I'm sorry Mother!
Chapter 58

Just when the sound of Azdan duhur Nadia came home from school, actually she had a group assignment again just because today she felt was not because she was allowed not to participate first in the task.

"Huh! fortunately, friends can understand me, and my gospel to go home does not join the group study, somehow my mind is to inget mulu father yes, fear of anything happening with father, father, inexplicably, I had better hurry home," Nadia spoke to herself and she immediately quickened her footsteps to get home.

Upon arrival Nadia he immediately gave greetings and immediately went to the father's room, in his heart always pray that nothing happens to the father, hopefully in good health always.

"Assalamualaikum, Nadia's father is home!" nadia's greeting came in but her house was deserted.

"Hmm mother apparently hasn't come home from the sale, yes, the bike is not at home," thought Nadia immediately entered the father's room.

"Dad,, dad! Nadia's home!!" nadia's voice called out to Dad.

But how much more worried Nadia when no one said when called, usually, when I hear Nadia's voice always calling him back but this does not make Nadia so afraid of bad rights happen to the father he immediately ran.

"Astagfirlloh, Ayahh!!! god what happened, father!! dadh wake! dad wake up, why are you sleeping downstairs? daddy huhuhu wake up dadh!!" nadia continued screaming at her father.

At the same time the mother who had just returned home from selling all the drugs also came home and when the mother heard the voice of Nadia's cry, the mother immediately ran towards the source of the voice, and, indeed, the mother was very surprised to see Nadia stripping while hugging the father who was lying on the floor.

"Dadah!! god, what happened? Nadia's dad, why are you downstairs?" ask me frantically to sheet the medicine plastic.

"Huhu, Nadia's mother also does not know huhu, when Nadia came home dad was like this, momuu, dad why mom?? from that Nadia call not wake up, huhuhu fatherhh,," isak tanggis Nadia filled the room father.

Mom hugs dad trying to feel his heartbeat but nothing, mom gets more panicked and he also wrists dad trying to find his pulse hoping to feel the throb of life there, but nothing, then the mother moved again to the nose is no longer felt the breath of the father.

"No, no, you can't possibly be Dad!! dad wake up dad, it's joking enough this is not funny dad, banguunn dadh huhuhu,, why dad jokes mute," mom started to strip when not finding signs of life from the body of the father.

But the mother did not want to give up she invited Nadia to cut the father moved her to the bed when the mother saw a lot of blood splattered on the floor and also wounds all over the father's body, he said, from the legs and stairs reflected in the eyes of the mother if this is the effort of the father who tried to wake up but could not because many shard scattered.

"God why did you take my husband, have you not taken enough of the servant's daughter's love? now you take the husband of the servant for ever, then to whom else this self rests when being fragile huhuhu," the sound of the mother's sobbing is increasingly broken when seeing the condition well.

Nadia who heard the words of the mother, joined the offense she knew the meaning of the mother's speech if the father is gone for ever Nadia was screaming hysterically stripping, crying, at that time there happened to be people passing in front of the mother's house who were shocked when they heard Nadia, then they approached the mother's house that opened the door.

"Ehh, what's up? how come Nadia is so hysterical, has anything happened to her family?" ask the guy next to her.

"Yes yeah? what's up, I'm so scared, let's see what happens!" take the mother.

They both approached and entered the house of the mother whose door was not closed, they were shocked when they saw the broken house.

"Assalamualaikum," greetings both.

"Huhu, ma'am Praise please come in please help me ma'am," said the mother indeed from the room.

Praise mother and her theme Dilla's mother went into the room where her voice called, and when they arrived at the room they were both shocked.

"Astagfirrllohalazim, ma'am Ningsih what's going on is this mess?" ask bu puji.

"Bu praise, my husband buu, huhu my husband is not there huhuhu,," mother back kanggis.

"Innalilahiwainalilahi rojiun, when did he die? the patient Ms Ningsih, huh?" ask mom to cheer up.

"Bu praise me if I tell Mr. Rt the same as other residents first yes let in the body deal with!" pamit bu Dilla's.

"Ohh yes ma'am, thank you for the help," uncap ma'am praises who are still in place.

"Bu Ningsih with Nadia who was patient, continued the incident when she died?" ask mom once again.

"I don't know when the time, hikss but when I came home Nadia was stripping while swerving her father who was lying on the floor full of blood" said mother bettori.

Not long after the rt with other residents came to bring equipment from the mosque to take care of the bodies there who made a tomb for the father who was making a sign for the sign in tomb, the body of the father has been moved to the living room so that there is visible to people who come to worship.

Many citizens came to express their condolences to their mother, and prayed that their father should be accepted by her charity and forgiven all his sins, at once the mother's house was crowded by mourners who alternately came.

"Please Miss Ning, it's all the fate of the almighty, what lives will surely die, depending on how to overcome it," Bu rt's advice comforted mother.

"Yes, thank you for helping me and also being prepared to take care of everything, I represent the name of the deceased sorry if my husband has a lot wrong," said the sad mother.

Mother is very sad today who would have thought that her meeting with her husband was her last meeting, one of the regrets of mother why when father was at the end of the day mother was not there beside him must have suffered greatly from father at that time.

About an hour father's body began to be bathed by men carrying royong carrying the body of a father who was full of wounds on his hands and feet there were several glass bells attached to his hands.

"Allah till it is full of bells, did Almahum fall before he died?" people wonder at each other.

"Yes yes, like the deceased is carrying a glass and may fall on the body shard, then fit trying to wake up can not," other residents commented.

While my father's body was in the bath Nadia saw from behind the curtain of the bath, her heart was so hard hit that the one she had so much left was now gone and would not return for ever, now there will be no more chalices and jest from the father who comforts Nadia when she is sad.