I'm Not Dead, My Husband
Complicated

"Just tell me if I don't love me."

"Inara, please don't do that."

"Tell Abimana, tell me you don't love me. If you want to say that then I'll cancel my intention to file a review."

"I don't love you" Abimana replied, bowing her face.

"Look at me, Abimana. Look me in the eye if you don't love me" Inara said, looking at Abimana with a sharp glare. But Abimana was silent, Inara smiled wryly.

"You can't do that, right?" inara asked while frowning.

"Inara please don't force me, I can't Inara. I'm sorry I have to go now" Abimana said as she tried to get out of her seat. But Inara again blocked his arm, even with a tighter check.

"How come you haven't answered my question, actually you have feelings for me too right? There is love in your heart for me, right? Please don't lie to your feelings."

Abimana was silent.

"You can't answer anything, Abimana. All right, now I've got the answer. I know you also have feelings for me, although it's a little but it doesn't matter to me, I don't expect to get love back from you either."

"Inara please don't say that, well I admit if I admire you, whether this is called love or not but I admire you so much, you're such a good woman, your heart is also sincere in giving kindness to others, I love everything in you, Inara. But I realize who I am, I'm very inappropriate for you. After all, I'm not that old either, I don't want to have a sweet love story at the end of my life, it hurts Inara too much, it hurts too much."

"I'm just as confident as I have answered my question, and I'm still going to reconsider fighting for this love, our love even if you have to spend the rest of your life in this custody, I'll be with you, I'll be with you, Abimey."

"Foolish base" grumbled Abimana.

"Whatever you want to say, I don't care. Now tell me, who's the reporting party?"

"I turned myself in, Inara. I'm turning myself in to the cops."

"But there are still whistleblowers who you have harmed, right? Now quickly tell me who the whistleblower is?"

Abhimana then bowed, he then closed his eyes and exhaled his long breath.

"Name Amanda. Amanda Mahendrata, she's my ex-wife, owner of Mahendrata group."

Inara's heart stopped beating when she heard Abimana's words, and she covered her face with both hands. 'Oh no, ' Inara muttered, she then opened her face then looked at Abimana with a question mark.

"So you're Amanda's ex-husband? Amanda's Mas Rayhan's wife? You're Amanda's husband who made Amanda's condition so bad? You've killed your own parents, you've thrown away your real child and you traded that child for your relationship's child with your current wife's affair?"

Abimana then nodded while shedding her tears.

"Not at all my feelings remain the same. I just didn't think it was you."

"Whatchu mean? Then, how do you know all that? All about my past?"

Inara was silent.

"Where do you know all that, Inara? Even you know I threw away my real son. Did you have anything to do with them?"

Slowly Inara nodded.

"Yes, I was so close."

"Near to whom?"

"Rayhan's."

"Rayhan?" asked Abimana while frowning.

"Yes, Rayhan's got my ex-husband."

"Gosh," Abimana said as she rubbed her face rough.

"So you're Rayhan's ex-wife?"

Inara nodded her head slowly.

"Well, I'm gonna go see Amanda and Rayhan right now."

"Please don't do that, Inara."

"Whatever you say, I will still meet them" replied Inara who now began to walk away from Abimana. Abhimana could only look at Inara's departure.

"God, what does all this mean? Why should there be love before my death? Why are we found in such a situation? Found in such difficult conditions and with a woman I never expected before. The ex-wife of Rayhan, the husband of my ex-wife, is really complicated."

NOTES:

Don't forget to stop by Bed Friend, let's know Kenzo's inner conflict as an adult if you know that his real father is not Rayhan.