maybe he's embarrassed?
Thank you for your love, sir, even though I haven't been able to repay you.
Karina's mind was raging, she was squeezing her chest which was aching and painful. It hurts more when it's decided by her ex-boyfriend Bryan.
"Why does it hurt?" Guman Karina has entered the elevator with shaky steps and looks upset.
Tests
The tears falling down her cheeks made Karina laugh bitterly inside the elevator while wiping her rough tears repeatedly as those tears also dripped repeatedly without her wish.
Karina ran in the corner of the parking lot that was not visible cctv and vented all her sadness. Even the cry that he wanted to express was ambrol already.
"Sick God. Why is this sick?" Racau Karina in her solitude.
On the other hand, Rey's body slumped down onto the floor of her room as the door was tightly shut by Karina.
"Does it all have to end? And i'm.. Fail again? Hahaha.hiks... I love you Karin, very. That's hard I want to say. Hiks..hiks..." Rey beat his chest tight hoping the tightness ends but it gets even more tight and painful.
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