I'm sorry Mother!
Chapter 59

After the body is finished bathed and when it is time to bring the mosque to be sholated before it is delivered to the last place of the father, father, yes so lsh the law of nature that will happen to every living human being one day we will certainly experience it following to a place where we will be left alone without family and relatives.

"Laillahail,, lailahahillah,,," the voice of those who carried the keranda chariot for father.

"Huuuaaaaa,, ayahhhhh,, huhuhuhuhu don't leave Nadia,,," hysterically Nadia as the troupe will take her away.

"Nadia, no pity father, with Nadia behaving so will make it difficult for father later there, his father Nadia was happy there to meet their grandparents had been gathered together, their father had been happy there, now Nadia's duty as a daughter who sholeh should pray for father, not even take care of him," bu rt advised to comfort Nadia.

Nadia did not respond to the advice of bu rt but she understood what was meant by bu rt, she began to ease her cries and slowly learned iklas, Nadia and mother followed the group of keranda carriers to eat, and she was still very happy, the feeling of sadness in the family's most important role in the household really makes the mother's feelings so mixed.

"Bu Ningsih ya patience, all we have time to stay how we can receive it," entertain bu puji give the fragrant to mother.

"Yes ma'am Praise me, thank you for the thought, I just did not expect that this morning was my last meeting with my husband, even though at that time there was already a bad feeling, but at that time there was a bad feeling, what makes me sad is that I did not fit in the last moments must have hurt so much" the story of the mother is full of regrets.

Yes regret always comes too late when every human being is asleep in a crib with a beauty that is only temporary, and all the time that passes can never return, if we could see the future what would happen, that regret would never exist.

Arriving at the Public Burial Place (TPU) all groups that carry the body of the father immediately to the grave where there is still a grave digger waiting for the arrival of the owner.

"Laillahail,, laillahail,,,!!" this prayer sentence is always sharpened from home to the grave and perverted will be buried in the body of the father.

There were three people waiting below to receive his body and there were three people who were on top to give his body, and several people who covered over their heads with his collar cover, he said, when the body has been received by the person at the bottom, then put into the burrow, in Azdani and on the unscrewed rope shroud cover, he said, the red soil began to deteriorate, closing the rapa again as before.

After all this was done, they prayed for the dead body that had calmed down to rest there so that in the amopuni of all its sins, the path was explained.

About an hour after the process was completed, all disperse leaving the meal except for the mother and Nadia who were still sitting whistling on top of the father's belly button, which we can no longer joke and laugh together anymore, all now remain memories that will be lost running parallel to time.

"Father good luck may you calm down in nature, and sorry for all the mistakes of the mother because as long as the father lives and accompanies the father, the mother has not been a good wife for the father, even at the last moment the father was not in the father's samoing to lead the father home, sorry the father's mother," the voice of the mother was hoarse because of the stripping.

"Father sorryin Nadia, Nadia will be afraid to miss dad," Nadia stopped not continuing to say because she could not hold back her sadness.

"Nadia yuk, we go home we have to prepare a place for payroll profit father later tonight!" take mom to hold Nadia's hand.

"Don't want to, I'll just go home alone Nadia still wants to be here to accompany dad, besides all this is also because of mom if I want to take dad to the hospital, I want to take him to the hospital, I'm sure you've been healed a long time ago and won't be suffering for too long!!" hardik Nadia was covered with deep sadness.

Deg~

"Nadia! how come it's the same mom? dare to snap mother, where is Nadia's manners that all this time mother and father taught? so why is Nadia the mother for all this, um?" mother asked surprised by Nadia's sudden change.

"Why mom! with Nadia's tone? something's wrong, and I also don't accept Nadia saying it to mom, it's all really wrong mom, because of mom, because, father died because mother did not want to take the father for treatment to make the father continue to endure pain for years, because the mother.

plaques!!!

A loud voice rang out a slap stopping Nadia's chattering, the mother whose mind was in a state of turmoil landed a slap on her daughter's cheek until it left a red hand-shaped mark because the skin of Nadia's daughter's mark was very clear.

"Wicked mother!!! I hate mom!!! I don't want to hear what mom says!!!" nadia shouted while holding her cheek enduring the pain.

"Nadia, I'm sorry that my mother's son Nadia's accidentally sorry, Nadia," she apologized for hurting her daughter.

Mom's hand reflexes do that because her emotions are pouting, still in a state of sadness exhausted at the stay of the father, the, in addition, the princess now dares to speak rudely to mother so that mother can not hold amara anymore.

Nadia goes running leaving the mother, who is still sitting in the navel of the father, but when she sees Nadia running the mother chasing wants to persuade her the mother is afraid and worried if Nadia will recklessly go from home.

"Nadia, Nadia wait, son! sorry dear mother," the mother's voice kept calling her daughter who was far in front of her.

While Nadia ignores the call from her mother, her feelings are now shattered, he did not expect that the hand that used to hold him as he walked to keep him safe had now slapped him and it was in front of the pusara father.

"*Bad mom, have you, why did you slap me, what was my fault? isn't everything I said true? in fact, the mother never wanted to ask the father to see the doctor undergo a better treatment, and the father also left because of the mother," hardik Nadia continued in her heart to feel disappointed with the mother.

Loving something with an excess of copious will be a challenge to torture ourselves, what if something is, whether it is a person, a favorite object, a pet or even a job even if we love it* by being very excessive will make us suffer when left behind or lost and make anyone around become an enemy or cause that makes us misunderstand eventually arise hatred.

the message is: love it is okay but do it according to the measure, do not love as if we will be together forever it will make pain when separated, not to be, love with iklas and think if one day we will part so when we lose the sadness is only temporary.

every meeting has a farewell

every beginning has an end.

each has its own partner.