I Am Your Death
Chapter 20's

That night, Varya and Leon enjoy a typical seafood meal at Ferlya. The king also invited Finix and Reina to join, of course Varya did not mind that. After enjoying their dinner chat, fortunately tonight the food was digested well by Varya.

"You know Lady Grefia I just met a girl who has a mane as beautiful as you" Tempta Leon made Reina blush even more she was called Lady by a king.

"Thank you Your Majesty. I'm so flattered." Reina said with a sweet smile.

Looking at that scene, the sensitive Varya chose to retreat first. They walked out of the mansion and enjoyed the view of the night sea. Varya's eyes sparkled to see the lights there lighting up beautifully. The cold sea breeze made Varya tighten her blanket. They decide to sit in the sand, Varya does not care about her dress.

"Your Majesty, what should we do to the King. He didn't even tell her he was coming and decided to stay the night." Worry Finix.

"Just calm. As long as he does not cross the line let him do as he pleases in his kingdom. We also know that he is a cold-blooded person, so be careful when you meet him. Don't do what I didn't tell you. Youunderstand?"

"Alright Your Majesty" Finix bowed respectfully.

"Finix can you pour that wine?" Varya glanced at the wine that was in Finix's hands.

He had Finix take him with him, for some reason tonight Varya wanted to enjoy wine, and the alcohol content in the wine was very low. Finix poured it into a glass and gave it to Varya.

Varya sipped the wine a little for the start. The wine is more sweet. In the past he had only sipped wine at his debut party, after which he felt his stomach was very nauseous and would no longer drink the wine.

But this time the wine he had just drank after he returned, it was sweeter. It also doesn't make her stomach nauseous. Varya sees the ocean adorned with stars in the night sky.

It was so beautiful, even he was very fond of the current atmosphere. It turned out that life outside the palace was not as bad as he thought. He felt free to fly anywhere like a new bird leaving his nest.

Varya looked at Finix, the man looked at the ocean with a sad look. Do you have bad memories here? If he Varya feels very guilty about it.

"Finix, have you ever been here?" Varya's question made Finix stare at her until their eyes met.

"really? Can you tell me a little about yourself? I've been wondering about you for a long time. If it's heavy you don't have to force it" Varya's eyes now seem calmer like the ocean at night.

"Nothing is of interest to me Your Majesty. I am just a poor man living in Ferlya, I have lived alone since I was 10. At that time my mother was gone, I also did not know how my father looked. At Ferlya life was so hard, I was just a kid at that time looking for a job I could do. At least I can eat and live, life is very important so I will not waste it. At the age of 14, I began training swords by stealing lessons by watching noble children secretly.

At that time I was also caught and beaten, but I did not give up until I finally found a teacher from among ordinary people who wanted to teach poor children like me. But he taught me not without reward, he said when I can sword then I have to work for him. I certainly agree, because I think it's worth what I got.

He took good care of me, too, until I found a place to go home after a long time. I continued to work for him even though it was not an easy job and it was very risky. He died when I was 17 years old. Since then I began to adventure but still continue the work, I also met many people who have a fate like me.

And so I kept walking until I arrived at Astra where peace was found, I could not even find those who were begging there. That's why I decided to set it there" explains Finix at length, it's really a story that describes a struggle of a life so heavy. Varya was stunned for a moment trying to feel what the man was feeling, a life struggle that was inversely proportional to a princess like her.

"Thank you for coming to Astra. And thank you for fighting so hard, Finix. You're a great man"Finix rounded his eyes, he saw the girl smiling warmly at him with her hair in the night breeze. Finix's heart rate is now beating faster than usual.

It felt like the burden he had been carrying was slightly reduced, those sincere words of praise were able to warm his heart. Finix is now convinced that he is in love with the dark blue haired girl. The girl who managed to steal Finix's heart for the first time, he was too valuable to anyone including Finix as well.

Finix was only able to return that smile without saying a word. Varya who saw that understood that there was a reduced burden there. Varya is grateful to be able to meet Finix, although after this their relationship is over she will not regret.

The sound of waves can be an accompaniment in that night. The stars bear witness that between the two men began to grow feelings that were very meaningful, and sometimes not realized. The gust of night wind seemed to be able to touch the deepest point between the two of them. They were silent only able to look at the blue ocean, in the light of the moon at that time.

Implied feelings that cannot be expressed, the more detained the more it feels like to explode. One of them was just fixated on the hurt feelings and closed the heart to a new one. And the other one of them is also trying to keep that feeling until the right time will come.

Without them noticing, someone was looking at them from a distance. He grinned at the beautiful sight of the two men. Maybe he does not know how love is, but the two people have described love in silence.

"Excellent views Putri~"

......To be continued ......