I'm Not Dead, My Husband
Lean Place

"Mas, please don't do that to me mas, don't do that, I love you so much that's why I'm doing all those lies."

"This isn't love, Inara? If you love me, you'll never do this to me! You won't hurt the people you love!"

"But I want to live with you, ma'am. Please forgive me, give me a chance to correct all my attitudes."

"Chance you say? Are all the opportunities I've always given you not enough? I've given you plenty of opportunities to change, Inara! But you're still a selfish woman! Even you always accuse me of all your prejudices! Moreover, you have made such a huge mistake to me! Sorry Inara, until whenever my decision remains the same, I will divorce you as soon as possible! A household that from the beginning was filled with drama and lies that would never work, Inara! Excuse me!"

Rayhan then stepped out of the house, but Inara hugged her body very tightly while resting behind her.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS INARA!!"

"Please don't do this, don't leave me for the second time mas."

"You should have realized, I'm doing this because of you, you've dared to do such a big lie to your own husband, Inara!"

"Don't I tell you that I did it because I wanted to be with you, and if I didn't pretend to be pregnant, would you come back to me? You're gonna leave me, aren't you? You'll definitely go to London alone and leave me here."

"Then, after you pretended to be pregnant, did I also remain beside you? I'm so sick of seeing you now, Inara! Just so you know it's not like it's a way to make a man fall in love with you, if you want a man to love you please improve your attitude, please, how can a man fall in love with you if you always display your selfish and childish nature, now please let me go, even though now you can prevent me from going and staying here, my decision will remain the same: divorce you. Remember Inara, as hard as you can, you hold my body but my heart will never be for you! Again I tell you, my heart will never be for you!"

Hearing Rayhan's words, Inara slowly let go of his embrace, her chest was getting up and down holding back the emotions that were so rumbling after hearing Rayhan's words.

"Well, if that's what you want, I'd rather just die so you're satisfied!" inara then ran towards the kitchen to pick up a knife. Seeing Inara's behavior, Rayhan just smiled.

"Do as you please, Inara! Please die if it's your choice, until whenever I'll never care about you again!" rayhan said he rushed out of his house and got into his car and drove

While Inara can only mourn Rayhan's departure.

"Why would you do something like this to me, mom? I love you so much and don't want to lose you, when everything I've done to get you, but why does it always end up like this? But I haven't given up, I still have a way to stay your wife again, mas."

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Rayhan rushed to park his car and got out of the car in such a hurry.

"I'm sorry Amanda, I'm sorry I left you so long" Rayhan said as she walked into Amanda's nursery. But when he arrived in front of the treatment room, Rayhan suddenly felt so nervous.

'Geez, why am I so nervous?' rayhan murmured then exhaled his long breath.

"This must be because I still feel so angry, calm down Rayhan, calm yourself." Rayhan opened the door to the treatment room.

FLECKISH

'She's asleep, ' Rayhan murmured as he stepped his foot toward Amanda. Seeing Amanda's sleeping face looking so peaceful, Rayhan smiled.

'Why does my heart feel so peaceful when I see you fall asleep, my sleeping daughter.' murmured Rayhan again then turned his body and walked towards the sofa.

"Have you come?" greeting a voice that made Rayhan turn his body back.

"I thought you were asleep."

Amanda then shook her head with a smile. "Is your business done, Ray?"

Rayhan nodded with a smile, then moved his legs back to Amanda and then sat on the chair beside Amanda's bed.

"I'm sorry if I left you too long."

"It's okay, you take it easy, I'm fine."

"Have you had dinner?" rayhan asked as he glanced at Amanda's food that was still intact. Amanda just smiled.

"Gosh, Amanda. I'm sorry, now I'm just gonna have to answer ya."

"No, I wasn't hungry yet."

"But you have to eat, Amanda. Come on now I'm going to steam. Quickly open your mouth."

"I remember my mom."

"Mama?"

"Yes, Mama Vera, Abimana's mother. She's so kind and caring to me, she loves me just as much as you do."

"Dream like me?"

"Oh.. E.. I'm sorry, I mispronounced, that's not what I meant. I mean you're so good as mama."

"And love you so much Amanda, like your mama. Now you better finish your food and take the medicine."

"Yes," Amanda replied with a smile, she then ate feed after mouthful of food until finally the food ran out.

"Smart kid, you finish your food fast."

"You think I'm still a kid?"

Rayhan was smiling. "Take that, now you'd better sleep, you'll have a lot of rest."

"I just woke up and I'm not sleepy yet, why do you always tell me to sleep?"

"So you want me to accompany you to watch cartoons with you?" Amanda nodded as well.

"All right, my sleeping princess. Let's watch cartoons together."

Hearing Rayhan's words, Amanda then looked at him while frowning.

"Sleeping princess?"

"Oh yeah.. Emm.. E.. I mean I thought you were gonna watch a cartoon princess sleep."

"You're all there, Ray," Amanda said, chuckling. Rayhan was just smiling while looking at the face of Amanda who now looks so cheerful to see the cartoon show in front of her.

'Your joy is so inversely proportional to the pain I am now experiencing, ' Rayhan murmured, that without her noticing tears began to pour down her face, at that moment Amanda also turned her head and saw Rayhan who was wiping away her tears.

"You crying, Ray? What exactly happened to you?"

"No Amanda, don't think about it."

"Did your heart hurt so much?"

"It's okay, Amanda. I'm fine."

"You don't do that, Rayhan. I'm your friend, aren't you always there for me? Now that I'll always be there for you, if you need a friend to talk just say your complaint, I'll be a good listener for you, if you need a place to lean, you can hug.. " However before Amanda finished her words suddenly Rayhan was already hugging her while shedding her tears.

"You want to be a friend who hears me complain?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"You want to be the place to lean when I'm sad?"

"Yes. What's it like so much Ray? Cry as much as you do Rayhan, cry as much as you, I will be your place to lean."

"Thank you Amanda" replied Rayhan.

At that moment, Rayhan's phone suddenly rang.

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