I Don't Understand
KRL

Mayla clasped tightly onto her small sash bag, looking forward to the hustle and bustle of activity at the train station being the first picture she saw.

Honestly this is the first time he uses KRL, because usually he will only use online ojek, busway and angkot.the three types of public transportation that Mayla often uses.

Initially Mayla intended to wait outside considering her first time to the station, she did not know anything just armed with information from the search engine when at night she was browsing on the internet.

But a message from his friends told Mayla to come in immediately to wait for him inside, because they were still a long time. Mayla snorts a little annoyed with her craft or her friends who are catapulted? Mayla doesn't know.

With doubt Mayla began to queue up to follow the others. ah even though she did not know what they were waiting in line? maybe later he can ask the officer, right? since seeing everyone there was nothing Mayla could ask, they looked very busy with their respective activities.

shit knows this is how he mending there just as his friends until.

From the southern end of the door a man had just entered the station area, his steps halted when he suddenly opened his phone.

"Mayla has arrived?" He muttered while looking here and there looking for the whereabouts of the woman.

The man ran back out of the station, looking back and forth for Mayla, until the man's sight fell on the woman who was waiting in line at a long-distance train counter. sighing softly before his long legs he stepped towards Mayla.

Ting!

a message came in, Mayla then turned to look for the sender of the message.ah it was her, There Raksa stood with one hand in the bag of her jeans. the Arganta man was wearing a denim jacket as an exterior, on his shoulder was a small black camera bag that he sled . Mayla walked over. looked up at Raksa who was taller than her.

"is there something else?" mayla asked, Raksa shook her head.

"wait here" he said, without giving a clear reason the Arganta man left Mayla. shortly afterwards Raksa came to hand him a card.

"use this to enter May" he said as he walked ahead, Mayla followed.

When Mayla was about to stick the card following what her front man was doing, she was startled by Raksa's hand which suddenly pressed her hand from behind, making a contrasting difference from the two overlapping hands. in shock Mayla turned her head along with the light that turned green.

"come in" said Raksa.

the two began to climb the escalator,

"the others have been on the dateng yet?, you have checked the group" said Mayla turned to look at Raksa who stood behind her.

"don't know" he replied. ah yes Mayla forgot Raksa rarely ever check his phone let alone open their group chat. proof during with Raksa, Arganta men were very rarely using a mobile phone.

"sa---

" look ahead, talk later" said Raksa cut. made Mayla a little upset, until she realized they had reached the top.

"The Force" a shout flew through the air, from a distance saw Mario waving with Harvin beside him.

"oh that's them" Mayla said pointing at Harvin and Mario while nudging Raksa to withdraw Arganta's male attention from his view.

"let's go there" asked Mayla. while Raksa followed.

"where are the others?" mayla asked, just after the two got in front of Mario and Harvin.

"it's still on May's way, he said" replied Mario. Mayla nodded in understanding.

"are you the one with the camera?" asked Harvin, Raksa nodded.

"other than you who else brought it?" ask Mario, please,

"Jerry"

they waited twenty minutes, but Jerry, Arin and Resha did not arrive.

"they're stuck in traffic or what? he said otw" said Mario in the middle of smoking.

"dandannya this year mah, very long pardon deh Jerry is also the same again long ago" after Harvin was no less upset.

"dandan also times hire MUA" Mario say.

both—Mariodan Harvin— is now smoking expel the annoyance that accumulates rather than chattering irritated, wasting energy. mending them smoking. while Mayla he still feels at home to pay attention to the surrounding, he said, because this was only the first time he had seen activity at the train station.

Just when the KRL came one's hand suddenly pulled Mayla backwards, making her head collide with the chin of the person behind her. Mayla turned her head while looking up at her nose accidentally touching the jaw firmly the Arganta man.

"don't get too forward, they'll come out. get in the way later" Raksa said later, rewinding her body a few centis away from Mayla's back.

Because she was afraid Mayla was pushed and fell, she spontaneously pulled the woman's arm quickly.he was also a little bit damned himself because pulling Mayla too tight to make the woman collide with her chin.

"for so long they" again Mario exclaimed as he walked to and fro. his cigarettes had run out of frustration again. let alone had almost half an hour more they waited.

"leave it away, after all who ngide go to the city library. the stem of his nose is not there yet" Harvin again scared. while opening his new cigarette.

yesterday Jerry invited his friends to visit the city library, interview the librarian there for their video assignments from so many places, why should the city library is located so far away. this time Harvin regretted agreeing to jerry's idea.

"it's coming soon" Mayla replied, Harvin turned his head with an annoyed face created.

"in a moment what this is almost an hour we wait" he said later.

"Jerry where the hell is it?" ask Mario.

"you know, the last time they all said anything on the street" Mayla replied as soon as she checked her phone again, there was no message after that.

"their house where the hell?, for God's sake they do not pass through hills and lakes until it must be late an hour gini" said Mario with annoyance.Mayla just responded with a smile. Harvin grunting.

"they said, first meet in the city library he said" Mayla said, making Harvin punch the air strongly.

"why didn't you say it" annoyed Harvin

"let's say the train has arrived" said Mario later, while Mayla turned to Raksa.

"sa come" he asked, Raksa nodded his head following him.Just as the door opened with the reflex of his hand again pulled Mayla to her right side, undoing the woman to barrage in along with the one who wanted to get out.

"wait for them to come out first, after that just come in"

"wouldn't miss the train?" tanya Mayla turned to Raksa, because she saw Harvin and Mario had charged in first. Raksa.

"the train is still a lot of may" he said, pulling Mayla into the KRL. one that Mayla felt when inside.

"where Harvin and Mario are" asked Mayla, Raksa's position is now leaning on the side of the door.

Raksa pointed with his chin.there look Mario and Harvin standing, the position of the two hugged because crammed in the train. makes Mayla chuckle small see the position of the two are very troubled, and, yes, although he was also included, but not to cuddle, there was still an empty gap in front of them even though it was not wide.

the train running along with Mayla who was pushed forward made her inevitably hold both ends of the jacket owned by Raksa.

It felt the situation inside was a little conducive Raksa pulled one hand Mayla towards the handle not far above the woman. Mayla looked up, she apparently just realized on it there was a handle.

Mayla, who did not want to be far from Raksa, clung firmly to the grip above her, holding her body from the push behind her.

The more stations they pass, the more full KRL, the more crowded passengers crammed inside. Mayla's position was increasingly threatened, the hand that had been holding the handle was now released due to a strong push, and the, turned into hugging the waist of the Arganta man.not to mention he felt a little uncomfortable with the person behind him because of each other's push to make his forehead continuously collide with the end of the Raksa chin. Mayla until promised herself will no longer want to ride KRL. unless pressed.

until just when at the next station, Raksa quickly eroded the distance, pulling Mayla's waist made the woman stunned spontaneously close her eyes.

Now Mayla felt her back leaning against something strong— beside the train door, as she opened her eyes to the first sight she saw of Adam's apple belonging to the Arganta man. Mayla looks up, though,

"wear this" she said, draping a camera bag over Mayla's neck.

Mayla could see the two Arganta man's eyes closed withstanding the push from behind her. Next to Raksa's hand was made a focus so that the large body did not completely squeeze Mayla's body.

"what's still a long time" asked Mayla slowly, because noah why she felt if the journey was very long.

"in a moment" replied Raksa, not putting more attention on him. Mayla nods her wobbly back in search of the whereabouts of Mario and Harvin. Raksa who was slightly disturbed due to the movement of the female head in front of him, lowered his head along with the sound of notification if it soon reached the destination station, spontaneously everyone crowded the door area KRL makes Raksa lost balance and pushed forward.unintentionally his lips collided with Mayla's temple.

"oh" Mayla complained to hold her temple, although not so sick she was shocked because suddenly her temple was in a collision with a chewy object that she did not know what. while the Raksa just cleared his throat then pulled Mayla's hand out because they had reached the destination station.

"here's the camera" Raksa asked as soon as they arrived at the edge of the station, Mayla immediately released the camera that was held by Raksa around her neck.

"May, sa..woooy! ", mayla looked not far from where Mario and Harvin were running.

"how many cars were you, I thought you were with us" asked Mario.

"with how you two left me and Raksa" replied Mayla a little annoyed. Harvin chuckles.

"yes sorry about earlier I was afraid not to go to the place where the knowledge is yes, damn it must be a hug with Mario"

"From you a hug to the fathers, behind you"

"yes yes, but it's-"

"where are we going now?" mayla asked mediate the conversation.

"let's follow Raksa. who knows he, uh wait for Jerry to call" replied Mario while showing the screen of his phone, there indicated Jerry the caller.

"let's just wait, May...Where's mercury?" ask Harvin, because Raksa wasn't there. Mayla who just realized did not know where the Arganta man was.

"the shift is friends with the gini hornbill" Mario said shortly after he received Jerry's call.

"what's he saying?" ask Harvin.

"they have two more stations to go" said Mario.

"they come together? Arin same Resha too?" mayla asked, Mario nodded.

"yes they are together"

"astaga, Raksa from where you are" cried Harvin, while Raksa only thrust two bottles of citrus-flavored drink towards Harvin.

"do not be friends with jaelangkung sa, later you forget to go home"

"where are you going?" tanya Harvin responded while thrusting a bottle of water that was given by Raksa. Mario blinked slowly while receiving a bottle of drink from Harvin. he himself did not know where the jaelangkung went home, he just gave a conciliation because of the Raksa habit that always went and came suddenly. like jaelangkung. come not picked up home not delivered.

about fifteen minutes the second train arrived. Mayla keeps watching everyone who comes down until her eyes meet Jerry who walks towards her flanked by two women, Arin and Resha.

"it's fun to be in your heart when you're two, like Jerry's world has~" Mario said just as Jerry, Arin and Resha arrived.

"you guys got together?" ask Mayla.

"iya may, I was with Arin long ago because of traffic jams. Keep meeting Jerry so we will be together" replied Resha honestly.

"Jer, you're not moving house to merauke?" harvin's questioning the circus made Jerry frown in confusion.

"why don't you guys come tomorrow" Raksa said later, taking off his denim jacket leaving a short-sleeved black shirt he was wearing.

"well, let's hear us leave immediately before closing" said Mayla mediate. Raksa walks first because he guides the way. Mayla walks with Arin and Resha, while behind Mario, Harvin and Jerry.

...•••...

fighting with destiny, contemplating fate, and hating its causes are like a recurring food chain.

When both children decide to marry each other and have a baby is what they want most. Happiness becomes the word when they in vase completeness form a simple family. success and stability are bonuses of the efforts of togetherness.

but like the word the higher the tree is getting stronger also the wind, just like the family but this time it seems the wind is so strong that it can break a tall tree collapsed into two, to meet the word divorce. who is most tormented?.The child is the one who is most hurt.

a child or baby becomes the desire of a marriage because it is incomplete if it is married the two brides do not immediately bear the word father and mother. but when they divorce unconsciously what they want is the most hurt. Their boy.

"May we will part", as if hearing lightning in broad daylight. Mayla collapses, her knees melt her eyes blurred because her pelupuknya full of tears.just a word why said before dark pick up.

"sister!" —an airborne voice resuscitated him from the past that is still recorded clearly in memory, Mayla turned to find Satria beside her.ah she forgot, after they paid the debt of satria, after they had paid the debt of satria, earlier they decided to stop at the playground.more precisely the knight who invited Mayla.

but already nearly fifteen minutes both silent make Mayla a little saturated and intend to take home, until his eyes accidentally fell on a small child with his parents who were playing not far from them.

Ah shit Mayla envied especially when the child was playing seesaw with his parents.when he was grown up not children anymore, but why he was still jealous.

"want to play seesaw with me?" bring satria. Mayla shakes.

"very much" he answered. his heart and mouth said another when just last Mayla envied seeing the little boy playing the seesaw, or not there where the envy is meant? then what?

"come on, I haven't played the seesaw for a long time" asked the younger one to pull the older hand towards the seesaw.

"how much weight are you?" ask satria. Mayla cringing.

"what's the business"

"come quickly so that I can make sure you sit where you will" Satria said immediately.

"42" answered Mayla. Satria then pulled Mayla on the left seesaw stand while he climbed on the right. Along with that Mayla lifted apparently the weight of her stepbrother was much heavier than her.

"your feet and hands are healed?" ask satria. while playing the seesaw.he raises his leg to realize the moment of force he learned in physics subjects.

"lumayan, you?" ask Mayla, please,

"dry...you know why I brought you to this game?" Mayla shook her head.

"because this game is about my physical repetition" replied the younger. Mayla nodded her head because she did not put her curiosity about the physics that Satria meant just now.Truthfully she was very tired if only she did not promise her step-brother candidate, he said, maybe now he has disappeared from the world to pick up the dream world.

"i will change your money later ka" said Satria, Mayla shook her head.

"no need, just save your money for your bright future" Mayla said.

the two would-be stepparents, apparently not yet aware of the whirl of fate that attracts the two to meet. because the two are unaware of the awkwardness when they meet, the disagreement last night and more importantly the closeness. since when are they that close?. playing seesaw at night? please wake them up reminding them that they are two strangers who have met fate.