I'm sorry Mother!
Chapter 53
Arriving at home at around 10:55 pm, the mother immediately went into the house so oun with her bike so as not to bother later when the weather suddenly calmed rain, the weather turned raining, when the mother was parking her bike, the mother who heard the suarw coughing father immediately rushed to her.
"Uhukk,, uhukk,, uhukk!" dad coughed many times.
"Assalamualaikum, father, mother home," greetings mother directly to the room when she heard the voice of the father who was coughing.
"Dadah!! dad is okay, this is minus the water first," said the mother presented water which happened to be a thermos indeed mother provided in the room.
Glug.. glug! glug.
The sound of the throat of the father who was drinking water was aided by the mother, the throat of the father was a little relieved after he was back leaning on the wall to rest again because of the cough cough cough draining energy.
"Mommy's home! thank you mom has helped dad drink, dad hurt his throat, want to take a drink can not because of a cough just continue," asked the father to say hello to mother while telling her his condition.
"Sorry mom, dad because you can't be a good wife, can't take care of her husband who is sick even in the sale stay," mother's voice softly while holding back her tears.
"No matter what the father understands the state of the mother, it is the father who apologizes should be the father who makes a living for the family not even sleep-sleeping real like this, instead, and I've been a really good wife for you," said the father cheered on me.
"It's the obligation of the mother to help the father, it used to be healthy father is the father who always looking for money for the family now replace it let the mother who is looking for money, the father is healthy, so that mom can be difficult burden dad when taking responsibility for us, uncap mom again memijit grandpa dad.
"Thank you ma'am, mommy is the most patient person you have for sure at this time my brother-in-law is mocking and laughing at our condition huh ma'am! anyway, the father ordered the mother if there is a bad talk heard do not take care of mom," the father's message reminded.
"Yes father, God willing, the mother will be stronger mentally and will not take care of those who are jealous of us, oh yeah, I'd have someone want me to tell you a story and want to ask dad's approval!" mom's uncap finally stopped.
"News?? what trouble? how come you got gini?" ask me curious.
Mother who asked father instead of answering instead went out of the room leaving the father who was still leaning did not understand the height of mother.
Soon after, the mother returned to the room with a piece of paper in her hand, the father who saw it so confused not to understand what he was carrying.
"Well this is dad, read first deh buar dad know the contents and later mom wants to explain her intentions mother wants to follow to the name of Nadia and Kasih," uncap mom happy.
"Life Insurance?! what do you mean, mother? how come you don't understand yet?" ask me, I still don't know.
"Yes father, that sheet met at the house of Rt bu earlier when the mother was traveling around the village for sale, well earlier the same mother also did not understand what it meant, but mother asked bu RT kok, but, and he explained it in detail, at last mother ngeti deh," replied the mother.
"Such a savings for that future, Dad! so the money we save will be pinjem-pinjin to the people well later the results in for two," mother tells slowly until the father is now starting to understand.
"Ohh yes, yes, I already understand now how do you plan? do you want to join in the inves?" ask dad.
"The plan is yes it is also if the father ngijinin mother to follow ya, for the future of our two daughters well! when we're not next to them anymore" replied the mother.
"Dad mah bu agree aja uhukk, as long as everything is clear and safe do not until our intention to mourn even become a problem, I mean what you say?" ask me to ensure safety.
"Hmm whether father, mother also has not asked again to bu rt real or not this aninsurance office, later if there is another chance mom wants to ask again," replied the mother a little doubt.
"Uhuk, uhukk, uhukk mom, do you still believe that love exists? and will come back again with us ma'am?" the voice of the sad father seemed full of hope very deep but afraid to dream.
"Mom will always be sure, because the feeling of mother saying so if Love is somewhere somewhere somewhere somewhere and mother also sure if one day Love will come back whether it is sometime but mother hopes, I hope, mother can still meet Love," answered the mother full of confidence from her instincts as a mother.
"Aminn, I also wish I still had plenty of time, uhukk, to meet you again with Kasih, but,,,, I, uhukk,,, uhukkk if it's not sameness please help me convey my longing and affection to Kasih and another uhukkk, please give me the box in my closet for Love," said father desperate.
"Huss dad can't talk once mom gets sad with you, you have to be strong you have to be sure if you can meet Love, you can meet Love, so from that we want to check so that the doctor who treats and treats the father's pain, the mother feels that the doctor may have mischecked their period saying there is no disease but the condition of the father is getting worse," pinta mom persuades dad.
"No need ma'am, I don't want to check because I just need to rest later also healed anyway kako prise the cost is expensive ma'am, ma'am, use the money available for the needs and needs of Nadia and mother, see everything we have is up just to punish father," father again refused the invitation of mother to seek treatment.
Mother can only be disappointed because the father always refused to seek treatment since the last time the father was treated in the hospital which resulted in them losing a lot of valuables they sold for hospital expenses and also make up for the medicine, the mother just wondered what disease is in the pain of the father why the more severe days.
"Well if it's dad's decision, what can you do! if so mom wants to make a side dish first for lunch menu soon Nadia came home no side dishes to eat!" said mother while covering the feet of the father to keep his heart.
"Yes ma'am, I have nothing left, father" said the father.
Mother went out of the room to the kitchen to cook before Nadia came home from school, it was noon at around 11.30 wib, so the mother only cook vegetables that are easy to cook so as not to take too much time to cook, the mother cook vegetable soup and make parchment also scooped tempeh, mothers should often cook vegetables that have a lot of gravy so that it is easy to eat father.
While the father was just sitting leaning back in his room while waiting for the time of the sublime prayer to arrive before finally the mother called for lunch, I could not feel the tears of my father flowing when I saw how useless he was to his mother and daughter, who always needs his help to move because his feet father can not walk one due to the light stroke suffered.
"Truly I'm afraid to bother mom and Nadia I'm embarrassed if I have to keep going, like this, O Allah, if you want to lift up my sickness, then God, I cannot bear to continue to trouble the two dear servants with this disease, I want to come back useful again as it used to be a handle for the servant family," the father prayed in his heart while stripping.