I Love A King
Starting a New Sheet

Not long to wait, then General Yu came. Then I pulled her hand and told her to sit in front of the birthday cake that I had decorated with candles.

He just smiled looking at all that and maybe he felt a little strange then he asked.

"What's all this for? isn't this the cake we made this afternoon?"

"I'm celebrating your birthday."

Then with a little embarrassment I sang a happy birthday song.

She smiled happily, while listening and looking at me singing, I actually felt that look was somewhat different, but I didn't want to think much.

After I finished singing, I told her to blow out the candles.

"Blow the candle."

"Harrr.r....." He looks confused.

"Blow the candle." I replied with a smile seeing her a little misbehaving.

"Ohhh..." Then he blew out the candle.

"It's a gift from the Prince."

Then he laughed a little and said.

"It's not a gift but he owes me because he's ruined mine."

"Ohhh.so he's using me."

"You're just so aware." While he was laughing at me.

"It turns out cold-hearted people like you can laugh too."

Suddenly I saw him pensive for a moment.

"What are you thinking?"

"I still remember when I was a kid, every time I had my birthday, my mom would take me to the market to play fireworks, even though my dad wouldn't let us out, but me and mom always come out secretly."

"So where are they now?"

He was silent, it seems that my question made him sad. Then to dilute the atmosphere, I apply the cream again to his face.

He replied to me and to avoid me ran away from it, but he chased after me and pulled my hand. Then he took me to the market, we bought fireworks and we played together so happily.

There was a kind of feeling of security and comfort with him, even though Big Brother's death I couldn't accept and I still blamed myself. But my life still needs to go on.

"Look at you daydream again, if you miss the Great Miss then tomorrow I will take you away to visit her grave"

I didn't know where Brother was at the tomb until now, so when I heard that I was very happy.

Smiling at him I nodded my head.

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Morning arrived, as promised we also went to visit the tomb of Brother by riding a horse.

Upon arrival there we met a stranger.he was the Crown Prince, he also visited the grave of Brother.

He looked at me with a sad face and I looked at him. And without saying anything, he left.

I tried not to be sad and cry, then knelt in front of Brother's grave.

"Sister, I'm sorry, thank you for the life you've given me, I promise to live well."

I stroked Big Brother's tombstone and I can no longer hold back the crying. General Yu persuaded me and gave me his shoulder to lean on.

When we try to open our hearts, everything will improve, trying to forgive myself, being grateful for life. All bad things can become memories.

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6 Months passed, my relationship with General Yu became more and more intimate even though we were not a couple but he took care of me a lot.

Every day I spend time learning archery with Prince and General Yu until I am very proficient, even I can ride my own horse.

I am still learning how to use the sword.

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Today is my mood, and the weather is very good.

The prince came to challenge me to shoot.

"Today I will win."

Then General Yu ridiculed him.

"You lose every time you fight, how can you beat a girl."

"I'm giving up doesn't mean losing."

I laughed hearing that too.

"Look at him laughing at you." General Yu replied with a mocking face.

Even the prince who did not accept me started to take me on a match. Like every time the Prince loses again.

General Yu looked at the Prince and only shook his head and I could only smile.

Suddenly...

"It turns out my sister-in-law is very good at archery."

"General Meng." I am so happy to welcome him home.

He looked a little thin but it seemed like his mood had already started to improve.

"It looks like the Prince should train even more diligently."

The Prince answered.

"Well, I admit defeat."

"You have to admit it from the beginning." General Yu mocked him again.

Me and General Meng just laughed.

"Xiao Ying continues to learn, just like your Big Brother, he is also very good at archery, not even I am on par with him."

"I want to be like Big Brother proficient at anything."

Brother is a female warrior he trains archery warriors. But since Brother no one forced the soldiers to be trained by the other warrior chief.

Hearing me say so General Meng smiled as he nodded his head.

"General Yu let me have something to say."

General Meng and General Yu left. The Prince showed me and taught me his swordsmanship.

Amidst me training with the Prince suddenly the Crown Prince came, after 6 months of never seeing him now he suddenly came.

He stopped us from training and then he pulled my hand and said.

"Someone I want to talk to." He said with a face that was no longer as cheerful as it used to be.

"Where are you taking him?" The prince tried to stop.

"It's okay, Prince, I'll be right back."

Hearing me say so the Prince let him take me.

He pulled me away from the crowd of soldiers who were training, then started saying.

"Wait for me, give me a chance to keep my promise to you."

"What does His Majesty mean, I do not understand."

"I will make you my Empress as I promised, wait until I ascend to the throne as Emperor then I can take you beside me."

"I'm sorry, Your Majesty, I don't dare to talk about personal matters, I still have to practice, please Your Majesty understand."

"I don't want you to talk to me like this, can't we be like we used to?"

"Sorry Your Majesty if there is nothing else please resign."

I tried to keep my distance and be polite with a Crown Prince. When I wanted to leave she pulled my hand again and continued to hold me.

"Do you know that every day my heart suffers so much, I miss you so much."

I slowly pushed him down.

"Understand that we cannot return to the way we used to be, I will not be the Empress or even the concubine who lives in the Palace with you. I realize with my position, I beg you to come back and defend the position of Crown Prince well, there will be many lives that will depend on you."

"Have you loved anyone else? you must not love others and only I can have you, I will not let you go."

With a very serious face he said so and left.

I don't know since when he turned out to be so, it feels like I don't know him anymore.

I'll never come back to her not because I love other people, but we're not meant to be together.