I Am Your Death
Chapter 39's

Scorching morning, the right atmosphere to do a tea party. For the first time in his life, Varya held a tea party at his favorite park. He invited a lot of noble girls.

It's been a week since Lawrence's family's conviction. They were all executed in public. No one dared to bring it up, because the incident was truly terrifying. The purpose of Varya holding this was actually to defuse the incident.

"Your Majesty is very honored to join your tea party" said the green-haired girl. The other girls also agreed to his words.

"Thank God you like it. In the future I will try to hold it again" Varya's warm smile, making all the girls there amazed at her beauty.

"Your Majesty, I'm really impressed with you. Because you will soon be the leader of Astra. Not a single kingdom has the Leader of a Queen. Kyaa! You're really great" praised Bella who was so happy, Varya just chuckled at the girl's behavior.

The kingdom is busy preparing for Varya's coronation. Actually he did not want to hold a grand event, but the King did not approve it. The king wants all the best for his only princess. Everyone also knows what Varya has done to build Astra, he also managed to cooperate with other kingdoms. In fact she was dubbed as a strong woman Astra because of her sword skills and cleverness.

Varya managed to gain the support of the people. He also managed to raise the status of women at this time. Many people outside the continent were amazed. However, Varya did not boast about it. He became like this as well thanks to someone very important who was always by his side.

"Lady Bella aren't you getting engaged soon?" Ask a girl, make Bella blush.

"Ah~ That's right. I feel like I'm a lucky girl to be loved by a sincere man" Varya looks like she's looking at the girl.

"We are very envi~" said the girls simultaneously.

"May she be the best for you Bella" Varya smiled at Bella.

"Of course Your Majesty. He trusted me so much that he told me how he lived. Her life is so heavy but I'm amazed she's been able to survive until now" Bella's eyes look so sincere.

Can Varya be like him? At the moment his feelings were agitated at the thought of Finix. It's been a few days since they didn't meet. Varya misses him so much, the King plans to grant Finix a title for his services. It was also the same time during Varya's coronation.

'I have to see him soon'

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TUK

The sound of knocking on the door made the black-haired man wake up from his sleep. He quickly opened the door. His eyes were rounded when he saw the girl wearing a coat covering her head.

"Varyas..." The girl looked up at the surprised face of Finix.

The girl ignored the still pensive Finix and immediately went inside. It's still dark outside because it's a grand night. He sat on the couch and opened his coat. Finix took a deep breath and closed the door again. He then sat down in front of the girl to listen to the reason for the girl to come here at such a vulnerable time.

"I want to tell you something. It's up to you to believe it or not." Varya's face was so serious that Finix listened carefully.

"This is my second life. In the first life I died for the betrayal of Dirto and Duke Lawrence. Astra was taken by her, I was so naive back then. I am a weak princess who only takes refuge behind the walls of the palace. Somehow I'm suddenly back in life now. I don't know how that could be, but maybe fate gave me a chance to fix it all. From there I made a plan, became a strong woman.

So now Finix, please be honest with me about yourself. I'll believe your words even if it's not logical..." Varya's eyes glazed over as she finished her sentence.

Finix tried to digest what the girl said. If it's true what he says he repeats time, then all of these things make sense. The proof is that Varya managed to stand on her own feet now. She had become a strong girl all of a sudden, from the weak she was now determined. Highlight the girl's eyes there wasn't even the slightest lie there.

"Alright Varya. Maybe after hearing this you'll hate me, because I'm the dirtiest person of all. Ever since I was a kid, you know, I've been telling this story to me. My job is actually a hit man. Where I get money from sacrificing human lives. I know that you hate that job so much, so I'm afraid to tell you this.

You know the guild I hired back then? I am the guild master and they are all my men. I taught them to do the same job as me. Aren't I a very despicable human being now?" Varya was now astonished, she had already guessed that Finix's work was dangerous. But he did not expect the job he had been doing all this time. There must have been many lives that had been lost in his hands.

But Varya can't hate her. That job is impossible for him to do, if he can support himself with anything else. The world is cruel, Varya is already aware of that now. He couldn't hate Finix much less that he loved the man who was so sincere to him.

GREPS!

Unexpectedly Varya hugged Finix, her tears welled up. Finix felt his shoulders that had started to get wet.

"Why?... Why didn't you say that a long time ago?... There's no way I can hate you Finix... I love you so much..." Lirih Varya in her tears. Finix stroked the girl's hair.

"Thank you..." Finix stood up and hugged the girl tightly.

"But... I haven't had the courage to marry you now Varya... Can you wait for me?" Varya let go of his embrace and saw Finix's face. A lot of questions are in his mind, but only one question Varya can ask now.

"How long?" Short question.

"Until the flowers in your garden bloom beautifully. It won't be long, I promise to meet with confidence soon" Finix kissed Varya's forehead. It was hard to leave the girl alone, but this was what she had been thinking about.

"I'll hold your words. Until then I want you to announce to everyone that you're lucky to have me.... Youunderstand?" Varya said with tears. He has to be mature a lot of the responsibilities that he bears now.

"Of course I swear..."

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A year later in Ferlya.

A woman is holding a tiny baby. He is with a husband who always accompanies himself anywhere. The woman's eyes twinkled as the horse carriage they were waiting for had arrived. He approached her when the horse stopped.

A dark blue haired girl gracefully descended from the carriage. He smiled at the woman's enthusiasm with a very funny baby.

"Welcome Queen Astra!"

...The To Be Continued...