I Love A King
Early Treason

Ryan and I haven't seen each other for a month because he's out of town to do his job and today is Saturday, which happens to be the feast of mooncakes.

Today Ryan came home from out of town, I miss him and can't wait to see him.

Ryan and I are of Chinese descent so our family will celebrate the mooncake Festival by gathering with their families first.

Finally we made a pact to meet and have dinner together at 7pm.

Ryan said he'd come to pick me up.

Actually today Tina called me, she's meeting me later tonight, she said there's something important she wants to say, but I said I made an appointment with Ryan, so the meeting's delayed tomorrow night.

Thought me in the heart...

Ermmmm... roughly what does he want to convey huh? maybe he wants to know his girlfriend.

I don't feel like the time has pointed towards dinner, I'm ready and and can't wait to meet him, we haven't seen each other for a month, who would not miss if one month did not meet the people you love very much.

But why not come too, not usually he will be late like this.

‘’Ryan hasn't arrived yet?" ask mama.

‘’Ya ma I called not answered this."

‘’Maybe jammed on the road, another person bring a car do not on the phone continue yes..later he does not focus, wait a moment again also come...has an agreement right?"

‘’Ya ma."

My reply was a little upset waiting.

I still wait and wait like a fool, sometimes mama always comes asking questions and does not feel the time has pointed to 8 pm.

The person I was waiting for did not come even though we had a 7pm agreement, he was 1 hour late and there was no news, the phone was not answered. Because I was worried so I called her house and her mom answered the phone.

‘’Hello..tante, this is Vanie...Ryanya is?"

‘’Oh...Vanie, Ryan wasn't there, it was 5 in the afternoon he was out."

‘’Ryan said where not to go aunt?"

‘’No, just saw her rush out, or you tried to call her again."

‘’I've called aunt but not answered."

‘’Mang why Vanie, you guys fight ya?"

‘’No aunt, we made a dinner, but Ryan hasn't come yet."

‘’Aduh ni son has already made a deal even so do not love the news, kasian you wait."

‘’Udah aunt is okay, later if Ryan has come home sayin I find him yes."

‘’Ok, aunty will say it's the same with him."

‘’Feasy aunt."

Then I hang up.

Actually it is not usually Ryan is late and does not give any news like this, usually he is always on time. I'm worried, but what can I do? besides just being able to wait and hear the explanation later.

I have to think positively, just hope nothing happens to him, even though I know he did not come, but in my heart still wait.

After waiting so long with my stomach that began to feel hungry I finally gave up waiting for him.

I took the car out of the garage and I decided to go out on my own to find food.

I'm in front of my favorite fried rice restaurant. I parked the car and I had not had time to turn off the engine and get out of the car I saw Ryan along with a woman I knew very well, they came out of the Hotel next to the Restaurant.

They look friendly and join hands.

My heart is broken but I try to think positive.

I got out of the car and I got to them.

They were both shocked when they saw me and very quickly Ryan immediately released the hand of my best friend who was in a friendly hand since.

I try to stay calm.

why don't you tell me if you can't come?

why are you with Tina?

why are you guys fighting?"

In a slow tone I asked

They were silent without answering my question with a still confused face Ryan replied.

‘’Sorry me."

That was the only answer that came out of his mouth.

While my best friend Tina was still silent and lowered her head.

That apology is an explanation I don't need to ask anymore.

Destroyed as broken, disappointed, sad, angry.

What else can I do but just cry.

Tina who saw me start crying immediately came hugging me and apologized.

But I was already disgusted by him.

"Vanie, I can clear everything."

"What else do you want to explain? everything was clear before my eyes.

You're my best friend, even I already consider you like my own brother."

"I'm sorry.a."

Tina started crying and apologized.

Then I asked Tina.

"Is this an important thing you want to get to, right?

will you please tell me how I can accept all this? what's my fault with you?"

They haven't answered all my questions yet, so I set my foot out of it and left them.

I tried to calm down, even though Ryan and Tina kept calling along the way.

What else do they want?

I don't know how long they've been doing this to me.

In my heart I keep asking myself?

what wrong? why are they so brave? my boyfriend and best friend did that to me. What else did they get out of the hotel, what did they do?

I can only cry so much.

I have never loved anyone to this extent, I love Ryan more than I love myself, I love my best friend like my own brother.

In the end I did not expect that I would be hurt like this and I was betrayed by my own boyfriend and best friend.

What wrong? What wrong? why so hearty?

What am I supposed to do now? my chest is tight, my tears can't stop flowing.

God help me, it hurts so much.

I can't accept all this, how should I try to accept it?

This sadness made me no longer realize how far I had taken my car.

At high speed I could no longer control him.

On the dark road, I saw the light of another car driving from the front and I realized at that moment I could not stop my car anymore, then I just let go and I closed my eyes.

Everything's dark...