I'm Not Dead, My Husband
Know You?

Abimana then called one of his men.

[Hello, Reza.]

[Yes boss.]

[Please find out where that damn lawyer named Rayhan lives, that guy's a lawyer who comes to our office a lot.]

[Yes, I know he's the boss.]

[Good, do your job right now, tomorrow you should know where the address of the damn lawyer is!]

[Good boss.]

"Behold you are Rayhan, I will make a calculation with you because you have dared to mess with me" said Abimana as she*mas her stomach withstanding the pain that is now tormenting her. The cold sweat was getting more and more out of his body.

"Where's Ghea?" abiman said while looking around him.

"GHEAAA... GHEAAAAA!!!" call Abimana.

Hearing Abimana's scream, Ghea came out of Sharen's room.

"Basic, you brash man! When he teased another woman he just forgot me, now that he got his stone, he just remembered me! Basic, indeed he thinks I'm his maid, the bottom man of the land crocodile who doesn't know himself! It was the same with that woman, a stupid woman and had no self-esteem!" ghea's grumble is overheard by Vera as she enters Sharen's room.

"What did you say, Ghea?" vera asked as she passed Ghea in front of Sharen's room door.

"No ma, I didn't say anything."

"My ears can still clearly hear everything you say, Ghea. You said Abimana was flirting with another woman? Then you're jealous?"

"Yes ma, of course I'm jealous. Right now Abhimana is my husband, of course I'm jealous if he's close to another woman."

"You say so like you don't see how you are. Where do you feel as a woman? you can hurt a woman just for your ego's sake!"

"What does mama mean? Why did you suddenly say that to me?"

"Yes, look at yourself, Ghea. You used to be Abim's mistress too, right? Then now when Abimana seduces another woman you get angry too? Don't you realize that what the woman who seduced Abimana did was a reflection of you in the past? You said that woman is stupid and has no pride, right? That's who you are, stupid and have no self-respect!!"

"Mama! Why did Mom say that? Isn't your boy also guilty because he's so flamboyant that he's easily attracted to other women!"

"Ghea, you should also understand the consequences of marrying a land crocodile man like Abimana, isn't he cheating on you behind Amanda's back, it could have been done behind your back. Remember Ghea, if you take a man who already has a wife, if, you should also be prepared if one day the man betrays you because such a man can never be loyal to one woman. Do you understand?" vera said as she walked away from Ghea who now looked so angry at her.

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"Amanda, are you awake?"

"Amanda, let's have breakfast, I've ordered breakfast for us."

After waiting at the door for five minutes, Amanda's door opened. But how shocked Amanda was when she opened the door of her room, what she saw was not Rayhan but a large red rose.

"What the fuck?"

"Just put it on the table" Amanda said, then walked out of her room and left Rayhan behind to the dinner table. Rayhan was only able to breathe out a long breath and then put the flower in Amanda's room and walked out of the room towards the dining table. Rayhan then sat down next to Amanda who was enjoying her breakfast.

"Why aren't you waiting for me?"

"Why indeed? Do you mind if I eat my breakfast first?"

"No."

"Then why are you asking me that?"

"This morning I just want to bribe you."

"Feed me? I can do it myself."

"Amanda, I miss the times you just had surgery, have you forgotten how I took care of you, I miss that, Amanda."

"So you want me to go back to the hospital again?"

"No Amanda, I just miss you, miss Amanda who's always been gentle with me, I miss your smile for me."

"Oh. I'm done with Ray's breakfast, I'll wait for Word on the couch."

"Wait for Amanda."

"What else?" amanda said as she continued walking away from Rayhan towards the sofa. But when he was walking suddenly a warm embrace felt his body.

"Today the Word will not come because I told him to take a day off first."

"What did you say?"

"Amanda, I want to spend time with you today we will spend time together, please forgive me. Please forgive me, Amanda. I love you so much, do you know I love you so much, I even loved you before you knew me, do you know I started loving you when you had never seen my face? You know I've been so comfortable with you that we never even talked to each other, do you know that every day I wait for you to fall asleep and always hope that you can open your eyes when I'm next to you, and I'm the first person you see, although in the end it didn't happen but I'm happy you were able to regain consciousness from your long sleep, I was so happy when I heard you were sober, Amanda.

Rayhan then turns Amanda over and holds her face. "I loved you so much even though it was so hard to have you because at that time you were still the wife of Abimana, and I was already with Inara, too, but it turns out fate is getting us both closer. I'm sure you're destined for me, please forgive me, I'm sorry, Amanda. I love you so much."

"But why do you always give me false hope?"

"It's because I'm afraid that if I express my feelings for you, your attitude will change. I'm afraid that if my love is unrequited, I'm afraid that if you just think of me as a friend, while our relationship is also as a co-worker, especially now that we live under one roof, I'm afraid you've changed for me, Amanda."

"Didn't I code you often if I love you too."

"I'm sorry it was my fault, I was insensitive. I'm sorry Amanda. Will you forgive me?"

Amanda looked at Rayhan deeply, then slowly nodded her head with a smile.

"Yes, I forgive you."

"Thank you, thank you Amanda" Rayhan said, hugging Amanda.

"I love you so much" said Rayhan then let go of his embrace and kissed Amanda's forehead which made Amanda blush in shame. Rayhan then brought his face closer to Amanda, but he just pressed his lips suddenly the sound of a bell was heard.

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