I Don't Understand
Beyond instinct
"you know what, my time isn't long"
"where are you now?"
"doctor Juha says.pip.
" Artaka... Arsaka.... THE SADEWA "
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an aerox biker ran into the hospital after he parked his bike outside. His arrival attracted the attention of everyone who was in the hospital.
"mas.dek..tong gosh this is the motor, HEY.... Stop" shouted one of the security guards. While the man —Raksa— looks ignorant, his hand is relentless continuously dialing someone's number while muttering
"fucking lift...Arsaka.." he was worried, while pressing the elevator button impatiently.
"The number you're going to is off or out of reach try a few more moments"
"shit, what's wrong with the phone? Is my phone broken?" the lips swore when they heard the voice of the operator who always answered the call.
"fuck!! the elevator goes up all over again" he said annoyed as he looked up to see the position of the elevator that had just ascended.
It seems that the shock mixed with worry managed to eliminate his genius brain, proven now he can only sculpt in front of the elevator with an irregular roar of breath. Until the corner of his eye caught a name "emergency ladder".
"cursed are you Arsaka!!" he was upset while incessantly dialing Arsaka's number, although the operator who answered him without thinking longer his long legs began to run up the emergency stairs.
"Sial..hah..hah new floor hah..three more.." he said while strengthening the handle on the side of the stairs to hold the weight of his body so as not to fall, he looked up to see how many floors he had to pass through to the hospital roof.
"oh shiiiii." he sizzled, as he looked at the height of the stairs that he could not even see easily how many floors reached the roof.
Two floors he had already passed, ten more floors left to reach the roof door.
Raksa leaned against the wall beside him for a moment, gathering some of his remaining strength. He did not have much time left, although his legs were numb he again ran up the remaining stairs until the roof.
Tomorrow he will see the sunrise or not.
An ordinary human monster is not a superhuman who has powers beyond reason, so he must hold his consciousness at least until the roof door. So that he doesn't end up in the morgue because he died from slipping on the emergency stairs.
His feet were limp, his clothes were wet with sweat, his cleansing was blurry not even when he reached the front door of the roof.
BRAK!!!
"you.hah..hah...hah..huh.must...hah...hah...pay...hah" he said, kicking the roof door with the rest of his strength and the rest of his consciousness, he ran staggeringly toward a man in a patient's shirt lying in the sun.
"ck..hah.. nam.hah... sir yes...hah..ng a.hah... kan ji....hah.... in pasil... en I am not you. hah... ARSAKA!!!" the owner of the name screeched mockingly
"ck...what's wrong with you? you look so useless" hardiknya while frowning turned confused towards Raksa who fell flat on his side.
Raksa was silent, not responding to Arsaka's words. His eyes closed, his breathing shortened, his heartbeat racing strong.it feels like he is now between life and death. Because Raksa did not answer Arsaka again turned his head while saying sarcasm.
"you look stupid like that, don't be a saccharotulmaut in front of me asshole!!!"
"all.hah.hah.. because of.hah...you fuck...there is..what..hah.kau..mu call me.." replied the Arganta man who was still lying helplessly on his back. Arsaka frowned to digest where the word Raksa meant.
"for me? you're a fool I haven't finished talking yet" replied Arsaka as he got up, sitting himself leaning against the motorcycle tyre.
"you.hah... turn off the phone.hah, damn it, how do I not worry" said Raksa did not want to lose. The Arganta man was still lying in search of consciousness.
"that's because my phone ran out of batre sa" replied Arsaka, pointing to a dead phone with a chin next to Arsaka sitting. Forced into silence, he began to open his eyes, trying to neutralize the breath and slightly blurred vision from the sweat earlier.
"the end is long" said Raksa, the swadewa man frowned, confused not to understand.
"what's long"
"breathe" Java Raksa said when he managed to pull his consciousness back, he looked up in annoyance at Arsaka.
"for you too, I now miss two courses" Raksa said later. Arsaka turned his head to raise his eyebrows while saying cynically.
"it's good that at least you learned to be a useless human being" he said. Raksa.
"ck, I'm just afraid that you're turning into a lifeless lump of meat on the hospital roof, and my sacrifice is in vain" Raksa said, Arsaka again tekeh, at least some of them still care.
Arsaka is much closer to Raksa, the only person Arsaka believes in.
"i don't like to return the favor" Arsaka said. The rakas who were still lying looked up.
"i told you it's not free, someday you'll have to pay for it"
"don't bother me, build a jerk" said Arsaka drawing random views of the buildings as he reached out to Raksa. The silent monster stared fixedly at the patient's bracelet that was coiled in front of him.
"believe it or not my legs feel almost dislodged because of climbing the emergency stairs" said the Arganta weld.
"HEEEEY... lags behind your fucking brain, this hospital isn't an old-fashioned hospital that uses ladders on every floor unless my family wants to double pay for hiring a robot" said Arsaka gawking he can not be thought of with the way of mind Raksa. in addition to the left right of the hospital there are three lifts with a large capacity considering it is a private elite hospital.
"where did you throw away the card I gave you?", Raksa frowned as she remembered something.
" fuck it" he said why he did not remember it at all, if he got an access card where he can ride the elevator special doctors or employees.
"doctors and workers here are ordinary people, comrades, not superhumans who can fly and teleport through the air, or robots who do not have a sense of fatigue from going up and down stairs to the fifteenth floor, sa at least use the goddamn freight elevator!!" arsaka said in a row with his sarcasm full of frustration.
"oh my God, where did you take my friend's brain" he kicked Raksa's leg so bad he almost hit his temple. Siempu just silent not fight or voice self-defense. Until a sound through the hospital speaker that was clearly heard stopped the long grunt of the sadwa man.
"please for the owner of the red aerox motor with xxxx license plate, immediately move the motor because it obstructs the entrance of the hospital. So thank you"
"Aerox red...sa don't say it—.
"For this time be a useful person, carry me down my motorbike blocking the entrance of the hospital quickly" said Raksa, looking up to see how Arsaka who is now silent trying to resist the eroded emotions, before he really voiced his anger.
"RAKSA MAULANA ARGANTA on the right wing of the hospital there is a path to the roof that I used to USE!!" he pressed the word use there, really now he was holding back his anger.looking at the nyalang Arganta man who now just smiled innocently beside him.
"your eyes are still useful, right? look there! even there is still a road that serves to climb up with the damn vehicle" he said full of frustration while pulling by force the hands of the Raksa who was greeted with malice by the master.
"who's the patient now, oh my God, if I just kill it, I'll banish you from the roof of the hospital, you son of a bitch!" arsaka said as he started carrying Raksa on his back.
"that's what I've been thinking about since"
"shit, how much are you?"
"don't keep chirping you're making my legs even more lifeless"
"what's the connection"
"ck tomorrow-tomorrow I won't waste time calling a fool like you"
"good call your air and talk to him"
"fucking"
they continued to argue until the roof door swallowed both of them.
...•••...
Mayla sits alone in the Andromeda cafeteria. Today he came home quickly, because his lecturer asked to change schedules.A flashback of the conversation with his mother was twisted spontaneously right when he opened a message from his father.
"your father is not wrong"
"yes, it's not wrong just that I'm not ready to accept all this" his monologue.his view now falls on some messages that he has not yet responded to. until his phone screen turned into a call notification from his father. Mayla has no intention of lifting at all.
"may daydream, that drink has not been drunk at all" asked Neira who came suddenly. Then take a seat in front of Mayla.
"Eh yes ka. still hot coffee ka waiting cold" alibi Mayla fortunately coffee is still hot because she ordered hot coffee. back the phone next to it on is now turned into a message notification that seems still Mayla ignored.
"don't you pick up who called? "asked Neira while sucking the bubble tea. Mayla shook her head while shutting down her phone.
"not an important person ka" replied Mayla, she again sipped a little by little coffee until her eyes caught the man who is now entering the cafeteria—Raksa.
"Raksa what's wrong with his eel" said mayla, he was sitting near the entrance so clearly able to see the eel of Raksa who was turning blue, Neira turned to follow the direction of his view.
"i thought you guys would come together" Neira said, shifting attention to Mayla again. Mayla was silent never to answer her gaze still on the Arganta man who is now taking a drink from the machine, she remembered when Raksa who suddenly ran after getting a call from whom. fortunately, they have no courses.
"nga, just after the second hour of Raksa suddenly permission ka" said Mayla while again withdrawing attention from the man Arganta. Mayla is a woman who does not talk much she is sometimes confused how to get rid of the inertia.
"Ka" asked Mayla, making Neira turn her head for a moment after putting down her drink.
"don't you know that Mr. Arseno, in Dimas, is the same as one generation?" Mayla asked shortly after she weighed in with many questions that were roughly suitable to dispel their inertia.
"i'm surprised that May Pas raksa said they knew each other"
"don't you think Neira's one and the same generation you're dimas, huh?" ask Mayla again. Neira nodded
"yes I'm the same Agita university with Dimas but we are different May faculty, but it seems Mr. Arseno is different from us. maybe he is one univ with Rega, why may? don't tell me you like widows anymore" Neira said tucked a joking tone in her words. Mayla chuckles now she's a little sorry for the escape of the question she just managed to get out.
"it's not like that, it's just that I see them very familiar" Mayla replied by accident her gaze fell on three men who were seen talking while entering the cafeteria, Neira frowning knitting her forehead, back to Mayla's point of view. There Dimas, Rega and Arseno began to enter the cafeteria.The presence of the three began to seize the attention of all employees who were there.
Until the direction of view accidentally met with Arseno who accidentally turned towards him. for a few seconds the view met before Dimas intruded Arseno because the man who now serves as the leader of Andromeda was still standing in front of the entrance of the cafeteria.
"are you long?" mayla asked, noting her coffee. Neira nodded while saying
"i'm still waiting for Agit, he'll be here any minute"
"i'm ka first" Mayla said, leaving Neira.
Mayla walked alone until right in front of the entrance of her room she met Raksa who seemed to be about to enter as well. Mayla looked over
"where are we?" ask Mayla while walking around Raksa,
"there's business"
"Sir Jonatan moved the clock huh?" tanya Raksa occupied her chair.
"yes, later it will be the reception hour.your head why sa?" ask Mayla again. Raksa was silent for a while.he remembered the incident this afternoon which almost led them to end up in the room at the very end of the hospital.
"bumped" replied Raksa while turning towards Mayla. Mayla nodded with no intention of asking further the cause of her bruised head considering Raksa replied soberly, she refocused her gaze on the monitor screen in front of her. why does he remember Arseno's face as percis with Rehan or Rehan instead who looks like Arseno? , as if the child is afraid to be called not his child. because Rehan's small face print is very similar to his father's. Arseno. involuntarily Mayla laughed.
"may", Mayla looks over
" is it sa?"
"why?, the story you revised was hilarious until you laughed?" tanya Raksa initially she wanted to ignore but the corner of her eyes caught the awkwardness of the friend sitting on her side. Mayla's.
"yes, the story that I am revising is funny" Mayla replied unknowingly she had not read at all the story or novel she was revising, Raksa bent his head successfully made Mayla shocked because the cheeks of both almost touch if Mayla did not immediately move away, although slightly held back by the hands of Raksa who held the back of Mayla's chair.
Raksa frowned on the article of the story that Mayla is currently revising is a cold-blooded Mafia story, which is now a cold-blooded Mafia story,
"where's the funny?" said Raksa while withdrawing but one hand is still behind Mayla's chair. Even the body fragrance of the Arganta man can easily Mayla kiss, Mayla, Mayla blinked while scrolling her mouse down she smiled awkwardly given her stupidity.Since it was a thriller novel there was absolutely no touch of comedy at all.
mayla has not had time to defend herself Neira, Agita, Rega and Dimas began to enter the office making Raksa withdraw completely and refocus with his work as well as himself.