IMPLANTED APPLICATION [EXTREME PROPOSE]
[63] Feelings of Missing at Once Injured

It had been a few days since Dirga was again busy taking care of her work that was far from Nina's reach. There was no news from her husband. Nina thought about contacting her husband if he rarely held his phone

Today is almost three days after check-up at the hospital, Lila is allowed to do activities as usual. Many were missed by Lila because for almost a few days she was only in the room and occasionally went down to help Nina. There is no major or minor surgery, but only abstinence on some foods that need to be considered. Mama has been healthy to this day she can live the days smoothly in addition to working on some orders that began to arrive non-stop.

Yes ... even though the ambition has been achieved to have a daughter-in-law, Mama still works on her activities selling cakes as usual.

Lila has not returned home because she is attending an event at the home of one of her friends - which Nina always reminds her to be more careful in the future. So that in between her time to rest from the preparation of the thesis that has passed, Nina will help Mama. So did what happened today when he was preparing ingredients to make a cake with his mother-in-law.

“Nin, all done?”

Nina turned her back to Mama. Glanced at Mama who was standing with both hands at her waist while watching the many jars in front of them.

“Already Ma,” Answer.

Nina followed Mama's line of sight

“There's a problem, Ma?” Nina asked as Mama was busy looking at all the nastars.

Like being confused about one thing.

“Release Nin. How huh? Bu Wirjo will be until about the day after tomorrow, but on Saturday the usual delivery service Mama use and guaranteed safe, close.”

“Home is far away, indeed, Ma?” Ask again.

“Not very far anyway. In Bogor, but it would not want to be still sent using shipping services.”

“Yes too anyway. Yes it's good how do you think Mama?”

“Mama has not yet confirmed the same as Bu Wirjo, but change Mama ask. Bye, you clean there.”

“Ya already Ma, Nina first yes.” After seeing her work arranging the food was done, Nina moved to her room.

Thinking of contacting her husband alone despite Dirga's busy hard to hold her phone based on Mama's speech.

...-...

“... sorry Mom, can't .. yes, so how do ya?”

The voice of Mama who was calling became a night escort in the dining room. Actually Nina is not very interested in eating, but seeing Mama who eats alone, it does not taste good. Inevitably he sat at the dinner table accompanying him.

Nina recalled, before this she always had to eat mapam if she did not want to experience heartburn due to an empty stomach. But his appetite is always absent because the menu he was forced to repeat many times in order to save on spending bored him. Now, because of these habits, Nina so often glazed on her days when she was still boarding. Thankful that her life has changed better. Without having to wait for more windfall, Nina can get the food she wants, although eventually it still repeats the pattern of her bad life that is lazy to eat.

The status is no longer single, but married women, then Nina should be more maintaining her health and physical to stay excellent in order to be strong through the day and all the existing adaptations. Indeed, it sometimes feels sad because her husband himself rarely comes home because of work. This is the risk of a wife, so sometimes Nina thinks whether she is really a wife, or just change the status to occupy a new residence? Sometimes it is the same, even though major changes exist in a more organized lifestyle with stable finances.

“Hey, don't daydream at Nin. Not good ah? Sok eat first, Mama tea can follow.” Mama's reprimand made Nina wake up from the daydream.

Looking up, the woman glanced at Mama beside her.

“Yes, you're the same Mama. Nina wait for Mama to finish her business. Mama is also tired all day is biat order up to fifty jars.” Nina said and smiled cheerfully.

“Sorry for helping your mom get tired. So no appetite huh, Neng?”

“No orang Ma. Tired is natural, the fatigue also paid off because we managed to order a cake fifty jars.” His word. Mama smiled and sat in the chair in front of Nina.

“Alhamdulillah Nin, usually Mama can only receive at most twenties if only helped Rini Tea, Dian, mbak-mbak that was the main thing. But this is because there is you too, so there can be more. InsyaAllah barokah yes ..”

“Iya Ma, Amin ..”

“Ya you have eaten first, yes.” Breaking up Mama then left her for a while to take care of some calls from the customer.

“Iya Ma.”

Nina is happy to have a kind and loving in-law, but she still wants a whole family with her husband who accompanies her at the dinner table. She understood that it was because of a job that required her husband not to be at home, but that was not all.

If they are in the normal condition of married people, surely Nina will be happy because her husband will show a lot of love by message or phone because he knows his wife is far apart and they need to build good communication.

While they were not in that state, only Nina loved him alone.

...-...

This is another risk that Nina had considered from the beginning when she decided to accept the proposal of Mama and Dirga. Matters related to family that often exist. In addition, Mama Elsa's family came from among the family to most of her family members, so things like this became common and seemed to be held.

Instead of what, in addition to the need to divide his time well beyond activities as a student and a wife, events like this often make Nina uncomfortable. Insecure who came because of her undeniable background, made Nina a little inferior if she could finally blend well with her husband's family.

Especially when some aunts are commenting on them.

Nina felt a little offended, though couldn't do much.

“Eating a lot of Dir. You're getting thinner you know? I am married ... What is the slow effect on the train so dry sunbathing afternoon?” Kelakar Bi Sarah in the middle of the association of some people there certainly berisini Nina and Dirga.

The woman's eyes did not stop glancing at her husband who was sitting face to face. The man's face looked fresh with the sweat point dropping bit by bit. It's Dirga's figure when he's in piquancy mode while eating something.

They were enjoying lunch at the big dining table in the house. There are approximately ten people who can occupy, but some others fill the surrounding space in this house. Not all come together as one.

“Come Nin, her husband served even more. Be healthy, the body contains.” Timpal Bi Hani with a booming laugh that Nina interpreted as a reprimand instead of a compliment.

This is one he doesn't like.

“Ah, Bi usual. I'm healthy like this really, is dieting for body shape.” Dirga said with eyes that moved repeatedly glancing at Nina in front of her.

Dirga could feel the tension that Nina felt at this time through the glances many times from his wife.

“Ma ... Where does Nina not give attention to Dirga? Ah ah, just comment Mama. Listen, Dirga is on a diet.” Timpal Kak Layla - Dirga's cousin from Mama's family.

Nina in front of him was silent while Dirga chose to put on a makeshift smile.

Bi Hani and Kak Layla's family are the only Mama's family who did not come to their wedding due to settling in London. The arrival of this family to Indonesia, one of them is to say congratulations to Dirga as well as meeting kangen with several other families at the event that happened to be held at Mama's house.

Today the event went well, a large family that some Nina already know crowded around the house, some others there are still Nina need to remember well.

Mama's family is quite large, many grandchildren are also cousins who throng the house today.

It feels unfamiliar, but Nina has to try to get used to it because she does not want her image as a new daughter-in-law to be bad.

“Nin, since marriage you have returned home? How are your parents telling you? Healthy?” Ask Layla.

“Alhamdulillah good Brother. Nina has no time. Still have to finish this temporary thesis.” He answered while glancing at Dirga again in front of him.

“Yes, Nina has not had time maybe waiting for some things rather relaxed.” Answer Dirga calmly.

“Lectures should be focused, especially the thesis. But there are already signs of pregnancy, Nin?” Timpal Om Dahlan-husband Bi Hani-with a sudden question beside Dirga invited the attention of several families sitting there.

“Numbered, Om. We're still newlyweds, relax first. Time to date ..” Dirga replied calmly while again glancing at Nina with a confused face.

Didn't want his wife to be pressured into uncomfortable conditions like this.

“By plan, Dir. If it has been so busy alone for too long, long just do not want to have, loh. Nih Kayak Layla, three months straight fill. So young people already have children.” Bi Hani added glanced at Nina as well.

“Let's go, Han. They are young, especially Nina. Let's be satisfied first. They're the ones I'm paired with, so it definitely takes more time to condition things like this.” This time it was my mother who calmly answered.

Dirga was about to rise from his seat while giving the code to the wife to follow.

“Where are you, A’?” Mom asked looking at him.

He looked back at Mama.

“You go back a minute, Ma. Aunt, Om, Sister Layla, I borrowed Nina first yes back.” Dirga then pulled his wife away from there.

Nina had almost endured the uncomfortable feeling, if Dirga did not quickly take her away from there.

A few days apart, the desire to meet and all the busyness that plagued Nina, plus the current event that turned out to be twice as exhausting - not only physical, but also psychic - he felt like crying.

Speaking of pregnancy, Nina who seems unable to take care of her husband. Nina was sad, why were all the flaws blamed on the wife?

Have they ever seen that Nina is the only person who is now struggling with the feeling of love for her husband that has not been reciprocated?