
*Niao Ying Party
I don't know what happened when I woke up I was already in the visiting room with Waiter Lee.
My body is very, very sick everything is full of wounds.
"Why am I here?"
"The Emperor has forgiven Miss."
"really?"
"Yes, Miss get some rest now, after we get better we're going home."
I saw Servant Lee crying, then I asked in a very weak voice.
"Why are you crying?
"Hamba is sad to see this Miss."
"It's okay now."
Waiter Lee was still crying like she was hiding something.
"Why are you still crying?did something happen?"
"Ti.no...Miss, you better get back to rest."
"I know you must be hiding something from me."
"No, now the lady will continue to rest."
"Servant Lee, where's Brother?is he coming? tell him not to worry, I'll be fine."
Waiter Lee who heard my question was silent and still crying, at that time I began to suspect.
"Surely something has happened please don't hide it from me."
"Large lady...."
"What happened to her?"
"He's...
"Did something happen to her?"
With the crying that became more and more I urged him, then Servant Lee also told the truth.
"The Great Lady will be put to death this afternoon."
"No. It's impossible, how could it happen."
"The Great Lady went to ask the Emperor to release you but the Emperor is unlikely to let you go, so the Great Miss replaced her with his life."
I was crying, what should I do now?
"No. This must not happen, it is my fault, how can I let Big Brother bear it, I must go to meet the Emperor now, I must speak to him."
"Miss, it's already impossible, even General Meng has gone to try it, but the Emperor doesn't want to see him either."
"Where is my brother now?"
"He's in jail."
"Then please take me away to see Brother."
"The Big Lady herself ordered not to meet anyone."
What should I do now.
"No. I must see the Emperor."
I no longer care how hurt I am or if Servant Lee is trying to prevent me. I immediately ran to the Emperor's place and shouted from the outside.
"Emperor.please forgive my brother, I'm guilty, please don't punish my brother.
Emperor I beg of you.I beg you.just punish me."
Shouting like no matter what the Emperor cared, until I knelt in front of the Emperor's room, so that he would feel sorry for me and want to see me.
I still kept shouting even though no matter Kan, I should have met the Emperor, I should have saved Brother.
"Emperor please.I beg you..."
I shouted until the voice was weak plus the rain was falling more and more and more afternoon, which meant that the execution period would soon arrive but the Emperor did not want to see me either.
I didn't give up, even though to the death I had to kneel I had to save Brother.
"Xiao Ying, kneel down until whenever it is useless, the Emperor has already made his decision, this way you only injure yourself."
"No, I don't care anymore about myself right now I can't give up, I have to save Brother."
The prince just looked at me sadly with a body soaked in rain so heavy.
"Prince, can't you help me plead with your father."
The prince helplessly looked at me who continued to beg and plead.
"Aren't you a prince and he's your father, surely he'll hear you."
But the Prince only kept silent with a sad and regretful face. He could only leave without answering anything.
I can no longer expect a Prince or anyone. But I still can't give up, if I give up I'll never see Brother again, even the birthday cake I want to make for him I haven't had time to make.
Behind this sadness, in my heart I cannot lie, where is he? and is he okay? Why didn't he come to help me?
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The rush of rain made it hard for me to open my eyes but I could still see someone I knew standing looking at me from a distance, I saw her in her red wedding dress and standing in the rain, but her face looked so sad.
When I saw him I felt a little bit of hope, but slowly I saw him rewind his steps, step by step then he left.
In my heart I understood, I could only silently swallow all this, I did not blame him, the one who should have been blamed was me, Then suddenly I felt someone standing beside me, protecting me from the rain.
It turned out that he was General Yu, I never thought that he was the one currently standing in the rain with me and protecting me with his robe. When the execution bell sounded, it was a sign that the execution had been completed.
At that moment I was crying, screaming and rebelling until I had no more energy and I felt my eyes blur and everything darkened.
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Slowly I opened my eyes, at this time I wish everything was just a dream, I had woken up and was in my room, I wish I didn't wake up again, I wanted to feel like I was dead.
I want to go back to my world, here it is so terrible, I cannot accept this very frightening punishment.
Then suddenly Servant Lee came in.
"Your lady is finally awake."
Seeing me so weak Servant Lee said again.
"Miss has been unconscious for 2 days."
I didn't answer, I just wanted to die in my heart. I have no spirit of life anymore.
All I want right now is Brother.
In my heart I said "Sister forgive me."
Looking at me who was silent, Servant Lee did not ask anymore and she left. Maybe he understands and maybe he's angry too, yes I'm angry with myself.
I'm so sorry that even the last honor I couldn't give, even the last day I met and talked to him he still warned me about the Crown Prince, but I didn't listen to him once.
All day long I just stay and daydream in my room and sometimes cry, I don't even have appetite.
Every time I blame myself.
Waiter Lee who saw me like this she was worried too, she always came to try to persuade me.
I am alive but I am dead.
Oh my God, I want to go home, please don't punish me like this, I'm back in my world.
Then suddenly I remembered the river where I had been found. Maybe I can go back and find my way back there.
Then without a second thought I immediately ran to it, up to the river, I jumped in, I kept diving to see if there was a way home.
But once again the rushing water made me helpless, until I who no longer cared about the danger, unexpectedly drifted away by the river water.
The rushing water made me unable to cry out for help, repeatedly drowning and occasionally trying to swim against the current, but no matter how I tried, I still could not fight the current of the river.
Until I finally started to limp and start resigned, I closed my eyes and drowned, but suddenly someone jumped in and pulled me out of the water.