I Don't Understand
Rollaway

Starting from always unpleasant and often think of something that attitude, behavior and other trivial things that can actually be ignored. but because too often think about it gradually the nature will metamorphose into over-thingking, which sometimes makes a person difficult to focus on doing his activities. that's how Mayla feels now.

already three rounds of Mayla running, her legs continue to knit no intention to stop her steps. ignore the taste of cape and thirst, because from the first Mayla until she immediately pulled her footsteps running just like that. without drinking anything before.

motor sanity left only his hands, which continued to wipe the sweat that covered the woman's vision.That rare activity Mayla did, only to expel the sense of over-thingking the end-stage she felt.

the portion of the episode that was trimmed yesterday is now played back automatically.

Flashback—

Aruna pulled Mayla away from Raksa and her two friends.It was still within reach of the vision but what was heard was not heard that is the position of Mayla from Raksa now. while the male raksa Arganta did not put a curiosity on what the two women of different ages want to talk about it. chose to ignore continue his steps to the elevator with two classmates— Mario and Harvin.

"why ka?" mayla asked to open the second conversation, because Aruna was just silent, the woman in front of her was weighing what to talk to her first.

Aruna reviewed a fleeting smile.she circulated her gaze, looking for something.

"may we sit there yu" pointed Aruna at a long bench next to the classroom door.

In each faculty there is indeed a long bench coated with ceramics next to each classroom door.

Mayla nods at Aruna, not forgetting she sends a message to Raksa if she is going to go alone to the train station.remember, she is afraid that the events used to happen again, where Raksa waits for Mayla until they return to the rain.

"May do you know Rega's schedule at the faculty and in what busy office?" Aruna asked shortly after the two sat side by side,

Mayla was silent for a while, digesting the sudden question from the older woman.

"i don't know, why?" mayla asked, clearly the young woman frowned confusedly.

"lately he rarely reply to chat I may, we also rarely meet because Rega always said that he was busy" explained Aruna, from the sad face of Mayla can guess that serious problems are plaguing women older than her. Mayla frowned in response.

"it's also a little cold lately" Aruna continued later. Mayla is a little confused about what she wants to answer, because she never thought so far where Aruna would come to see her just to discuss Rega.

"if the problem is I do not know, lately I have rarely met Ka Rega most just in class if even in the office yes enough aja ka" replied Mayla honestly, as quoted by Mayla, because it has been a few days now Mayla rarely met Rega. more precisely Mayla who avoids.

"or don't try to ask Dimas I think he knows better than me, because ka Dimas is more often the same as ka Rega" followed Mayla immediately, just when she remembered Rega's best friend, mayla Dimas is most often close to Rega.

"Even Dimas sent it to you" replied Aruna.

"Well!?"

Surprised at Aruna's response Mayla can't cover up, what's she saying? mayla is wrong? ask him who he clearly doesn't know what the root of the problem is?

'oh my God, how should I? '

"May you know I like it so much, I'm sure, you can help me May so that Rega changes" Aruna said in a pleading tone,

"But ka, help in what way? I'm confused too"

Honestly, Mayla was a little surprised to hear that. Because after Mayla relationship Aruna and Rega is fine.Many even crave their relationship to a more serious level. Making Mayla envious, the person you like will step into the serious level while you can only watch.bear invisible pain that is even difficult to treat.

Mayla shook her head to expel her thoughts.she had already strengthened her heart to fortify herself from a man like Rega.

"you can help me, so that me and Rega can talk together?—",

"—soalnya from yesterday Rega difficult to contact me to meet him at the Faculty. Rega always said that she was busy May" Aruna said later. Mayla was silent for some reason, seeing Aruna whose eyes were slightly reddened by holding back tears, Mayla pity. how much did Aruna like to Rega? how much does Mayla like it? until this hard she moves on from Pradasa men? Should Mayla really forget about it? it was hard one word that still shackled his heart now.

Aruna is still waiting for answers or responses from younger women, she really hopes Mayla can help improve her relationship with her lover, even though deep down. Aruna knows, even she knows very well. Both Mayla and Rega they still like each other.and honestly Aruna had hated Mayla.

"yes, I'll try it later" replied Mayla Finally.

Mayla slightly cursed herself who is now back pulling a dagger to hurt her own heart.yeah want how else right? resisted? certainly not Mayla once. Mayla's bad nature, she dared to get rid of her happiness for the sake of others.like a candle that can shine, while she was crushed to evaporate with air.

"thank you may" said Aruna while pulling Mayla in her arms, as if the piling up problem had disappeared in an instant. in contrast to Mayla who now feels the existence of a pile of new problems sent imaginary from women who now embrace him tightly.

'what should I do '

—END

'what should I do? '

"on her own, Raksanya was not invited"— a voice on the air pulled Mayla from the fragment of the episode, which made her daydream long enough in her run. she was a little lucky because rarely people passed by in front of her. at least that's how he feels.

"jeez ka Dimas" said Mayla was shocked right when she turned her head to find Dimas who smiled at her. The eldest Arganta was seen wearing a similar shirt with his shirt.

"no cape from earlier run, I see this is the fourth round you run may" said Dimas, he did not expect if he would meet with Mayla in the city square. At first he intended to invite Rega to run for the afternoon but failed, just when he saw the woman he knew was running non-stop with an unreadable look. because the young woman seemed to have no intention of ending her run Dimas then chased after her.

"oh yeah??" mayla answered in disbelief.It seems that the woman did not realize how many rounds she had run there.seen from her enlarged eyeballs immediately before the woman's smile managed to cover her shock.

the older one reviewed a fleeting smile before he took Mayla to the sidelines.

"tumben not together with Raksa usually you are rich in stamps with my sister, not loose" said Dimas. while Mayla the woman was still a little bored, the existence of Dimas and brought Mayla to the world reality. from a chain of thoughts that almost partially damages his senses.

his legs were a little limp, his heart was racing quite fast, his breathing was irregular, only a slug that the woman could give. Dimas raised his eyebrows right when he saw the young woman in front of him now looks very soybean.inversely proportional to earlier that he actually saw Mayla as if she did not have a taste of cape at all. because she was the witness of the young woman running without direction.

Mayla even nearly bumped into grandmothers and grandparents who were enjoying an afternoon walk, if only Dimas did not deftly pull the two to the sidelines.

Mayla also almost stepped on the cat who was asleep, before Dimas immediately held to move the cat. Or Mayla could have been hit by a stray basketball throw that fortunately still hunted Dias caught.

that's the answer behind the strangeness of Mayla who ran without knowing the direction, but did not hit anything it was all because of Dimas, the head of the mayla division who voluntarily became a guard and protector earlier. But unfortunately Mayla did not realize it. her innocent mind thought, maybe it was fitting she ran a still quiet state.

Mayla closed her eyes for a moment as her eyes now began to blur, until her hands were forced by someone to hold a bottle of drink, making the young woman open her eyes instantly.

"drink it" said Dimas, it looks like Arganta's eldest holding a bottle of drinking water the same as it seems.

"thank you" Mayla said just before she drank the voracious mineral water, leaving half a bottle. Dimas shook his head, occasionally commenting on the smile at the behavior of the young woman beside him.

"i guess earlier you did not feel thirsty so keep running" said Dimas, quipped. the sarcastic nature of the Arganta brothers was undoubtedly. made Mayla choke on hearing it.

"do not rush if less I can buy again" said Dimas as he stepped towards the seat on the sidelines. while Mayla he still coughed while cursing Dimas.

"can Dimas be here?, no office?" mayla asked, because no matter how she was Dimas would come out of the cubicle when the time was late.

Dimas patted the empty spot beside him for the young lady standing in front of him to sit down.

"to the office, if I don't go to Arseno's office you can fire me" the older replied. Mayla chuckles.

"yes, too"

"hm"

Silence, the sound of cheers for basketball children, the cry of cheerfulness of children playing, and also the sound of sorepun aerobic gymnastics music is heard.

"you're alone" the older one tried to open his voice, looking for a topic to fill the empty atmosphere that only sounded the voices of mothers who were doing aerobic exercise not far from them. The younger one was silent for a moment, thinking about the answer to a question that might be thrown next.

"tumben afternoon run? usually I never see you here may" asked the scavenger Arganta, looking at Mayla. before the field back he directed at mothers who were doing aerobics there.

the question that Mayla was afraid of was thrown. The cause of her running in the afternoon? he himself just follows where his feet and mind are, who try to work together to find a way out of the sense of over-thinking that is becoming more and more .

Because his mind was still filled with trouble, which he actually called himself. This was not the case but rather the matter of Aruna and Rega but why did Mayla also get carried away?

Aruna said, he said Rega is difficult to contact.in fact Rega was very fast response, or maybe because Mayla was already considered as his sister? or because she was his protege?, would you consider it so. And just when Mayla took him away yesterday, the single immediately agreed. Where is the busy place? so who's lying? The aruna?

"strange"

"what's so weird?" saut Dimas was soon, but there was no answer afterwards. Lamat Dimas noticed the young woman next to him.

"May?" the older one nudged, drawing the attention of the young woman from the hexagon block she was peeling under.

"yes?" mayla turned to Dimas, and the older one pulled back the tip of her lips.

"there's trouble?" after Dimas, the eldest Arganta tried to pursue curiosity for the inertia of the young woman next to him. But unfortunately the ring he received, it seems that Mayla is not the type of woman who will tell her personal problems to anyone. Dimas nodded in understanding.

"why shut up? is it because I'm not Rega or Raksa so you're quiet like this?" tanya Dimas then, while again drinking his water to the toilet.

while Mayla is still inexhaustible with her fate scenario, no coincidence or is she now meeting Dimas here.What if Mayla runs tomorrow and not now, she will also meet Dimas?

"may" the older one spoke out for the return of the young woman, only to withdraw her existence.

"it's not like you, it's just that I never thought I'd meet you here" Mayla replied honestly, playing with her bottle.

"is Dimas alone?" mayla asked then while looking at Dimas. Dimas nodded while throwing a jokeful question at the young lady beside him.

"you expect me to come with Rega or Raksa? or— Arseno?"

"not really!" interrupted Mayla immediately, drawing laughter at the older one.

"just relax, don't go in the gas"

Dimas nodded, though,

"yes we are one Junior High School, one class is only different High School and Univ"

"oh the time Mr. Arseno to Bandung is yes" said Mayla, Anggukan is a response from the older.

Mayla intends to pursue her curiosity, about Arseno, but she still knows the limits of not scraping too deep into someone's privacy.

"Ka Dimas is here often?" tanya Mayla then. switched the topic of discussion that could have sounded like looking for someone's information—Arseno.

"ngga too, I just wanted to run late in the afternoon" replied the elder, looking at a glance before his focus shifted, at the roadside food merchant who still caught his sight.

hearing the older words, Mayla spontaneously turned her head.His gaze fell on Dimas's body that did not look fat at all.Decrease what fat?, what fat?, dimas' posture was as high as Rega but his body weight was seen if Dimas was much lighter than Rega. chose to nod his head accordingly, Mayla abai. because fat or not only ourselves can feel is not it?

"maybe you're wondering why the three of us Arseno had children first?" dimas said, it seems that Mayla's curiosity is quite clear, until Dimas can guess easily where Mayla's curiosity lies.

"honestly— yes ka" answered Mayla sounded a little whisper because she doubted she threw. inversely with Dimas who even chuckled because the answer was too honest woman beside him now.

"but I'm more curious about the taste of the egg roll now, let's try" said Dimas, unknowingly the eldest Arganta pulled Mayla's wrist to move with him. being a little surprised Mayla can only be obediently pulled towards the egg seller roll on the side of the road.

This is where Mayla is now, leaning in Dimas' car, after buying the egg roll, Dimas takes Mayla to his car. Mayla initially refuses she intends to go home. let alone the sky is already veiled by twilight and soon night is ready to replace it. But because Dimas said he would take her home Mayla who was difficult to resist could only obey.

dimas position sitting on the hood of the car, while Mayla leaning beside him.The two are now enjoying the egg roll that was said earlier.

Dimas did not park his car with another car, considering himself who did not rest somewhere.Easy firstborn Arganta was to go at any time.real nature is almost eleven twelve with Raksa.

"the last time I ate that egg roll, back in school.it was a little-little-shape" the older one reopened the conversation. attracted a younger attention from the view of paying attention around. Mayla turned her head, looking up at Dimas.

"oh yeah ka?" said Mayla looks a little surprised, naturally the type of man like Dimas must rarely eat carelessly let alone roadside like this, unlike him who eats anything that is full. Dimas nodded as he re-inserted the egg roll his feather.

"in what time did ya forget— a hundred silver times yes" said Dimas, chuckling at the end of the words.it appears that the eldest Arganta is now remembering something. reaping laughter at the young is proven now Mayla is widened in her laughter. If remembered, there was food that still costs a hundred rupiah if now it is difficult to explain.

seeing the laughter of Mayla Dimas involuntarily stunned, the woman looks innocent and funny at the same time.It deserves Rega still likes it. For Raksa, honestly Dimas himself can not guess. whether his sister likes Mayla or not. because the nature of the sister is very rare, difficult to guess.

"now a thousand" exclaimed Mayla suddenly made Dimas shocked by the younger response.It seems that Mayla was not aware that from earlier Dimas noticed him, because the woman's view is still focused forward to pay attention to the vehicle that passed in front of her.

"Ah ten thousand ka" said Mayla, the young one suddenly turned his head making the older one startled to immediately turn his gaze to the side.

"let's go home spend your egg rolls" said Dimas while jumping from the hood of the car.

As he said earlier if Dimas would drive Mayla home, Dimas's car is now starting to join other cars on the highway towards the direction of Mayla boarding.

"to your question about Arseno, you charge me again sometime", always the older one who started the chat, Mayla nodded.

"May" said dimas pulling younger attention back.

"May you like cotton candy?" dimas asked, pointing with his chin at the cotton candy seller, not far in front of them.

"like, you used to buy two regas" Mayla said as she pointed two fingers at Dimas. It turns out that even though both of them, Rega's name is still embedded, out of the young woman's mouth. making Dimas a little envious of not knowing Mayla before. Dimas does know who Mayla, Middle School girl who likes her best friend even often waiting in the parking lot of High School.yes, only limited to that Dimas knew Mayla first.

"do you keep putting everything away?" tanya Dimas turned the wheel closer to the cotton candy barber.

"no, one I eat. the other I keep in the fridge" Mayla said honestly, drawing laughter at the older one.

"chaotic, time in the refrigerator" he said as he stepped on the brakes, stopping the car without turning off the engine.

"yes, tomorrow the cotton candy is shrinking" replied the younger, Dimas chuckled in his laughter before his hand opened the car door, Mayla first asked

"eh want to go— Mayla's question is truncated

" wait a minute" the older sidelines immediately, before getting out of the car.

Mayla can see if Dimas is now buying the cotton candy that the man meant earlier.

"this" said Dimas while giving cotton candy to Mayla, making the younger silent difficult to digest easily the treatment of the division chairman now. Starting from sitting side by side, bought cotton confectionery, and delivered home.

Sometimes Mayla wants to know what the ending of her life's destiny is because not a little bit in her mind she will be this close to Dimas. In the past, Dimas only became the male questioner who always asked him because he was waiting for Rega in the parking lot of High School.

"eaten" he said then as he pulled the gas began to drive his car back.

did not feel their journey until. Dimas car began to enter the boarding gate Mayla.the second view was shocked by the parking lot of a red ninja motorbike in front of Mayla boarding.

"ah May seems like I didn't go down, I just parked" Dimas said just as his gaze clashed with Rega's sharp gaze, even though it was blocked by the car's glass. Mayla nods, saying Thank you to the division head, before actually getting out of the car.

just when Dimas' car was about to exit Mayla boarding gate, Dimas suddenly bent his head.

"Don't forget the file to sign tomorrow keep it on the table ya ga, yuhuu babaiiii" cried Dimas as he waved his hand away. as if to tell the prime minister if the man who delivered Mayla was himself.do not know Dimas if Rega is now making plans, he said, when is the right time to throw his fucking best friend in suction mud.

"can you be the same Dimas?" question Rega be a welcome to arrive him at the boarding page. has not had Mayla answer, the next question reappears

"what are you doing?"

"a—... "

"pantes Dimas came home, you make a deal?"

"i—... "

"ko you never told me that long?"

"ka—... "

"Dimas buyin you cotton candy?, where?", enough has Mayla chose silence, sighing with the rare attitude of the single pradasa.

Rega continued to question Mayla, making it difficult for the young woman in front of him to answer and could only blink, while the older ones continued to ask questions, chasing curiosity as far as Mayla and Dimas knew each other. Feels Rega will not ask her questions again, Mayla began to open her voice. Instead of answering one question at a time, Mayla even threw a question with the existence of a single preadasa in front of her cost.

"what's Rega doing here?"

"my question didn't you answer?" the older words were stubborn.Seeing Mayla's inertia, Rega relented.

"i came here because you didn't answer my phone, chat I also didn't bales, so I came here" Rega said, pulling a twitch on the younger forehead, soon he opened his phone to see the chat room himself and Rega. it turns out there is one message Mayla has not sent that is still stuck on the chat board.

"sorry you haven't been to send it yet" Mayla said while showing the chat that Mayla just sent.

"means tomorrow I'll take you to—

" we meet at his place, because tomorrow I'm quite dense" replied Mayla later.

"so now can you explain, why did you come home with Dimas?" ask the older one back. Mayla was about to answer before a sound on the air drew attention to the two.

"Ka Mayla", Mayla turned her head as well as Rega. not far from there a black beat motor parked, with the driver being seen removing the helmet.

" satria?"

"you know him?" ask Rega. Mayla nodded.

"tomorrow we talk again ya ka, ka Rega mending home. sorry ya ka" said Mayla, the woman tried to evict Rega subtly. Rega nodded trying to understand, as soon as the older drove his bike out of Mayla's boarding gate.

"why sat" asked Mayla just as the knight walked towards her.

"instead of you calling me that, mending just call Earth" said the younger, Satria always commented if he called the name wrong.

"what's satria?" mayla. she chose to give up, her brain and heart were very tired and cape.

"i'm ashamed to say it"

"but—can I borrow money duaratus thousand?" satria said later.

oh god, what else is this? actually what is the ending of all this damn destiny.sad that Mayla, the woman hates fate that always makes her confused by the shock the world gives her.

"make what?", instead of answering the knight pulled Mayla towards his motorcycle, forcing his future stepbrother to go with him.

until the matic motorbike that was put forward satria stopped, right in a warteg not far from the private school next to him. Without saying Satria invited Mayla down.

"where! you said you would pay off your debt satria!!", anger being a welcome to the arrival of the two. His gaze is now fixed on mothers with a negligence of flowers full of ranan in hair and koyo on one of his cheeks, being ruffled waist full of emotion in front of warteg.

"Yahoooo!!!!" honestly Mayla was shocked, let alone this??????

with a softly pointed satria

"i owe you a meal here for almost a month"

"Oh shht—