I Love A King
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* Crown prince part

My mind is so messed up, I can't sleep because wherever I go and whatever I do, there's always a shadow.

I better vent this taste by drinking until morning.

Then not knowing why I suddenly felt like visiting brother xiao ying's grave, I wanted to tell her that I really loved her sister.

Riding on a horse, I set out on my own. With a very sad heart I arrived and then I knelt down and poured wine in front of his grave.

"Still remember you, once we and General Meng, General Yu and the soldiers, we celebrated a victory together. At that time the four of us had a drinking match and in the end we were 3 men who were drunk and admitted defeat.

General Meng loves you so much, that sometimes I feel jealous and want to also get a partner and love each other like you.

I beg you to forgive me for failing to protect him. Let me be with Xiao ying with your blessing. I know our love has sacrificed you, but I really love her and want to be with her.

Did I love your sister wrong?"

Finished revealing my heart, then as I stood wanting to leave, I saw Xiao Ying with General Yu coming also to visit the tomb, I knew all along that he had been very close to General Yu, but mine is mine, no one will ever be able to take it away from me, if I can't forget you, then I promise to have you back.

…

It's been 6 months, even though I've never forgotten her and my promise to her.

I don't care about the gossip spread throughout the palace that I never came to visit and touch the wife that my father chose for me.

They said my wife was very sorry, but did anyone come to pity me?

How can I be with someone I don't love.

I only want her, I also know the truth by becoming Emperor then I will have the power to have her back, I can make her my empress, my only Empress.

…

*Back to 2 days ago

When I was down like this, someone came to understand my feelings, he was King Han, my Uncle.

Tonight Uncle invited me to meet outside the palace and I went to see him.

‘’Uncle why want to meet secretly here?’’

"Is there anyone following you?"

"No Uncle, I've been very careful."

"Alright, Uncle won't spend any time lingering here.

Uncle plans a better future for you, compared to your father who does not care about your feelings.’’

‘’Not so Uncle, I understand father wants even greater power support.’’

‘’Oh yaaaa..then do you love your wife?’’

I was silent to hear my uncle ask that.

‘’Look at you, you are the Crown Prince, since childhood you are independent and never asked for anything, but your father is outrageous, a girl you love is not he can he bless.’’

I was silent thinking there was a point said Uncle, why is father so to me.

‘’Why are you silent? don't you want to be with the girl you love?’’

‘’To protect it of course you must have great strength first and you what strength is it?’’

‘’Mean uncle?’’

''That's exactly what Uncle means, if you become Emperor then you can make that girl Empress.’’

‘’But now I am the Crown Prince, someday father will give his position to me too.’’

‘’Of course, sooner or later, it's just a matter of time, but try you think, how much longer should you wait? can the girl wait? are you willing for him to belong to someone else?’’

‘’No, he should not be in the possession of others, only I can have him.’’

‘’Then you know what you should do?’’

‘’But uncle, I'm afraid, if this time fails then life is the bet.’’

‘’I am not telling you to revolt at this time, if the Emperor dies sooner then, sooner also you will have what you want.’’

‘’I also cannot possibly kill father.’’

‘’I also did not tell you to kill him with your own hands, take this medicine, find a way to put it into the Emperor's food.

‘’But Uncle, he is my father how can I do this to him.’’

‘’Do you forget how he has the heart with you and even he wants to kill your mother as well as the girl you love it, this drug will not directly kill him.’’

"Right Uncle said, father was so brave of me, then I better be the Emperor.

I will let my father rest well, he is tired of leading this country, let me take his place."

‘’Go, do what I tell you, Uncle did this because Uncle loves you.

I can't bear to see you suffer like this. You do not fear, Uncle always supports you, will not Uncle let anyone block your steps.’’

After that Uncle left by riding his Horse and I also immediately went from there, I seemed to get courage because there was an uncle who supported me.

Alright, Xiao Ying wait for me in a moment, it will be very quickly we can be together again.

Forgive me father, you are the one who forced me.

Arriving at the palace, I immediately gave the medicine to the Servant who cooked the Emperor's meal, actually the servant was on my side, so I could very easily make use of it.

Actually my father was already unwell, with this medicine slowly being able to deliver it faster, I helped him reduce his suffering.

...

After starting to carry out the plan with Uncle, even then I went to see Xiao Ying, I heard from the Prince now that he is very good at archery. He is also good at riding horses. I miss him so much.

I went to look for him at the training ground, he was pitting a sword with the Prince, he seems to have started to cheer up again.

I told him to be patient waiting for me.

But I was so disappointed after meeting him, he already showed a different attitude to me. Even he rejected me, all this happened because I couldn't protect him.

But first, I'll show him that I can rule and protect him, I won't let him love anyone else. He can only be mine and love me.

I'll never let him go, I'll have him back like he used to. I know General Yu likes it and I will remove every roadblock.