I'm sorry Mother!
Chapter 92

"Thank you Mrs Rt for her permission and also, have received Dimas as a citizen here my family member, if you excuse me first want to sell," said the mother.

"Hhh wait a minute my Ningsih bu please in the pecel bikini also wrapped in the wet cake cake yes, five each!" pinta bu Rt goes inside.

"Oh well mommy Rt for a while I made it first," said mom.

Ms. Rt has come back again with a plate in her hand and handed it to mom to fill by pecel, also wet cake that mom sells there, putu ayu, and, steamed sponge cake there is layer cake and also there is apem cake.

"Bu Ningsih I want to ask you? this was yesterday right Ningsih ma'am interested in saving well I want to ask how so or not mumpung his father Damar is at home is he who takes care of everything?" ask Rt ma'am.

"Well ma'am, what are the conditions to be a participant of this savings? how much do I have to be his prophet for a day?" I replied that I agreed to ask.

"The terms are enough ktp and kk only kok, and for the number of tubes it is up to the mother wants how much," replied Rt.

"Oh yasudah that I will miss according to the conditions of my sale aja deh, my selling clo is quite good I was the prophet in manyin and on the contrary klo is delicious I will still save even a little," said mother.

"Oh yes it is so please if so set bu Ningsih only, and every day bu Ningsih must stop here yes for nubung starting tomorrow yes," said bu rt make sure.

"Well bu rt I'll stop by here after returning the sale, oh yes this pecel and cake," mother has finished serving bu Rt presenting her order.

"So how much is it all?" ask rt ma'am.

"Everything is thirty thousand" answered the mother.

After the rt gave the money to thirty thousand mothers and Dimas continued to sell around the village while shouting to mention the sale called everyone who was inside to come out.

"Pecelll.. pecell.., the wet cake!" dimas's voice was loud.

Mother smiled this Sunday was a happy day for mother, because she was selling accompanied by Dimas and she no longer felt lonely, traveling around the village alone again.

After half a day mom and Dimas went around the village to sell at around 11.00 wib the mother's trade was up as usual mother immediately stopped by the market to shop for selling materials for tomorrow again.

"Alhamdulilah has finished trading ma'am, we go straight home?" ask Dimas.

"For a while I want to go shopping for materials for tomorrow again, but if Dimas is tired just wait here don't have to come to the market, after all, I'm just a moment really," answer me, prepare the money first.

"What's wrong mom, the Department follows mom, to the market after all Dimas can help mom to bring the goods, who knows you need help Dimas," Dimas bargained did not want to stay silent.

"Well, if that's why we go with our mothers shopping, later in the market if Dimas needs what to say with mom, God willing, I'll buy you!" mother's message.

"Yes ma'am good, Dimas will say if you want something," said Dimas assuring you to be happy.

Dimas and mother also went to the market together while pushing their bikes that were already light unlike when they had gone to sale because the mother's merchandise had sold out today was not separated.

About half an hour mothers go around the market after everything they can need their mothers decided to go home immediately because they still have to tidy up the house, Buji, as agreed yesterday before Bu Puji left for Jakarta.

"Have you finished buying?" tanya Dimas helps bring groceries.

"Well, let's go home why didn't you buy what? I told you what I wanted to say, I'll buy you a cabbage!" answer mother.

"Yes, Dimas did not ask that it means no one Dimas wants, Dimas just want to help mom bring groceries so that mom is not soybean," said Dimas reasoned.

"Oh thank you son, because you want to help mom thanks to your mother's work so light now, yasudah we come home after this mother still has to clean up the house bu Puji!" invite mom to push her bike again all her groceries Taru on the bike so as not to be too heavy.

"Each bu yuk we go home later Dimas helpin as well yes, beberesnya so that the spit is finished," Pinta Dimas once again offered his help.

I just nodded my ass because it was useless if I refused, Dimas would still force to help him.

Sampai mom at home mom immediately parked her bike and put her groceries in the refrigerator to keep it straight until the time will be processed by the mother.

"Assalamualaikum, thank God you finally reached home too," said the mother nodded her greetings upon arrival at the door.

"Waalaikumsalam," said Nadia from the inside but did not come out to welcome mother, unlike in the past when everything was still good.

Before the mother had never expected that she would lack the affection and attention of her eldest daughter, for this lack of property was common and the mother was able to run it, she said, but this mother also lacks affection and attention from Nadia makes the mother so sad and always less excited if it has arrived home, but the mother still forced to smile even though bitter.

"Yuk Dimas help mom bring everything in mom want to save it first in the refrigerator, after that mom wants to be a little self first because soon azdan duhur, duhur, it will be only after we eat new to Bu Puji's house," said the mother set the schedule well.

"Ready ma'am, carry it out" Dimas made a respectful gesture as if a soldier was respecting his superior.

Mom smiled comforted with her silly behavior Dimas made mother momentarily forget her sadness at losing love sayan his daughter, not far Nadia who saw everything just smiled cynically, but she was sad, I don't know what feeling Nadia felt at that time envious? or not to be confused?

After some and finished praying mom lunch first with Dimas as usual mother just eat alone with Dimas in the kitchen because it does not want to make Nadia uncomfortable by continuing to eat semeja with him.

"Nadia's lunch, have you eaten, son?" ask Nadia who is still sitting in the living room to read a book.

"It's not a mother's business, I just take care of it's a new child mother don't care about me anymore" replied Nadia cynically.

"Why are you talking like that anyway? I'm just asking because I'm worried about you, but Nadia's response makes me sad" said the mother disappointed with Nadia's attitude.

"Yes already, if you want to eat yes eat first there? Want Nadia has eaten or not what mother still cares about now the same Nadia especially since there is a spoiled child, just a day here has made it happen whether for years what it would be," ketus Nadia then moved to the room leaving the mother who was still standing in disbelief with the attitude of her daughter who was increasingly away from her.

"O Allah, son, until when will you continue to stay away from motherless mother of the year what is the fault of mother, if you still continue to blame mother for her departure Father, will mother have explained everything, if mother has explained everything, but why don't you ever want to believe in me! so much hate on you, until you no longer want to think that there is a mother," muttered the mother in her heart.

If mother can turn the time when the father is still with her, want to rasannya mother brought the father to the hospital in order to recover from his illness, but the name of the age can not be bargained anymore, no matter how hard the mother tries to provide the best care for the father, if it is already his age to that, then what can mother? all diseases have a cure, except for one disease that has no cure, death.