IMPLANTED APPLICATION [EXTREME PROPOSE]
[14] New Problems With Novia and Nina's Hope

Go back and forth for about six hours instead of a little time to spend in silence. Dirga did not know what to do while he himself had to focus on taking care of the train. He remains a professional, as does Novia.

The woman occasionally rubbed her eyes but remained focused on her task. Now, when the two have exchanged shifts with the others, either mind Dirga can not be silent just look, see and, see again the state of Novia who actually sat beside him and occasionally stand up from earlier.

He did nothing for Novia, as Dahlan asked. That's what Dirga told himself. Should he take a month of Dahlan's salary just because it made his parents' dearest sister-in-law feel better about her situation? Dirga felt Novia had gotten better because she was quiet a lot, but how was her heart? Dirga can't ask for that.

Oh .. and don't forget the sarcasm this morning! He was increasingly unable to do anything, or his steps would be wrong a second time!

Time has shown at five in the afternoon, but Novia does not eat lunch—telat— that has been prepared, choosing to sip coffee that has no longer boil it. This late lunch break was about to end in twenty minutes, and the woman spoke nothing to him even in this relaxed state.

Dirga felt bad .. whether to reprimand Novia first, but this is not his fault at all with what happened to the woman next to him. Should he be considerate when afraid to make misunderstandings?

He's upset but, ah…

To hell with a misunderstanding, he just wants to help Dahlan on this.

Nibbling her lips in worry, Dirga decided to start her bases.

“Nov, free not to eat?” Novia faced him suddenly. Though their sitting position has been next to each other even though it is limited to Dirga's large bag.

Dirga was shocked, when Novia suddenly looked at him who was also staring at the woman.

“Dir .. It looks like it will be different if you are married to me? No problem really if I have to resign one of them, I want to resign for the sake of being a good wife. Yes ... origin my husband is loyal, and can keep my trust with him. Sorry yes I refused lo, yes you know yourself right, I have been hunted in doi.” Suddenly said.

Dirga swallowed his saliva heavily, turning his back the opposite way. Not wanting to look into the eyes that made her pity, not to mention her hearing was still ringing with the words just now.

‘Why should discuss the past, anyway Nov?’ screamed in him.

“It seems that if I become married with you, it will not be this condition. I know you are loyal, loyal, I also know what our job is like. What a pity to think? Regret it did come later, yes, if first, surely I will never try to know him at all. Dahlan ******! She could have taken me to her cousin's wedding and met her brother!” Pekik Novia. It sounds frustrating and ridiculous.

She regretted her decision to marry her husband. Their marriage has been going on for over a year. Dirga knew that Novia loved him, when she rejected his pleas.

Since Dirga had expressed his feelings and inevitably rejected because Captain Muhadi—kakak man Dahlan had expressed his feelings first, making their friendship a little tenuous. Dirga is known to be quite supel—walau sometimes baperan— more avoid things related to Novia. Until they got married, and until then Dirga was still not relaxed. His days during work are done by avoiding Novia in any way.

Her junior Novia was in the office, and the woman knew her husband, Muhadi, because of Dahlan.

The man once invited Novia to come to the wedding of one of his cousins, then Novia accidentally met with Muhadi and the feeling arose. Dirga lost the start so Novia was already in the lamar Muhadi.

Dirga was a little disappointed at that time, because he had clearly shown interest even though he had not stated it. So that after the woman was married, the nature of her baper immediately revealed and made her stay away from Novia for fear of disturbing or maybe making people around who already know this, think various things about her.

Not as easy as just avoiding stares or meetings, the reality is really complicated because it involves his feelings that are also hurt, not to mention Dirga also has to recover from that condition.

Though he had promised himself not to deal with Novia and her problems after the incident at the cafe that day.

But reality says something else.

“It's his destiny we just become friends, Nov.” Dirga gamang's Response. He didn't know what kind of answer to take. Novia too complicates her already better feelings than before.

“Iya, hell ... But .. Ah! Fuck, I'm tired of myself, Dir!” Pekiknya—lag—makin sounds frustrating.

Novia doesn't seem okay. His silence did not mean he was trying to calm down, but he was at war with his own mind about the problem at hand.

“Iya. Then you take your permission to go home. Health is the main thing for travel, Nov. Remember, our work demands a high focus for safety together.”

“But I can't get rid of this thought, Dir? I ... I feel stupid, feel useless—"

“Shh .. Lo don't do that, your path doesn't run out here. If you are sick, so it is not because of this, you lose too. Yes, permission to hurt. I allow it, will you? Rather than being fucked. Let you replace the others later, or I myself is also okay.” Bright Dirga tried to take a good solution. At least positioning yourself as a friend is still arguably positive rather than having to constantly feel the need to avoid in favor of non-engaged-problem-people.

“Lo .. you don't like me, do you? If I was a widow, would you still want to?” Novia tib - suddenly. At once Dirga also glared in shock, turning her face while standing from there. Without saying another word, he moved away from where he was sitting.

Leaving the grumpy Novia staring at his disappearance.

Whats? Has Novia gone crazy thinking about it?

Where maybe Dirga still likes it—where maybe …

Is possible—

Nope! Not likely.

Touching her chest, Dirga felt her heartbeat pumping fast.

Novia is not good for her heart!

...-

...

Nina left earlier than usual because Fadhilah turned out earlier today. Working as a PNS lecturer made him spend more time with his books, reports and students than his own daughter. Sometimes it makes it unbearable, especially can not see much motion his daughter during the home, because his mother does not understand how to operate a camera or gadget to capture the moment.

Lucky for him with the presence of Nina among his small family as a babysitter. Because she was young, of course, Nina understood about gadgets, so now Fadhilah can easily see certain moments of her daughter that have never been repeated. One of them when Naira can start turning around and about to crawl.

Nina felt very happy about it, so when she heard the news that Nina was going to marry Dirga—which since childhood she had known as neighbor— made Fadhilah feel sad, making Fadhilah feel sad, she is also happy and wishes Nina the best.

Everyone is praying for the best for Nina, Dirga is better known by many people in this housing complex. But ... will the story of Nina as the wife, be beautiful later? Will she be a working mom like Fadhilah, or a house-care mom like Miss Lilis and Mama Elsa? Nina could not imagine.

Nina's views fell on the street vendors selling warm soybean milk. As the rainy season approaches, the wind often blows. Presumably, enjoying a glass of warm soybean milk is a good idea.

Nina approached the merchant, asking.

“What's the eleventh, sir?” Ask politely. The seller was a middle-aged man who looked very enterprising at work.

Secretly smiling in admiration while remembering Abah.

“Five thousand, Neng. Want?”

“Iya sir, one yes, a warm one.”

“Siap, Neng.”

While waiting for her milk, Nina sat on the chair that had been prepared.

The view of the highway at night really made him a little calm. Noisy vehicles passing by, throwing away unclear thoughts little by little. In his heart he was also grateful, because last night after getting his salary in the second week, Nina could add the cost to Aunt Mira. Saying if from now on, he can equal the nominal cost of the boarding with other residents, so there is no need to move. Aunt Mira agreed, and Nina was grateful that she didn't have to find another hostel.

To hell with the reason of being expelled because there will be others who occupy, in fact Aunt Mira may only reason because she needs more money from Nina—let alone she knows, in fact, if Nina had been working at that time, then even Nina still had to save her expenses because of the weekly salary she received from Bu Lilis, just enough to pay one month of her boarding fee.

That's what actually made Nina think of Mama Elsa's offer, and ended up as her daughter-in-law's candidate.

At least Nina had hopes of no longer staying at the post, because after no news a week after her application at that time, Mama Elsa gave it up as well, and said that he asked Nina to prepare to take care of the blessing and apologized if she lost her news because she was asking someone to help take care of the wedding needs.

He gives thanks and hopes everything goes smoothly, according to his intention that he re-aligns and pasperkan if everything is part of worship and fulfills half of religion.