I Love A King
The Injured Heart

*Niao Ying Party

I ran into the house with a very sad heart, why should she behave like that to me, what is my fault with her? Now I can no longer try to please Brother.

This kind of mood really makes me want to be alone.

Don't know how to break it.

That afternoon I just kept quiet in the room, I didn't want to meet anyone, until in the afternoon, I wanted to go see Brother, but Brother wasn't there.

Finally I walked alone in the park until it started to dark, suddenly it rained heavily, I took shelter in the hut around the park.

The cold rain and wind made my heart even sadder, remembering all that had happened to me.

I want to go home.but I can't, I miss papa and mama.

Because the mood that never improved I also began to walk slowly and ran in the rain while crying, because the slippery road accidentally I fell and my knee was injured, he said, because the wound on my knee did not hurt as much as I did, I just sat there and cried again.

What am I really crying about, isn't such a tool possible to make again? Why am I so sad? Why is this sadness mixed?

at that moment someone was standing in front of me, that person was General Yu, he just kept quiet and approached me. Then he wanted to take me home. But I was so angry with her, I refused her and with hateful eyes I looked at her and I stood alone as I walked away from her.

All the way home I didn't look back even though I knew he was following me from behind.

Up in front of the road where I was, I saw Servant Lee, she stood with an umbrella worried that she who saw me, immediately approached me who was soaked with injured knees.

‘’Nona...’’ With face wants to cry he called me.

Waiter Lee then brought me in before entering he looked at General Yu and I looked at him. I saw him standing still with a soaked body, I don't know what he was thinking. Then Waiter Lee took me in because my body was cold.

Waiter Lee took care of me, cleaned the wound on my knee and bathed me in warm water and after she was ready she told me to rest.

Waiter Lee did not ask anything.

Seeing her so still I was curious and asked.

‘’Are you mad at me? Because I came out without telling you?’’

‘’No Miss, servant mana dare to be angry, I only worry about Miss.’’

‘’I'm sorry I worried you.

Earlier I intended to go look for Brother, but he is not in place.’’

‘’Nona need not apologize with servant, I know what happened and I can understand the feelings of Miss.’’

‘’How can you know?’’

‘’General Yu told me himself, he feels guilty to Miss.’’

‘’It's over, I don't want to remember anymore, I'm tired and want to rest.’’

‘’Good Miss break yes, don't think about it again.’’

‘’Oh yaa.. You know where you are going?’’

‘’Tadi afternoon Big Miss brought additional soldiers following General Meng and Crown Prince.’’

‘’Additional warriors?’’

‘’Ya Miss, I overheard General Yu and General Meng's conversation last night, after the incident of people getting into the book room, General Meng got a report that the army headquarters of the western part of the palace was also attacked and I heard that moaning was the people who lived there and because of the many preparations to eat soldiers who were robbed, he said, so today Brother brought additional soldiers and also supplies to eat for them there.’’

Waiter Lee saw that I was confused to hear such an incident and continued.

All the western King's family was massacred without any 1 left and I was only eight years old back then.’’

‘’Not just an accusation, is the western kingdom there making an attack?’’

‘’Heard a story from Big Miss, at that time there was a misunderstanding. But the incident that night there was an attack on the western kingdom's border with the capital and coincidentally the King of the west was also arrested at the border.

Until now it has been 10 years the Emperor left the western kingdom without a leader, because according to the prophecy, whoever is the leader in their western kingdom will always carry out a rebellion against the Emperor.’’

‘’Poor yes people there.’’

‘’Ya Miss, so I am grateful even though I am not a descendant of nobility, at least I work to serve the General's family.

Here safe and able to live well, unlike the people of the western kingdom who are uncertain will live their.’’

Hearing the story from Servant Lee, I should be grateful to be the Miss she has always served as Servant.

‘’Good Miss break yes now.’’

Because I was so tired I fell asleep…

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I saw the river again the water was flowing very fast and I saw the man again, his face was not clear, there was a woman standing next to him, I noticed the woman's face was similar to mine, then he pushed the woman into the river with the rushing water, after he pushed her he kept looking at me with a wicked laugh.

I screamed in fear until I woke up, and I had another nightmare.

The soldier guarding outside immediately entered and asked.

‘’Nona what happened?’’

‘’I'm fine, I just had a bad dream.’’

After that the soldier came out and I went on to sleep, I who was very tired was asleep again.

* Part General Yu

She don't know where? once again I was very worried, as well as seen from the face of Servant Lee.

I told Waiter Lee that if I made a mistake today, when I told her, Waiter Lee was angry with me.

But how else, now that people are gone and we have to look for it, what happened has happened.

The day was getting darker, the sky was getting dark as if it was going to rain heavily, I rushed to look for it.

I looked all over the place and I couldn't find it anywhere.

The rain started falling more and more and more, I didn't give up, I had to take it home, this was all my fault.

Running and walking and running and then I kept going until I passed the road to the park, I saw him sitting in the middle of the road crying with injured knees, I approached him and meant to carry him home.

But he rejected me with a hateful look, he stood up and continued walking without looking at me again, what else could I say other than silence, wrong is wrong, what else can be said.

I followed him from behind with the intention of escorting him and ensuring his safety. If he knew my heart was also very sick.

After I made sure he was safe I went back to my place, venting the sadness by practicing the sword in the rain, guilt and anger at myself, until I got down on my knees and screamed as much as I could vent this feeling.