IMPLANTED APPLICATION [EXTREME PROPOSE]
[12] Between Parents and Feelings

“Not sleep, but daydream like this, Tea? Go into the room there. Tomorrow you must return to Jakarta.” Tell Mom when she suddenly appears next to him.

I don't know why Mom hasn't slept either.

“Emak not sleeping?” Ask.

Mom shook her head.

“Any, tonight my mom has a little trouble sleeping. Mixed heart feelings.” Bright Mother while sitting next to him.

Nina glanced at Mom with a look of pity. Surely he still did not expect if his daughter would get married soon, without even saying it early.

“Emak angry yes the same Teteh? Teteh apologizes yes, Mak, for not talking earlier with Mom and Abah about this proposal.” Nina Sesal.

Mom nodded slowly.

“Nggak Teh, that's not what makes your mother mixed feelings—iya anyway, a little mother feels shocked and sad, because you never talk about this before. But it's okay, because the soul mate comes from anywhere, in a time that we don't even expect, including the news Teteh want to be proposed. Mum is happy if Teteh happy, maybe this mixed feeling comes because the mother does not expect if the eldest daughter of the mother will soon become a wife. Mom apologizes yes, as long as you live and live as a child mother, there are still many things that make you regret having never done that to you. For example, until now Teteh still had to study with difficult circumstances. Mom apologizes yes, Teh.” Lirih Mother looked at him with tears that knew already flowed her cheeks.

Nina cried as she hugged Mom. His mood became more and more unsettled after Mother's words. He had no regrets about this choice, only the timing felt imprecise and too rushed.

“Emak is not as highly educated as those people. But Mom understands the rigors of the world enough if you want to ask. So, next if there is anything, still tell mom yes, Teh?” Pinta Mama smoothly looked into her eyes. Making Nina even more powerless to hold back the tears.

“Teteh sorry yes, Mak. To be honest this is also sudden for teteh, maybe the consideration of teteh less precise, Mother so sad this way. Forgive me, Mak.”

“Emak also sorry yes, Tea. Pity the firstborn of the mother, since childhood must be required to be independent. Don't be afraid to cry and complain to your mother or Abah if you have a problem! We will not be angry, even though my mother apologizes for not being able to give happiness to Teteh.” Mother looked at her daughter's face while rubbing her face slowly.

The mother of a hard worker who has always been a child of a simple family. Accidentally met Abah in the middle of the road, despite the age difference with a fairly far range. They got married because they felt they were fit. Liking is enough.

When asked about love, the answer belongs to the almighty.

One is united not because of love alone, said Mother. Because if love is awakened after affection and the desire to protect each other, it tends to cause immortality. One, therefore the plot, two, they believe the moaning of one's relationship over the powerful, almighty control. Even Nina also had time to believe that when she fought with her mind to consider Mama Elsa's offer.

So Mommy never bothered getting married just because it was suitable. Love will come as the wheels of life continue to spin.

Mother only felt sad because she was not included in the decision that Nina made. He understood because his eldest daughter was an independent and very ordinary person by deciding most things alone, even so, Mother tried to understand and understand.

Nina is an independent person, she is also a focused person so that all this time she has never been in a romantic relationship with any man. Nina had a few male friends on campus, but only made friends because they were classmates. Although sometimes some of them often expressed their feelings, Nina did not want to serve him too far, she reasoned if she did not want to have a special relationship first, too lazy to take care of it.

“Ngak, Mak. Mother and Abah's love is more than enough for you. Mother and Abah still want to strive for the education of their children even though we realize we are a simple family. Teteh thank you very much, Mom, sorry because you haven't been able to reply to everything.” Lirih Nina while hugging Mom tightly. The woman who gave birth and took care of him was almost never angry with him. The mother of the patient.

Although they were only a simple family, but as a child, Nina always felt that she never lacked the affection of both. It was also what he expected from Mama Elsa when her request that day in the end he tried to consider.

Because she showed me my love for a mother.

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Since morning the man has been busy with the needs he will take to work today. She, Dirga, was tidy with her work suit along with the large suitcase she had pulled out of the room. The smell of food instantly burst into his nose as his steps approached the kitchen. There's an apron behind the stove. Mom looks happy to welcome you today.

“Bu hajj, coffee one yes.” Excited Dirga joked to Mama there, sitting at the dining table.

His parents were just clucking. Mama did not try to make susana ugly by mocking Dirga as usual.

“Any candidate for manten,” Reply Mama joking.

Dirga only chuckled without a reply again, her eyes turning to focus on

Most groups, organizations and—entahlah, too many groups to accumulate, making Dirga difficult to find incoming private messages.

“You're leaving now, A’? Not much longer here?” Ask Mama to open the conversation. Mama put black coffee without sugar on the table as usual.

“Nothing huh, Ma? So that Aa’ can take marriage leave, later. This is actually a recap of previous holidays, but still different from married leave.” He said calmly as he sipped his coffee.

“Yes already, Mama understands. Healthy-healthy yes, A’. Do not forget to pray and eat regularly,” Pinta Mama reminds him to always be in good condition.

“Amin ... pray Aa’ always yes, Ma.” Reply Dirga.

Mama nodded, then took a position in front of the chair that Dirga was sitting in.

“It looks like you are sure yes, A’ with our application last week. Hopefully this is the right decision for your future yes, A’ .. Mama really hope if this is the last one, so you do not need to look for a partner who does not know when it is.” Added Mama. Sounds more like a complaint, than an expectation.

Dirga laughed at his mother's words.

“Aa’ deliver all the same almighty, Ma. Moreover Mama also fits him, and .. yes, the rest see later.” Dirga.

Mama smiled happily to get a good welcome from her son.

“According to you, beautiful Nina isn't? Beautiful right, A’? Gentle person, diligent too when there?” Ask Mama bertubi.

I don't know, everything Mama said has a point. The woman was a seemingly diligent person, looking different to people who were unfamiliar with things like serving drinks, tidying things up, cooking snacks. Others .. yes, he is quite interesting—meaning, he feels visually interested in the woman, but does not know with the others.

Especially with feelings.

He is also human, if anyone forgets that.  Indeed, for some men, things that concern themselves are often associated with ‘ just a need, indiscriminately’, but in this case is marriage. A bond that ends in a lifetime semati—if no problem befalls—so that the two people who unite will adapt to each other, then bond.

Dirga does not deny if he likes someone, it will begin through his visuals, but if his personality is less pleasant, he should be able to be heartened or even give it up for the benefit of his feelings. Especially if it has to do with love.

His love story is bitter, because losing starts. He also did not have a lot of love experience, because during adolescence was not too thinking about a partner.

Therefore, Dirga became a doubt that if the woman needed her love, she could not give it—well, we will see.

“Alhamdulillah .. You finally got married too, A' ..” Mama said, looking at it sparklingly.

“Live here, right after marriage? Mama doesn't want to be alone.” Fresh Mom.

“See later Ma.” He said he didn't want to get dizzy.

Mama chose not to discuss it again, she understood the situation where Dirga could not be suppressed anymore with trivial affairs such as living places. Enough had been the request to get married, finally granted Dirga.

“Another ten minutes Aa’ leaves yes, Ma. Until we meet three days ahead, insyaAllah Aa’ now do not return to the boarding house again. Just go home with Mama, although yes .. rather far from mess.” Clearly, remembering the message he sent to Firdaus last night about his desire to get out of the boarding house he had been in when avoiding Mama.

“Ya already, thank you yes, A’ already want to listen to your wishes. May Aa’ sincerely, your marriage will also be barokah. Amin.”

“Amin, Mom. Thanks also yes ..”

Given if all this time it turns out he avoided Mama by choosing to stay at the boarding house, making Dirga feel silly.

All this time he was really childish.

The basis of himself …