I Don't Understand

I Don't Understand
The Secret of Pradasa


The man was silent alone, closing his eyes occasionally while pointing the mouse at some file folders on his computer. He's Rega.


His heart always said, forget it but the more he forgot it the harder it was. It all started right when Rega left Mayla at the mall alone, ever since Rega saw Mayla change. because for almost a week Rega felt Mayla always avoid him, the first breath, escaped from her mouth.


At first he would just ignore her and let her go, but the more he saw Mayla who felt increasingly out of his reach, he hated what the cause was. the peak was yesterday when he had Mayla bring a paper into his room.he intended to ask Mayla's change of attitude.sadly there was even a Dimas that he never even expected would come. So he did not feel any pity when Dimas was squeezed by the glass door at that time.


She opened her roomchat with Mayla again.all the messages she sent, the woman responded briefly until she was unable to prolong the conversation again.


flashbacks of his meeting with Mayla spontaneously twisted, without realizing he smiled. When she recalled the small hand she held first, just as the mother had told her to look after the little Mayla back then.


Rega is very fond of small children let alone she is single, with the arrival of Mayla into his life is enough to treat the desire of a primordial singletons have a sister. but over time the sense of brotherhood held since childhood changed right when he began to enter the Junior High School.


spontaneously she held her heart, because it was little Mayla, who made her heart beat clueless for the first time.


If you think, Mayla who fell in love first you are wrong, but on the contrary the woman is the one who introduced love to Rega.


the corners of her lips were raised again when she recalled the little Mayla who was always recorded in her memories, her smile, her laughter and even her cries. Ah Rega missed the young woman. It felt like she wanted to hug tightly and she would never let go of it, but the smile faded right when she recalled the regret she felt.


Due to the age difference is quite far Rega backwards choose focus in learning, pursuing dreams and ideals put aside the affairs of his heart. moreover, it could be when Mayla grew up not liking it especially their age was adrift quite far five years.


because the busyness of the lecture and the script makes the relationship between the two stretch. Rega spends more time with Aruna, besides because they are one of their majors and one of their previous escrakulikuler.that is the cause of the closeness of Rega and Aruna.plus since the divorce of Mayla's parents, Mayla's parents, he felt sorry because there was no one beside the woman when she needed it.


Unknowingly now his hand was scribbling out random papers on the table, spilling a sense of regret that he still regretted until now.


Back he remembers the beginning of his closeness with the lover—Aruna. used to be himself and Aruna only limited to friends because many are speculating if the two are in a relationship, causing Aruna gradually liked him. Rega who at that time still put a sense in Mayla trying to deny and forget by trying to establish a relationship with his friend. She was just afraid that Mayla would step away and turn to hate her.


Helaan breath umpteenth time escaped from his mouth.he occasionally scrambled the jet black mane until it fell apart.


The second regret he felt, just when he was in a relationship with Aruna. He accidentally heard when Mayla was telling a story with her friend at that time, if the young woman he had liked had the same feelings as her. whereas her who was the status of a lover of people, she said, now I can only regret not believing the long ravings that Dimas always uttered at that time, because now he could not hurt Aruna—his own lover.


"Rega?"—a voice on the air resuscitated him from the past regrets that he was hard enough to forget. The man turned to find Dimas standing from the cubicle staring at him. Rega frowned immediately throwing a question


"why?" ask Rega. Dimas was speechless, before voicing confusion from the rare attitude of the singular pradasa.


"tumben once daydreaming, if you see Arseno daydreaming in working hours. can be fired you" followed Dimas later, making Rega chuckle.


"in fact, it's our hour of rest" replied the singular pradasa. making siring arganta squint his eyes irritated, while looking at Rega with a face that sucks.


"have I forgotten why you work here, because Mayla. really?" dimas said again while sitting back to continue the pending work earlier.


Rega who heard Arganta's first words just spontaneously stood up and looked back and forth, sighs of relief, escaped right when he saw the office was empty there was only him and Dimas inside.


"i'm not as stupid as you are, saying plainly in front of everyone. Obviously you yourself realize that it's a break" Dimas said insinuating while returning to busy yourself with his work. ignoring Rega who almost threw herself at the living mud.


Because of the words of Dimas earlier he remembered the ridiculous behavior he did. ranging from running to look for Mayla at the Mall to the ground floor, changing seats with his friend in the lecturer's assistant room, he said, it was all because she wanted to pay attention to Mayla, because from where she was sitting now she could clearly see Mayla who was always reading books in the campus library.


and again, the reason he wanted to be a representative of the Lacerta division was because Dimas had told me if Raksa would invite Mayla to join his company. so before Mayla joined he was pulled by Dimas to the company and made Mayla as a gift to join the single pradasa. really sneaky is not it? using the person he still loves just to join him. Wait, is he still, baby?


"let me guess you daydream again for sure because you haven't paid your loan right?", Dimas exclaimed back in the middle of typing it. While occasionally he checked some files given Rega.


"i'm not that poor as shit, my parents are even still able to finance me! even though I don't work" Rega answered when she let go of re-dreaming.


"yes, the family is rich.seven derivatives will not run out" said Dimas tucked a joke there, while stomping his back on the back of the chair he turned it towards Rega.


"unfortunately the only child was so stupid that she didn't realize that women liked her" Dimas said, reaching back for the file in front of her.


While Rega was just silent to let Dimas continue chattering, did not intend to respond even less answer. because what Dimas said was all right. He was a foolish man for not realizing when the beautiful eyes of the young woman sparkled as he looked at her, smiling timidly as he teased her, and make his embrace as a sedative to relieve the bitterness of life when the young woman was crying, but all that first. turned back again before she carried as Aruna's girlfriend.


"let's just try Mayla likes my sister, I'll definitely curestui" said Dimas as if heating up the singular preadasa, who is now thinking if only killing and skinning it in halalkan law, he will certainly do it now.


because he was jealous of the closeness of Mayla and Raksa, but back again who is he? does he deserve to be jealous? even more his age was much older, looking childish once if he was selfish with what his heart wanted.Of damn now he upset himself so.


"as you know ga, It seems that Arseno also wants to make Mayla as a stepmother for Rehan" follower again, do not know that in some parts of Rega has changed like a bull that is ready to hit his best friend. wait Arseno? Rega frowned spontaneously turning his head while throwing a question did not understand


"Arseno?..seno knew Mayla?" ask Rega, a nod is a positive response from his best friend, while turning to Dimas again said.


" i've seen Arseno with Mayla in the office. They look very familiar, I rarely see Arseno smiling at women especially after she divorced" she replied, holding out some files to Rega.


"there is something you have not signed yet and try to check again" he said later. Rega, whose focus is still on Arseno and Mayla, just put the file on the table. Again the single phrase asked voicing his curiosity.


"when did Arseno know Mayla?" his question then.speakan is the Response he Received.


"your question is wrong, which is really since when they got close because I never saw them together twice on Sunday night" said Dimas, he became reminded just as he was waiting in line that time he saw. Arseno and Mayla were eating together on the top floor of a mall, and again she had heard the conversation of some people who mentioned if they were a couple, Dimas smiled back when he remembered it.


hearing the word Sunday night why Rega so remembered when he twice left Mayla on the same day.Maybe, when he left Mayla, the woman met with Arseno twice? Heard when Dimas told him that he saw both of them not once twice in a Sunday night? but hearing Mayla's answer she wasn't so sure because Mayla never told her she met Arseno.


"dreaming again, your dreamy habit seems to be the final stage ga. what if I also like Mayla sounds exciting! At least it can help end your cowardice" his follower drew the anger of the singular pradasa.If Dimas did not immediately catch, maybe his head was bumped by a mouse that was suddenly thrown Rega from the cubicle.


"fucking GALVINO!" Shouted Dimas full of annoyance, while Rega looked unconcerned,


"likainin" he said as he reached out asking for his house back.Dimas was about to throw before the sound of the door opening undoes his intention.


Agita and Neira enter who is accompanied by Raksa and Mayla behind him.


"what's wrong with your upset face?" agita asked frowned confusedly, because right when the woman opened the door of the room.the first thing she saw, was the position of Rega and Dimas who stood face to face, as they stood, while Dimas was seen about to throw Rega with a face full of annoyance.


"there's nothing, we're just joking" replied the eldest Arganta, handing over the mouse with a slight press of Rega's hand.


"Eh Mayla just got to you?" asked Dimas kindly, Mayla blinked slowly since her meeting in Rega's room, Dimas was a little different not so like before, talking to Mayla. now Arganta's eldest is talking more to him.


"mas Dimas can see it right, if we're new to it" not that's not Mayla's answer, but Raksa the youngest Arganta.heard Raksa Dimas's reply, already accustomed to the answer of his sister's circus.


"you came together?" asked Dimas then, Mayla nodded


"yes we came together"


"GOOD DONG!" Shouted Dimas enthusiastically and sounding a tone of happiness from his shout, the scream was apparently making everyone there shocked.especially Rega who had earlier harbored resentment at the eldest Arganta. being Raksa just pray that the rare disease of his mas is quickly adopted by God.fucking he was ashamed.why the mas it must recur at the wrong time.


"already all collected?, let's Arseno is waiting in Piscess" said Rega then as he left Dimas with his happiness.


Arseno invited each division to discuss the intention of listening to all the difficulties of each division, so that the leader of the andromeda can at least help the problems that arise from each division.


"shit I was left behind" Dimas said as he followed everyone to the sixth floor, the meeting room.


In the meeting room there were already Arseno and his secretary, both of whom were seen welcoming the arrival of the Lacerta division, but frowned when the eldest swadewa did not find Dimas as Lacerta leader.


"Where are you?" ask Arseno.


"behind" replied Rega while pulling a chair and keeping a laptop on the meeting table.just right when Rega finished his words earlier Dimas came with a ngosn.along back to pull a question to the firstborn.


"what's wrong with your face, why sweat?" arseno asked in shock, considering that all Lacerta employees knew that she was a classmate of Rega and Dimas. The eldest sadewa also speaks in informal language. Unlike yesterday's rally he raised the word 'pak' in front of his second name—Rega and Dimas.


"that's wrong, I was in the house and had to climb the emergency stairs" he said pulling a chair beside Rega while sitting on it. Rega who was still a little upset with Dimas kicked the seat slowly Dimas pulled attention as the eldest arganta. Arseno who has known the two for a long time can recognize easily if the two friends are in a dispute.


"all right, let's just start, relax, you guys will also know me. if I and your two division leaders are one generation" arseno said just as she began to open the meeting she noticed one by one Lacerta employees, but no matter why her gaze stopped right when her black soot met Mayla's beautiful eyes. even if it was just a split second he instantly diverted it.


"okay, in order to shorten the time we will start the meeting of the Lacerta division" he said later. Dimas immediately began to explain the division presentation.


The situation was again conducive meeting participants began to pay attention to the exposure of Dimas in front.so did Arseno.


"oh yes Dim, how did you meet one of our writers?" ask Arseno. Dimas nodded


"already, yesterday we had a discussion, about the publication of the book" replied dimas while showing some of the results of his discussion with the author. Arseno nodded.


"oh yes, please tell our new author. Every book will definitely be promoted in the sky Orange cafe" said Arseno later.


"well Thank you dim, you can close the presentation" Arseno said while telling Dimas to end his presentation.


"let's see, for the andromeda event later I need someone to visit my cafe, because today I can not. considering my work is still a lot and can not be delayed. Who of you can get there? take it easy later I give the location" he said while looking back at one by one meeting participants.


"how about Raksa alone with Mayla" proposed Neira. who is also called by Agita Dimas. while Rega looks a little dislike, not to mention since he ate the words Dimas earlier his mind a little dizzy just because Mayla. damn he recalled when Dimas said that his best friend would also approach Mayla. Just remembering it was annoying especially when Dimas was serious with his words grew very nauseating.


"can you guys? later I give the location to Dimas, let Dimas send the location to you guys yes" said Arseno, turning to Raksa and Mayla alternately.


"may sir" replied Mayla. while Raksa was just patting.


"okay you can come back, thank you" concluded Arseno, ending the meeting.


just when everyone reached the room, Dimas asked Mayla and Raksa when they were sitting down.


"do you want to go or rest first?" ask Dimas. considering both just arrived and immediately followed the meeting did not have time to rest even for a moment. Mayla turned to Raksa waiting for an answer from the youngest Arganta. Instead of answering Raksa instead throw a question to Mayla


"are you hungry?" his question, Mayla nodded.


"break fast" answered Raksa turned towards the eldest. Dimas nodded in understanding.


"you have rested first, I will send the location to you sa" said Dimas later.


"why don't you guys be?" neira said, the woman was anxious about the interaction of two part-time employees in her division.


"yes, both singles again" continued Agita in support.


"quickly leave you, before evening" Rega, who was slightly unhealed with his baseless annoyance, avoided the two women's talk which led to the realm of combat. Dimas was secretly amazed by the reliability of his acting because it managed to heat up his best friend.


"really Rega said you better leave soon maybe you're hungry" he said. Raksa and Mayla nodded as they moved out of the room.


"where do you eat?" asked Raksa, Mayla fell silent while gently hitting her lips with her index finger. Raksa why immediately throw his face.he remembered when his lips accidentally hit the woman's temple in front of him. Or can we call kissing? ah not if he kissed it on purpose while he was yesterday accidentally so let's call it a collision.


Raksa cleared his throat to expel his strange thoughts.


"it's a restaurant that's near the alley way here yummy Sa" replied Mayla finally. Raksa tried to remember the restaurant that Mayla meant just now, although not so sure he nodded while knitting a step towards the parking lot, which is on the ekori Mayla.


it did not take long they arrived because the restaurant that Mayla meant was not so far from Andromeda.


"what do you want to pesen?" asked Raksa just as the two were occupying seats, facing each other. Mayla who was the first time to the restaurant was a little confused choosing the menu.


"i don't know, I was here for the first time" Mayla replied. Raksa then took over the menu.


"even if the first time, at least you can choose the name of the food you like or by looking at the picture" said Raksa while pointing to several pictures of the menu there.


"i want fish, drink water only" pointed Mayla then just as Raksa opened the second page of the menu book. Raksa nodded.


"wait"


not so long ago their order came. both now enjoy each other's meals, although this is the first time for both of them to visit the restaurant, but the food served there is worth recommending because it tastes delicious.


after finishing eating now both are waiting for a chat message from Dimas in the parking lot of the restaurant, because Raksa bored go to where to leave Mayla alone who sits sideways on the motorbike.while continuing to greet the view, Raksa bored, until his gaze fell on the banner stand with the words "Accept sterile cat", and Raksa accidentally appeared from the side.he remembered Mario's words that sterile is the same as circumcision.


'what's right?'


"sa" Mayla asked just as Raksa held out a cold drink to her.


"what" he answered while leaning on the bike, next to Mayla sat down.


"what is "cat sterile? mario said he was circumcised, right?"mayla asked, looking at Raksa. Raksa glanced over before he drank his water.


"don't believe the same words of Mario may" he continued.


"sa"


"Hm"


"what....are you circumcised?",


a bruush!!


Apparently random question Mayla had managed to get the white water out of the mouth of the youngest arganta. Raksa quickly wiped the water on his chin.he looked at Mayla as if asking where the silly question the woman was asking just now.Traksa was confused to answer it, Raksa honestly answered, in the midst of his confusion looking for answers to messages from Dimas apparently a savior of the situation now.


"ayo, mas Dimas has sent the location, later May's afternoon hunt" Raksa invited while riding the motorbike he had been riding. Mayla nodded then changed her sitting position.