IMPLANTED APPLICATION [EXTREME PROPOSE]
[19] Heart to Heart Talk

At seven in the evening, after spending the day with the dough, talking about the wedding dress, until another light talk, Nina then left home.

Today was quite exhausting. Not to mention the fact that her wedding day is less than a month away.

His status will change, everything about him will change. Nina understood this risk. He's the one who's taken Mama's offer. At any time, he will eventually get married.

"Mama, Nina go home first." He stood at the entrance doorway while extending his hand to kiss the back of Mama's hand.

"Be careful, Neng. Are you sure you don't want Dirga?" Ask your mom again, make sure.

Nina shakes.

“No, it's okay Ma. Nina can go home by herself. You know it's not far, right? Yes, Ma, Nina said yes."

“Ya. Careful-“

“Nina! Waitaminute! I just drop off.”

When she was about to turn around, Dirga's voice approached while calling her name, making Nina Mama turn her head. The man was ready in his casual suit.

Tosca green shirts and khaki jeans.

He looked at Nina with a smile.

“Not anything, right?” He looked at the woman beside him.

“Nothing, dong. Come on, take Nina A’. Mama will be calm if you finally want to deliver. Be careful, Neng. Titip Nina, A’.” Mama sumringah said when she saw Dirga taking the initiative to drive Nina home.

“Nina says yes, Ma. Assalamualaikum ..”

“Waalaikumsalam. Careful yes, A’ take his car.”

“Iya, Ma.”

The two walked together towards the garage. Dirga opened the door for Nina, who was greeted by a slightly shocked response from the woman. After the car left the area of the house, Dirga who was driving beside him seemed to occasionally glance at Nina who was both silent.

“Tired yes, this whole day accompany Mama making cookies?” Dirga asked breaking the silence.

Nina glanced at him for a while, then turned again on the street in front of them.

“Commonably, I'm familiar, K—kak?” Nina's words seemed gambled by her call to Dirga.

“Just be comfortable, don't listen to your ideas too much. If Aa’ may be too intimate for you, call Brother is okay. But yeah .. maybe if there's a Mama can call me in another way. Oh by the way, we use my-you call, so that it's more familiar. Can?” Ask Dirga politely.

Nina nodded.

“Bby, Brother. Sorry if Nina is less fun or a lot of silence. Actually this is the first time Nina was ushered home with a man who is not Nina's own family.” Suddenly clear. Dirga glanced at Nina again. She did not expect that Nina would say it, even before Dirga asked her.

Yes ... although he did not really intend to ask her, because Nina might not be comfortable if she was too curious why the woman was silent.

“Just relax, I also do not often bring women other than Mama to this car. Oh yeah, I hear you're doing a thesis, right? Sorry also because on the day of the application, we did not have much time to talk. The time is very sudden and mepet with my work schedule the next day. So .. As I requested this morning, maybe we can talk about a few things today. Do you have time? We're looking for a way further, aren't we? To find time chatting.” Tawar Dirga, made Nina nod.

“Bby, whatever. I have time, Brother,”.

“Oh yes, I asked about the thesis, right? Yes, Nina is a final semester student and is currently thesis.”

“What's the price?”

“Still new chapter two legs, still early and quite long.”

“What majors did you major in?”

“Political science, Brother.”

“Good too ..”

“Iya ..” Reply Nina briefly.

Both of them suddenly fell silent for the second time. Dirga glanced back at Nina, weighing in to ask her next question.

Nina understood the reason why Dirga wanted to drive her. The man must have wanted to know him better, as he said this morning.

“I—aku twenty-one years, Brother, twenty-two roads. If I remember, Brother Dirga is twenty-seven years old, huh? Mom if I never told you wrong. It turns out the gap is quite felt, yes ..” said Nina a little hesitant with her words. Worried if Dirga felt uncomfortable with the age discussion he had just uttered.

“I think you know more about me than I know about you. Mama must have told me a lot, right?”

Nina chuckles.

“Maybe because I met Mama first, sister. Since we just met after the proposal, then like Big Brother said earlier, we haven't even talked much after that day.”

“Iya, I'm just kidding. Anyway, Nin, you previously had a boyfriend, did you?” Ask Dirga again.

Nina shakes.

“Ngak, Sis. Many things that Nina considers not to be dating, although maybe it can. Nina lives alone in Jakarta. Even money is still from parents and additional scholarships, it is impossible for Nina to be in style.”

Dirga nodded as she glanced at Nina once more.

Based on the story, Dirga believed it. Nina is not the type of woman who is too much behavior, although in the beginning Dirga felt if Nina took advantage of the situation by accepting Mama's offer. But if it was Dirga who met him first, and perhaps under other circumstances, he would consider Nina as well. Contact Mama who first met him by sparking an impromptu idea that according to Dirga quite bold, but slowly he accepted it. Nina wasn't just using it. After the application that day, Mama had told him if Nina contacted Mama again at that time not because she wanted to be what Mama offered—meaning son-in-law—but a stay-at-home assistant. Nina also told Mama that she was threatened to get out of her current boarding house due to cost issues. Due to the thesis period and no more courses, he thought to receive two jobs at once. At Bu Lilis' house and at Mama—it's the initial story Mama told. After that, he only knew if Nina accepted this proposal for the purpose of worship, and was reluctant to refuse the marriage fortune.

Nina is a woman who came from the village. But he's an intelligent person with all his thoughts, based on Mama's story.

Dirga proved that, slowly.

“Keren also your thoughts. But now, you're suddenly getting married? Is this not scary for you?” Ask Dirga again.

Nina seemed to weigh Dirga's question after glancing at the man again.

“What is a person who has never lived in the forest, then suddenly intends to stay there for eternity, never feel afraid? Surely he was afraid, though silly, because he was willing to try it. Moreover, this is marriage, trial and error is very unreasonable, and I chose this path while knowing the risks. Connecting with men only I never, but already want to marry the one person I finally choose—if never entered my shadow. I'm scared, brother. Ever scared. But I tried to recite it for worship purposes, already got an offer like this. At first I wanted to apply to work for Mama, but Mama wanted me to be her daughter-in-law. It's just a matter of time, right? Whenever it is, if Brother Dirga is my soul mate, we will definitely still meet. Well, maybe my opinion seems naive, but I do not want to overdo it if there is a good road offered to me,”.

She looked at Dirga beside her.

“Are you not sure about this plan? Who will the couple be with?” Nina continued, asking him questions that actually from the beginning became Dirga's concern. Even though he already knew Nina, he was still worried because this would be a greater responsibility than anything.

Moreover, he had a past that still surrounded his days.

Novia …

The woman re-exposes the love that Dirga had buried. Instead of wanting to restore that feeling, and accepting Novia back after everything she had thrown out, Dirga was only afraid if she was worried. The road to marriage is soon, but why did Dirga become afraid, even though Novia still belongs to others—walau the woman denied the reality that exists, because of problems between her and her husband.

“I'm not sure. You know, Nin, I'm on the men's side, if I don't take responsibility with my wife, I'm afraid I'm going to hurt a lot of people. Especially you. Yes ... that is a fear that is not based, while I have not lived it. Maybe it's because my past is unfinished. But no, I tried to do it just like you. Right you said, no matter how far we part, if we are fooled we will remain united. It's just a matter of time, right? This age gap is actually normal, just a little felt because you are still in school, and I have worked. Your college is done anyway, right? No problem, lah.” Answer Dirga relax.

He didn't want Nina to feel a clap. All Novia's things are only related to her feelings. Dirga is currently alone. He can't force Novia again no matter what happens.

“Thank you Kak has given an answer to all the concerns of Nina if Kak Dirga does not want to accept Nina and our marriage later. Nina, one thing yes, sister. Can?” Ask Nina.

Dirga who occasionally turned her focus towards the road in front of her, stared at Nina for a bit.

“Please ..”

“If Nina gets it wrong, please don't treat Nina rudely huh, sister? Sister can be angry with Nina, but please don't hit Nina.” Her request.

Dirga did not answer.

Nina is back.

“Oh yes, if later on Brother is bored or does not fit Nina anymore, please return Nina well to Mother and Abah, yes? They still want to take care of Nina, even though this is just fear as Kak Dirga said earlier, not necessarily the case. In anticipation, Nina said this first in the beginning, huh? Let us meet, and will unite in a slightly unusual way.” Break up expectantly.

Dirga could only take a slow breath in response to the request Nina made.

She may fear irresponsibility later, but if Dirga becomes disobedient and commits a mistake like her husband Novia did, she will never forgive herself, she would return Nina to her parents.

Dirga prayed that none of this would happen.

At least don't let Dirga do that, he knows how much pain Novia feels.

She didn't want Nina to feel that.