
Not felt a month passed, today Ansel had to go to their hometown to check directly the work there. Actually Ansel wanted to invite Clara, as well as to visit Clara's parents' house but he refused. Clara chose to stay because she was still afraid of people's scorn about them.
"Honey, what if you just come with me to the city, after all we can all visit your old house" said Ansel offer.
"I. I seem to be waiting for you here, I still feel uncomfortable with my surroundings because of the trauma with their scorn" Clara said.
"But you sure it doesn't matter if I have to leave you here for a few weeks? It's me who's worried about leaving you alone" Ansel said, stroking Clara's hair.
"It's okay Ansel, I'll be fine here. Besides, the environment around here is safe, so you don't have to worry about me" Clara replied with a smile.
Finally Ansel complied with Clara's request as long as it made her comfortable. Tonight, Clara helps Ansel to prepare the items he will bring to the city and put them in a suitcase. It was actually quite heavy for Ansel to leave Clara. Suddenly, Ansel kissed Clara's lip, which surprised her.
"Geez, why did you suddenly kiss me?" clara was surprised.
"You're still often surprised if I give a surprise like this" Ansel chuckled.
"It's not funny, you always tease me" Clara said.
"Don't be so angry, honey. As long as I'm gone the next few weeks you'll definitely miss my kiss" Ansel teased.
"Stop teasing me, Ansel or I'll throw this pillow in your face" Clara said with a laugh.
The next day, Clara drove Ansel to her front yard. Ansel prefers to go to the city using his personal car. Unceasingly Ansel kissed Clara's cheek, making her blush in shame. Within seconds, the sound of Ansel's car driving away left their yard.
Clara went into her room and threw her body on the bed. His eyes looked out the window, looking at the beautiful scenery out there. But his heart suddenly felt lonely after Ansel left, but only a few minutes ago.
"God, this house is so completely deserted without Ansel" murmured Clara.
After Ansel left, Clara felt lonely. Finally she remembered Mira, her best friend. Clara immediately grabbed her phone and searched Mira's number and called her best friend. Meanwhile, Mira is at a coffee shop because she just met her client.
Tut…
"Halo Clara," came a noise from across the phone.
"Mira! I miss you so much, how are you doing there?" ask Clara.
The two eventually exchanged stories. Mira is happy to hear Clara is comfortable with their new home. He even wanted to stop by Clara's new house. And Mira also tells Clara that no one talks about bad things anymore about Clara and Ansel.
"Thank God if you're happy to be there, but just so you know there are no more people talking about your relationship with Ansel" Mira said.
"really? After all, since I moved here, I have never opened social media again, I feel calm now" said Clara.
"Then if you don't want to come back here, the situation here has improved" asked Mira.
Clara was happy to hear that but she still wanted to settle into her new home. Mira understood that, and she supported whatever her best friend's decision was.
"Yes, even though the situation there has improved, but still I do not want to go back there and decide to really settle in this place" said Clara.
"Alright, it doesn't matter maybe later if there is free time I will visit there," said Mira.
"really? I'd love it if you were here" Clara said enthusiastically.
Apparently Clara had her own reasons why she did not want to return to her hometown. The trauma that settles in him makes him afraid if he has children and become a victim of scorn from the surrounding people. Clara is worried that her son will get scorned because of their past.
"Wait, talk about my son so I remember something, are you pregnant?" ask Mira curiously.
"What's? Ah, no I'm not pregnant yet, why did I suddenly ask that?" clara.
"It's okay, I'm just making sure" Mira said.
Suddenly Clara turned to the dresser. On the dresser there is a calendar that he usually marks when the moon comes. But for this month, he has not circled the calendar come the month, because he has been diligent almost a month. Then after that, it sounded excited to say that this month he has not menstruated.
"Jeez Mira!" clara shouted that contained Mira was surprised.
"What's wrong? Don't make me panic!" sahut Mira was surprised.
"I just remembered that this month is coming late!" clara.