I'm Not Dead, My Husband
Love

"Why? Why don't you lose me? Didn't you just know me? My family just wants me dead. Inara please don't ever do that, let me serve the sentence that has been sentenced for me. "

"I just got to know you but you mean so much to me, you could even say you're everything to me right now."

"You don't joke, Inara."

"I'm not kidding, Abimana. Even though you can't be free but at least we can live a life together, it makes me happy."

"What do you mean, Inara? I really don't understand what you're saying."

"Consider yourself, Abimana. I'm not going to talk about any of that because what's important to me right now is your will, your willingness to file a review."

"Until every time I don't want to do that, Inara" Abimana said. He then began to move from his seat. But when Abhimana was about to step foot, suddenly Inara held his arm.

"I'm sorry I've taken your hand. But please look at me just once, are you not aware that all the attention I've given you is different from what I did to the other inmates."

Abimana looked at Inara who was now starting to shed tears. He then approached Inara again and sat down in front of her.

"Why are you crying? Why are you crying because of me? I'm nothing to you, why do you have to be like this, Inara? I don't deserve to be pitied by you."

"Abimana, this is not a pity. Aren't you aware of all the attitudes I've shown you? Did you never understand all my attention to you?"

"Why indeed? You're so good to me, you're such a good friend, Inara."

"Not that, Abimana! Don't you feel like I've given you all the more attention? It's because I love you, Abimana! Listen to me, I love you and I don't want you to be put to death because I still want to be with you! Even though you will still serve your sentence for a very long time or even your whole life is enough for me, the most important thing is that I can still be with you."

"Please don't be a fool, Inara. Can't you think straight until you fall in love with a human like me? Look at you beautiful and smart, you can get a much better man than me! A man who has a bright future and can make you happy, Inara!"

"There's no way Inara, I've been sentenced to death, we can't possibly live together."

"Don't I tell you, even if you spend the rest of your life in this prison I'll keep you company, I still want to be with you Abimana, we can still coexist even if we don't live together."

"Don't be stupid Inara! You still have a bright future! Don't waste your life on a man like me! You better forget me and learn to live this life without me!"

"So you refused my love?"

Abimana was silent. "I didn't reject you, Inara. There can be no man who can reject a beautiful and good woman like you but I do not deserve you, this life is just once, this life is, and you can't spend the rest of your life for a man like me, you deserve a man who's so much better than me!"

"Why are you so cruel to me, Abimana? You never even gave me a chance."

"Inara understood, I said all this for your good. I don't want your life to go to waste by falling in love with me, that wait isn't easy for Inara."

"Everything would be easy if we went through together. Please Abimana, just one time please. Allow me to do all this, after all if we file a review it doesn't mean your sentence will be lighter, either, you can still get a death sentence or if your sentence gets leniency you will still be sentenced to life."

"That's exactly what I'm afraid of, if I get a life sentence would you still be waiting for me?"

Inara was silent. "I'd better get the death penalty but I'm not burdening you with that love. I don't want you to spend the rest of your life with me, Inara."

Inara then looked at Abimana. "Say you don't love me."

"What do you mean Inara?"