I Am Your Death
Chapter 30's

The atmosphere tonight is so calm, with guests having dinner at the palace. Tomorrow they would return to their respective territories so this could also be said to be a farewell event. Varya prepares her own, just like when preparing her birthday party. The girl was wearing a black dress that was somewhat open yet remained formal.

"I hope you are satisfied while you are at Astra. The king is also pleased with your arrival, I am honored by this. And thank you for also working with Astra. I hope we can start a good relationship" Varya opened the show with a few words that she had put together as best she could.

The king has handed over authority tonight to himself in order to still celebrate Varya's birthday. This is also one of the important things for Varya if she will become a leader later. The importance of correlation between other regions.

"I'm also very honored to come here. I hope our cooperation will run smoothly" Leon Smile, triumphant. How not, besides successfully obtaining a profitable cooperation for him. He also managed to get the girl he loved.

"Of course King Ferlya" Varya replied with a friendly smile.

Then the dinner begins. Guests are welcome to eat the food that has been served. And those foods are typical of Astra. The servants also did not forget to pour wine into their own glasses.

At the end of the show, Varya said the closing words. Then the guests went back to their rooms. Varya was satisfied with the hard work during the event she made.

"You're so awesome Princess" Varya glanced at the blond guy who saw her. He was still sitting in the chair alone.

"Thank you King Estria" the smile Varya gave her was formal.

The man smiled sweetly at Varya, making the girl feel uneasy. I don't know besides Finix he is not comfortable with the attitude of other men, maybe it's a side effect of his trauma.

"Is there someone who fills your heart this time Princess?"

DEG!

Varya rounded her eyes, she was quite surprised at the question from Andro.

"Sorry, Your Honor. I don't understand your question" Varya's awkward smile.

"You broke off your engagement. I heard you found another man before that. Is that true?" Andro folded both his hands.

'Well, where is that rumor?!' inner Varya churned. Ah but no pa he did not bother looking for an excuse even though his plan was to open the affair Dirto and Grace to the public. For a time he will continue to let this rumor, so that his former fiancee is getting hotter.

"I think it's just a rumor and I can't give a definitive answer right now. There's a reason why I canceled the engagement, for now I can't say that to the public. But, soon I will answer that question" said Varya trying as calmly as possible.

"What if I propose to you now? Are you going to accept me?" Not yet relieved of the shock experienced by Varya, now he seemed shocked to be unable to control his expression.

The man, King Estria, was proposing to a princess he had just met. Is that just a joke? But a proposal is not something that can be considered a joke. How this sweat of Varya flowed, it was like feeling Deja Vu.

'Varyas... What if I propose to you now? Are you going to accept me?'

The memory was spinning again in his head. It feels like Varya is nauseous now, her head is dizzy and it feels so heavy. He could not hold his body anymore. Varya closed her eyes, her body moving towards the side as if wanting to fall from her seat.

GREPS!

Someone managed to hold Varya's body which lost balance. The man quickly raised the petite body of the dark blue unraveling girl. Andro looked surprised at that, because it happened so quickly.

"What's wrong with princess? We need to call a doctor!" Worried about Andro approaching.

He then walked away, taking Varya to him. Right premonition, something's not right with Andro. He had to investigate her, if until Andro dared to make Varya like this. He would not hesitate to kill the man, whether he was king or not.

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"This is me... Comeoverhere... Hugged me Varya..."

"No! Go you! I hate Mu Dirto!" Varya walked backwards looking at the bloodied man.

"You baj*ngan! You deserve to die! Don't come near me again!" Varya was so frightened, the man looked at her with a frightening look. It's terrible, Varya wants to get out of here now.

"Daughter..." A familiar voice called out to Varya. He looked around but no one was there.

"Varyas..." The girl rolled her eyes, she knew whose voice was calling to her.

"Finix! Help me!"

"certain... I will always be on your side. We will face this terrifying world together... It's okay I'll protect you..."

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Varya opened her eyes, apparently she was already flooded with tears. The dream was so scary that it made her cry. Varya saw a man fall asleep hugging his hand. The man who managed to enter the dream and reach the weak point of Varya.

"Finix.."relih Varya. Now he realized this feeling. But she was afraid, the trauma of love hurt her so much.

Can Varya open her heart now? Can he trust his heart to someone? He was so scared. She is still a cowardly girl.

Varya stroked that pitch-black hair. I don't know when she fell in love with that guy. Butterflies seemed to fly in his stomach, every near Finix it felt so comfortable and soothing. Gentle attitude, touch and even attitude to Varya make the girl melt to forget the pain she experienced.

One time, when Varya manages to get free from her past pain. He would definitely express this feeling to her, but he was not sure because this feeling was like a bomb that could explode at any time. Does Finix also have feelings for her? It's not good if it's a one-sided feeling. Uh, the dilemma that Varya is feeling right now is really distressing.

"How's this? I want to hug you" muttered Varya who wished that her voice would not be heard by the man.

Her cheeks blushed seeing her hands still being hugged by Finix. The warm body of Finix was so pronounced. Wah Varya is really in love now. Love that can heal wounds.

Unbeknownst to him, Finix was not sleeping. His heart was racing when he heard Varya want to hug him. That girl has the same feelings as her. I think he wants to jump in joy now. Finix can't do it now or later, he'll wait until Varya's wounds heal. And he will try to solidify himself for the princess. He doesn't want Varya to be labeled bad for her.

'My heart wants to explode!'

...To Be Continued ...