I'm sorry Mother!
Chapter 63

As much as Nadia's school is now a completely quiet house just stay alone mother without any, after the mother tidied up the front room now the mother turned to the first room the mother tidied up the father's room first, the father's room first, take your clothes out of the closet and donate them to someone in need.

"Hhmm the clothes of many fathers are still worth wearing as well, if there are many who might need these clothes out there, should I donate them to people? but need to tell Nadia too, fearing that she would not accept it and getting angry with me," mummy muttered alone while looking at father's clothes.

Mother slowly took the clothes out of the closet and arranged them on the mattress first, then she looked for a cardboard to arrange the clothes in it to look neat.

While arranging mother's clothes while shedding her tears really mother never thought it would come when she was alone without a father on her side, will you be able to live this life without a father, will you be able to live this life, again mother stripped.

Geck!poke!poke!

The sound of knocking on the door from the outside resuscitated the mother's daydream, immediately the mother wiped her tears and went out to open the door for her guests, no matter who came this time.

"Assalamualaikum, Miss Ningsih it's me!" the voice from outside gave a greeting, a voice that was not foreign and it seemed like mother knew him.

"Waalaikumsalam, yes wait a moment I am heading there," said the mother hastened her steps.

Czechoslovakia!!

The door was opened and it turned out that came Bu Puji and bu Rt, two people who always care about the mother and are always behind the mother to give everything and encouragement to continue to move forward, without, caring about what they talk about the mother.

"Ehh, ma'am Rt, and Bu Praise! my pantes are like familiar with his voice let's go in!" greet me when I see who's coming to see you.

"Yes nih bu Ningsih sorry if I come early in the morning to see you," said Bu Puji went inside.

"It's all right, ma'am, sit down! it just so happened that I was free to just tidy up a little of my husband's clothes," said the mother told them to sit down.

Mother RT and mother Puji also sat on the bench where the dining table because earlier when the mother went inside the two people followed him and finally sat on the bench, he said, mom prepared some mangosteen tea for her guests this morning.

"Please drink it still great!" mother said offer.

"Yes, thank you, ma'am,"

"But by the way, what's wrong, Miss Puji this early in the morning, I'm worried about my house?" ask mom scared.

"Hmm yes until we forget the purpose of coming here, so gini bu Ningsih we have to convey the trust of the residents as well as RT administrators and for more details so, rt's mother who is clear," replied Bu Puji.

Sluuurpp

Ms. Rt sipped her warm tea before talking about the intention of her arrival, mother waited until she finished drinking.

"Hmm the tea is delicious warm so immediately, actually have been drinking at home ehh still less, thanks ya bu Ningsih the treat" uncap bu Rt happy.

Mother only replied with a slight nod of her head while smiling and encouraging bu rt to continue his speech.

"This is what mom? how am I supposed to get rid of all of you?" ask the confused mother.

"Nobody took care of the mother, all of it was given by the citizens who helped the mother, yes the number is not the same but God willing enough for the mother and Nadia in the next few days," answer me again rt.

"Oh yes Miss Ning, where did Nadia go? aps still locked himself in his room?" ask Bu Puji.

"Ohh Nadia had gone to school earlier he said if at home he was afraid that his father would be mulu and even more sad later," replied the mother.

"Ohh that's how it is! yesterday was a hit once !" ask me again.

"God willing no, easily Nadia strong anyway it is also Nadia's own will not from me" replied the mother.

After about an hour of talking, the guests go home because there are other things that have not been completed, namely beberes each house, because the mandate that was entrusted bu Rt is more important, he decided to hand it first.

"Well, we'll excuse you first Ms. Ningsih, hopefully Ms. Ningsih will still be given health, and may be a blessing from the residents," said bu rt.

"Aminn thanks rt for your prayers and support" said the happy mother.

After greeting them, they left the mother who was still standing staring at their backs from behind, a windfall that was never expected, at a time when everyone around the mother is trying to drop and stay away from her, there are still some who still care and concern about the state of the mother.

After all was far away the mother came back in and did not forget to close the door, the mother then continued to take care of the clothes of the father, and then, when the mother is choosing clothes that are still decent to wear, the mother feels sleepy because last night she did not sleep, the mother also fell asleep in her sleep with a half-sitting position leaning.

In the dream mother.

"*Dad! I'm waiting for you don't go, why do you leave me alone and leave the hatred in Nadia's heart for mom, do I please explain! mom just wants to live happily together with dad and also Nadia what is too heavy, dadh,, dad,,,!!" mom called dad in her dream.

While the father only smiled as he shed tears, he waved at the mother without speaking as he said, the longer he went to leave the mother alone with no purpose at all.

"Don't go away, don't go, mother please,,, fatherhhh!" yelled mommy surprised then woke up from her sleep*.

"Astagfirllohalazim, apparently I had a dream that God is already at what time, I just cooked for Nadia to come home soon," mummy glanced at the wall clock.

The clock has shown at 11.30 wib, which means that Nadia will soon be home and the mother rushed to the kitchen to cook side dishes as if the rice was already cooked because of the cooking in majigcom, mom looking for vegetables in the refrigerator there is only eggplant and know finally mom decided to cook fried sambel eggplant balado and yunya in ordinary fry.

"Hmm only there is eggplant and know, Nadia would like bangey same eggplant balado I masakin it'd just the same I fried it tofu, hopefully Nadia likes," mother monologue itself.

Without wasting any time, the mother immediately cooked all the ingredients in front of her to turn it into food that is ready to eat, first of all the mother cut the eggplant then the mother fried the eggplant and after that the mother made her ballad seasoning after the ripening eggplant mother sauteed the ballad until fragrant, then the eggplant mother put into the seasoning in the stirring for a while so that the flat does not forget to give complementary spices so that ensk after waiting for a moment the eggplant sambal ballad was ripe and ready to be served.

Furthermore, the mother scrunched up her usual just given flavoring seasoning just so there is a salty taste, after the mother's mother put it on the table, after her mother put it on the table, then the mother tidied up the kitchen that was a mess after the mother cooked earlier, while waiting for Nadia to come home.