I'm sorry Mother!
Chapters 14.

The arrival of Nadia in front of the door of the bell class immediately sounded because Nadia was a little mepet datengnnya because too long on the way, understand it not in between mothers.

"Nadia here!!" call Lusi my countryman Nadia who is waving at him.

Nadia immediately approached Lusi who was sitting alone without answering her call.

"Huh, good thing it's not too late, yes" Nadia put her bag and sat next to Luci.

"Kok tumben you just came! where have you usually been since? don't tell me you woke up?" Ask Lusi.

"No, I woke up from this morning just a little long ago went his bike because while boncengin Kasih, yes the road uphill so a bit heavy," replied Nadia.

"Well, you're not at the school anymore! tumben is very permissible," said Susi surprised.

Nadia smiled not continuing her conversation because the teacher had entered the classroom and was ready to give school lessons today, but when the teacher entered all the students did not respond, because the teacher was new.

"Assalamualaikum, good morning the children introduce me Heru Saputra you can call me Heru it's okay I'm the new teacher here who will replace Bu Septy, you know, okay, we continue later, yes now please read the prayer first!" sir Heru's orders introduce themselves.

"Waalaikumsalam, Good morning also sir welcome and welcome to work in our class sir!" all the students say hello.

Nadia as the previous class leader led a prayer for her friends and in response well by all students in the class, the prayer begins with alhamdulilah and ends with greetings, greetings, which was then sahuti by Mr. Heru.

After reading the prayer finished, Mr. Heru continued to introduce himself in conjunction with the disciples all told to introduce themselves while advancing forward one by one, then in the first learning is telling stories because it is still in the atmosphere of the new school year and there are no normal lessons so the task is only to share stories and experiences during the school holidays yesterday.

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In front of mom and dad.

Mom arrived at the stall at around 07.15 wib, the new father only until about 30 minutes ago seen from his existing groceries hanging on the motorbike, after mom parked her bike, she also brought my dad groceries.

"Assalamualaikum, father!! " call mom inside.

"Waalaikumsalam, ehh mom already got Ja, come here! just arrived or has she arrived from earlier? " ask dad.

"It's new, oh yes, this is breakfast first so that the mother who continues the work of the father," said the mother put her breakfast at the table and then prepare it for the father.

"Yes mom, thank you! are the kids going to school? is that why mom is here? " ask dad.

"Well, it's not in the school anter, is it safe mom? " ask dad again starting to worry.

"God willing to be safe father, this is also his request Nadia wants to go alone with Love! mom can what? just can doain aja hopefully until school safely, " replied the mother again passed inside to print meatballs.

"No, I'm afraid they're still small, afraid something happens and we don't know mom! " father conveyed his anxiety while eating his breakfast.

"There is a time when we have to release them to be independent, they are getting bigger is not possible if until adulthood, later the school period will be in the anter continue, what we are not as parents who bother later, "mother explained her purpose.

The original mother also has the same feeling rich dad is "worry" but how else maybe this is the time to let the children to learn to take care of themselves, he said, learning to be responsible because they always grow every day, it is definitely going to be bigger and more mature.

Father and mother have stopped talking maybe father has begun to understand what he means from mother's words, yes, the mother has a point to also allow the child to learn independently from an early age is the best decision even though there are still feelings of anxiety but we must be sure that everything will be okay.

"Yes really said our mother should get the child to be independent do nothing always in the shuttle as well, fortunately Nadia who asked for her own, so we do not have to bother persuading her, " said the father.

Mom just smiled in response to dad, because at this time the mother is printing meatballs, it has become a habit of the mother if she is working more diemnya to quickly finish her job.

"Jaudah ma'am! I want to open the stall first yes, while cleaning up in front, later I change to help mom! " said father.

"Yes! " short mother's voice.

Father also began to tidy up in it first just opened a stall, because if the gate is opened first afraid later in thought it was neat and when there are customers come the room is still a mess.

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At school.

Nadia is still writing the task given by Mr. Heru is writing a story during the school holidays yesterday, as Nadia does not want to write a story, Nadia did not want to write a story, because the experience of Nadia's story during the holidays yesterday is not fun must be different from her friends who fill the holiday time with a walk to the amusement park, zoo and much more.

But not with Nadia, during the holidays yesterday indeed the father had planned to go to the city to the place of origin where the mother was born but all was canceled because the condition of the grandmother at that time was not in good condition, he said, grandma is very sick because it is too carried away by sadness when she lives very grandfather.

Nadia's leg died when Nadia was just up to her class, at that time, my grandfather had an accident while walking to the market to buy something for his pet that will give birth because of lack of care and it may have been written that disaster happened, too, the impactor of responsibility wanted to bring grandfather to the hospital and grandfather had been unconscious for one month making all family members very desperate and sad.

Grandma who at that time was hardest hit by the condition of grandfather, and grandmother more often tortured herself by not wanting to eat rice at all, just looking at grandfather from behind the glass, IGD room only, I.G.D room only, the painstaking father and mother always persuaded the grandmother to keep maintaining health for the sake of the grandfather.

But no matter how much effort is made for one's salvation and life, there is nothing that can prevent destiny from happening because it has been written from there, every time there is a meeting there must be a separation.