I'm sorry Mother!
Chapter 56

The day had changed in the afternoon when mom was preparing vegetables for tomorrow's pecel sale and Nadia also had not left her room, father was still awake in the room while staring at the ceiling of her house.

When the magrib arrived the mother had performed the longash prayer in the room with the father, after their supper, after their prayers, there is something different this time they usually have dinner together but now eat separate father eating in the room while the mother bribe, while the mother only eats alone at the dining table without Nadia daughter

"Hmm, it seems like Nadia is still angry with me, yes, maybe I deserve to be hated and blamed, God forgive Nadia she was filthy and innocent until it was unconsciously snapping at the servant," the mother's prayer for forgiveness.

Evening has arrived all fall asleep stopping their respective duties to rest for a while before tomorrow return to activities as usual, mother sleeps after helping father take his night medicine now.

While in Nadia's room, she was still awake, unable to close her eyes, the guilt of making Love disappear was not resolved, now she again made a mistake because she made a sad mother by talking rudely to her, from the moment of yelling at mom until tonight Nadia did not meet her mother.

"O Allah, what I have done is a ridiculous rebuke mother made mother to forgive servant, O Allah, tomorrow I want to apologize to mother because it is not the mother's fault, I will apologize to her, dad's sick" Nadia talks to herself in the room because she's upset.

Nadia was now asleep lulled in her beautiful dreams, to welcome tomorrow with a splendid because she wanted to apologize to mother for speaking rudely earlier this afternoon, happy beautiful dreams Nadia, father, father, and, and I hope tomorrow is a bright day for you.

*****

The next day, as usual, my mother woke up and my father was preparing for the morning prayers, with my father always alone at dawn without Nadia, after the prayers my mother made breakfast for her family.

While busy cooking in the kitchen, the mother was shocked by the presence of Nadia who suddenly hugged her from behind making the mother almost jump in surprise.

"Momuuu!!!" Nadia Calls.

"Astagfirllohalazim, Nadia you why do you love to cry early in the morning, what's the same mother say? don't make me worry?" mother asked still turned her back to Nadia because her embrace was very tight.

"Mother huhuhuuu, sorry I'm mom! for speaking rudely here with mom, and blaming mom for a mistake that even mom didn't do huhuhu,, I'm sorry mom!" tanggis Nadia was full of deep regrets.

"Honey look at me, I want to talk to Nadia!" comfort mom pulled Nadia's hand gently, "Without Nadia apologizing even mother had forgiven Nadia at that time, because I know Nadia ngelakuin it also accidentally so no need to be nanggis yes," said mother persuaded Nadia.

Mother rubbed the tears of Nadia who continued to strip because she felt guilty even she did not dare to look into the eyes of mother, with both hands of mother rubbed Nadia's tears, Nadia's eyes, feeling rough mother's hands are no longer smooth as they used to indicate if the mother is very trying hard to make a living replacing a sick father.

"I'm sorry ma'am! I am really sorry for making my mother cry even though my mother always tried to give the best for me and my father, looking for money to take care of the house and also my father to the extent that mother's hands like this, like this, taoi what I'm doing is just blaming mom, huhuhu sorry mom!" Nadia's voice again sobbed nanggis.

Nadia also stopped stripping and is now hugging the body of her mother who is now concurrently as a mother and father for her who always struggled though tired, but not a bit Nadia saw the tired face of mother, but not a bit, all he saw was the face of a mother who smiled happily even though a thousand he did not care.

Nadia also let go of her embrace and let iby continue her activities while she went into the bathroom to prepare to leave school this morning, and will try to go home soon, supayq can help mom take care of dad, and I will try to get home soon, at this time maybe Nadia has not been able to repay her mother but just by helping to take care of her father was hard to lighten her burden a little.

After finishing his own breakfast at the dinner table because this time the father asked for breakfast in the room just did not want to go out, the mother also had breakfast in the room accompanying the father, the father, and the family, Nadia tells her parents to go to school.

"Dad, mom! Nadia pamit first yes leave school later Nadia try to go home quickly not late again like yesterday so I can help you take care of father, assalamualaikum!" pamit Nadia kisses the back of the hands of father and mother.

"Waalaikumsalam, be careful!" mom and Dad said hello.

Nadia has gone to school as usual mother always tidied up the house before leaving for sale only today is a little different from yesterday which usually mother always bersemanggang for sale but this time mother wants once accompanied the father and holiday sales, but because he had to redeem the drug so forced mother for sale.

"Why today I really feel so lazy to go on sale, want to stay at home waiting for my father continues and like there is a bad feeling easy-easy just feeling not until there is something bad happening," mumbling in heart.

After finishing tidying up the house of the mother saying goodbye first to the father to go to the sale and again reminding him that he might be home late because he had to boil the medicine first in the hospital, then he was in the hospital, the place of the father in the first care because only there is ready the big red medicine (drugs specific flecks of the lungs)

"Dad mom left first yes want to sell, oh yes later mom came home late to take medicine first if dad wants to drink this drink yes, mom ready on the table, mommy saying yes, mommy, Yeah! ah, assalamualaikum!" greetings mommy goodbye to dad kiss dad's hand.

"Wa-walaikumsalam ma'am, be careful,, uhukk,, uhukk sorryin dad ya bu ngerepotin mulu mulu," said the father replied greetings mother.

Hearing the voice of the father makes the mother more uncertain of his feelings, the, mother who has stepped out again she kissed my forehead while apologizing also for not being able to be happy father and can not take care of father well.

Cupp!!

"Sorry mom is also dad, because I can not take care of dad and take care of dad properly mom always left dad alone at home for sale for money, mom promises will try to heal dad, he said, now that I'm resting, I'm going to leave first, I'm sorry, mom again," mom kissed me on the forehead.

Mom put her feet up so heavy it was like something big was going to happen today whether that's what, but I hope hopefully it's not a bad thing, many times the mother turned her head back to look at her home as if she wanted to come back again, but the feeling was that the mother fought until finally the mother managed to go far although a little heavy.

His house is no longer visible to the eyes now the mother pokus peddling his sales to run out soon and the mother can quickly go home to take care of the father, father, because there is an unpleasant feeling continues to linger in the heart of the mother.