I Don't Understand
Raining
This morning the rain again flushed the capital, making the sun laze by not knowing he did not want to rise. Make some people choose to stay at home, pull the blanket and close their eyes again rather than fighting against the rain.
But it is different from Mayla who is now sitting in front of a minimarket on the edge of coffee yuk!- Cafe, while enjoying cup noodles and canned coffee.
"rainy" muttered Mayla she tightened her jacket as the air grew colder.
Once in the morning Mayla decided to forage out, because the stock of supplies at her cost had run out. He also has morning classes.
"Why if the rain suddenly suddenly sad" he murmured again. The woman continues to monologue as if she hates the rain when it does not, it's just that the rain that comes back brings old wounds that still feel the same pain.
"i still didn't think God's plan was so extraordinary" Mayla murmured.
Flashback—
A Middle School girl constantly checking her watch looks to be waiting for someone. She's Mayla
"May wait for Rega ya" asked a upperclassman who seemed to have just exited the gate.
"eh brother Dimas, Yes. Ko ka Rega tumben a long time yes, I've been waiting" he said, while looking at his watch Dimas said
"Maybe still in RO still collect Osis" he replied again while pointing towards the entrance of SMA not far from the parking lot.
"Still a long time, brother?" Mayla asks, and is taken in by Dimas
"it looks like may, mending waiting in the dalem gih, want to test later you are sick" said Dimas he pointed to the sky that began to cloudy.
"Sir Dimas wants to go home?" ask Mayla
"Yes, yes first" replied Dimas, after the death of Dimas, Rain fell increasingly heavy, Mayla decided to wait at the front shop of the High School.
Too long Mayla waited for Rega, she finally decided to look for the Pradasa man inside. But because of the rain, the school seemed very quiet, until in the middle of the corridor mayla saw Rega coming out of the sausage room with a woman who he also knew, yes Mayla clearly remembers the woman she is Aruna. The woman Rega had introduced to him, she was general secretary of Osis at the High School.
Mayla could see them smiling while joking with laughter inviting cheers from the other Osis children there.
Why is the feeling of tightness the first time he felt, when he saw the closeness of Rega with other women. is too much possible but real pain.
"So it's true that Aruna's sister is Ka Rega's boyfriend" said Mayla who immediately sat alone on the outskirts of the classroom corridor. It was fortunate that the corridor and the Osis Room were separated so that no one saw Mayla cry.
"People who are always there do not necessarily like us it turns out, brother Rega was close but why is it so difficult to reach" The monologue of his two eyes can not be separated from Rega and Aruna which is still a spectacle material due to their closeness that is not far in front of him.
"Tell Dimas first, if ka Aruna is Ka Rega's girlfriend why I don't believe it first" he said again, too innocent as Mayla, Rega clearly introduced Aruna as a friend not a lover. Without him realizing his tears burst out with the rain that was getting heavier. Thank the Rain for disguising Mayla's sobbing.
"Is this what it's like to fall in love? why is this sick" he said, rubbing his tears.
Mayla only realized when the strange taste appeared a sense that grew more and more over time.a different sense of comfort, and Mayla liked it.
Galvino Rega Pradasa is his first love and his first heartbreak. Rega tells Mayla what love is but Rega doesn't tell Mayla how to heal a broken heart.
Mayla Rega is a man who is always there 24/7. Even their parents have known each other and are familiar, but now Mayla realizes Rega only considers Mayla as a little sister.
"ko is very sick anyway" he said while patting his chest showing the location of the pain he felt.
"Gga papa may not cry ka Rega happy, you also have to be happy May" monologue lirih but inversely proportional to the sobs that are increasingly real heard.
Whether the cupid shot the wrong arrow or Mayla's first love doesn't work like a beautiful teenage romance novel. Because what happened is that Mayla was only a second lead in the love story of the main character.
Maybe now Mayla has to admit about a myth that says first love is never smooth, she felt it. Rain witnesses Mayla swallowing a bitter pill from the meaning of heartbreak.
—End
"Crying again even though it has been a long time" said Mayla while wiping the tears that returned to drip without being asked.yes, always with the rain of tears back. Because until now Mayla still likes the Pradasa man.
"let's see who's stupid here"
"but what's wrong with liking someone?, but why should Ka Rega? If I used to realize that if you were just thinking about me, my sister might not end up like this" he continued in a regretful tone,
"Forget past may, the future is much more important now, than remembering the past" his murmur strengthened his heart as he moved from his chair as the rain had begun to subside.
So with the arrival of the rain of memories that forcefully barged in, spontaneously twisting the bitter memories that mayla felt first.
"The craving at this hour has come, the morning class will start at 8" asked Rega while walking towards him, Mayla turned silent for a moment before saying
"Eh ka Rega ya ka part of the class Bu Andara, continue this coincidence there is a task" replied Mayla scratching her neck does not itch a gesture of doubt.
"oh yes, come together into it" said Rega. It seems that even the men there taught morning classes in his faculty.
Mayla can't say today's unlucky day, hail deres, food in cosan ludes, uh met the former mas crush.
'This is so alive'
Throughout Mayla's journey just silent, Not a minute he said "the past is the past", it seems that it was just a false boast of mayla's mouth that does not want to admit, the evidence is now the same feeling, it is still the same, the same fit the first time he felt unusual when with Rega. Apparently mayla detected failed to move on.
"May!" too late to fall in mind, Mayla to not realize if the person in her mind is beside her.
As if forced to withdraw to the reality that he said mayla's future immediately turned to spontaneous
"The past is ko ka" , and invite the man to ask.
"Huh?" Ask Rega confused.
"Eh anu that means—
"Rega", before Mayla explained her words a woman from the opposing direction exclaimed, making Rega turn with her trademark dimples. She's Aruna.
"You guys came together?" Aruna asked who was seen walking towards Rega and Mayla. Rega shook his head while saying
"We met up ahead" replied Rega.
"Aj— custom
"It must be difficult, spoiled child rich he where to ngekos I also wonder why he suddenly want to snekos" cut Rega immediately.
'Because of you ka'—batin mayla exclaims noisily.
"do you have anything about Mr Abian's class?" asked Aruna, Rega nodded casually
mayla tries not to care.
'Take me the wall, don't papa ko ka'
Why is it that if Mayla is between the two honestly she feels nothing, it feels transparent.
Next misadventure for today, she is a university with Aruna lover former crushnya—Rega.
'God, this is why it took so long to get to the faculty aja'— inner mayla exclaimed in annoyance.
...•••...
Mayla tried not to yawn, because from then on no one entered.
"why is it that your mom who is teaching college hours feels like a year" said Arin whispered.
"tau nih, where the material is very difficult "Resha said chimed with annoyance.
"can't diem if you want to talk, outside!" said firmly Bu andara.
in an instant the class was silent, only the sound of AC roar inside.
"Raksa can you explain what I wrote earlier" said Bu Andara while pointing at Raksa. Mayla spontaneously turned to Raksa, because the man was always sitting behind Mayla. A heavy sigh could Mayla be heard clearly, before Raksa moved while carrying her notebook.
Raksa it can be said that his favorite son bu Andara, even though at the first meeting Raksa became a student who made Bu andara ride black because he did not pay attention to the material at all. But strangely when asked and told to explain Raksa able to answer it. From there began Raksa bear the status of a child of kesanyangan bu Andara computerized lecturer Unseno Budgeting. Not only bu Andara even other students including Mayla were shocked at that time.
Hearing the name of Raksa called, as well as passing a sense of degdegan mixed with worry from all students. kayang if the students he called could not explain the item even the slightest intention of the material that bu Andara conveyed earlier, can be sure at the next meeting he will send the student out.
It seems that the title of favorite student of bu andara indeed deserves Raksa, because as usual the youngest Arganta always makes you satisfied with his presentation explaining the material.
"This is the love arrow of a Mercury" Jerry said as Raksa walked toward his chair. Because anyone will be amazed and fall for the unusual charm of a Raksa Maulana Arganta.
two hours of lectures ended, but Mayla who stayed too much or indeed this course was very difficult, because there was no material that entered Mayla's brain. The notebook is empty.
As usual after the end of the course Mayla will go to the library for a while just to cool her brain.
Towards the library Mayla unexpectedly meets Rega, the man is seen gathering with his protege in the gazebo. it seems they're discussing something visible from a lighted laptop that displays a powerpoint slide there. While Rega—, the man sat in the middle while occasionally answering questions posed by his protege.
"Where are you going?" ask Rega right when his gaze accidentally saw Mayla who passed not far from him.
"perpus ka" answered Mayla, stopping her path for a moment. Rega nodded because it felt there was no more question Mayla knitting her steps back, until she felt someone walking beside her managed to pull Mayla attention.
"may I come along". Shocked, one word that represents the response now, how not. You are now walking side by side with your former crush. How do you want to move in this way??
They walked side by side to the library building, all the way Mayla tried not to look side by side at the Pradasa man.
'ngga papa may, soon until'—batinnya.
Just when the library door opened Mayla was shocked when her gaze met with Raksa.
"Raksa" said Mayla, when she saw Raksa who was now about to leave the library. Raksa was just silent while shifting to the right, giving a gap for Mayla to enter. Just now Mayla was about to send a question, but stopped when she saw the Raksa that was no longer there.
Mayla also went straight in, which was recorded by Rega.
"you go to the perpus often?" ask Rega.
"uh yes brother, oh that's—ngga so" replied Mayla, it seems that Mayla just realized that Rega from earlier was with her.
'Gosh ko I can forget together ka Rega pantesan from earlier many who saw'—batin Mayla.
"i see you go to the bus" after Rega. Suddenly, a call came into his phone.
"may I forget, there is a promise with Aruna" said Rega then as he walked out to the door of the library. Hearing the word 'Aruna' Mayla seemed to be forced to logout suddenly from her beautiful dream.
'Lupain may, the girlfriend of the person!!'—his inner heart again exclaimed.
The shape of the Mayla campus library is elongated and alphabetized starting from A-Z each shelf is usually written with the title of a book and the height is not playing, in addition to the library is provided for students, the university said, the library is also open to the public, so it is closer to the road.
But even though it is open to the public rarely people who come to the library, maybe because the library belongs to Senopati University.
The library is divided into three rooms one reading room devoted to students there, the second is a discussion room or call it a study room, which is devoted to people who want to discuss. such as working groups, meetings, or to do assignments.and the three public reading rooms.in addition, the books provided there are also very cool ranging from textbooks, journals, comics, comedy, recipes, cookbooks, etc, Novels and even magazine books exist.
Mayla intended to continue the novel yesterday, but unfortunately the novel seems to have been borrowed or has been saved to where it should be? In the ranks of novels not study books like yesterday. chose to ignore mayla choose to look for a new book intending to read Harry potter.
After selecting Mayla's book walking in the reading room she sat down at one of the tables facing the window, the position of the library that memorizes the highway causes itself to see the hustle and bustle of the city clearly a good view.
Now Mayla has begun to enter her world with the book she is reading, seen from so seriously Mayla read the book.Even occasionally her forehead wrinkled when there is something strange in the book.
...•••...
Before going home he took the time to stop by the minimarket, just buy canned coffee to accompany his night. because almost every day Mayla will drink coffee except on her day off.
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