IMPLANTED APPLICATION [EXTREME PROPOSE]
[55] Fear of Falling in Love?

Dirga entered the room that Mama ordered lazily. Nina who followed behind the lants sat in front of the dressing table on which were arranged aromatic candles.

“It's actually good anyway, it's just too dim and the aroma is mixed. So it's less comfortable if you're not used to.” Monologue Dirga while circling the whole room.

“Iya ..” Nina's response was brief. The woman then turned to focus on the flakes of rose petals that stretched throughout the bed.

“We just tidy it up, brother? So good sleep.”

“Iya ... We just tidy it up. Not good to sleep a lot of flowers like this.”

The two then began the activity of tidying up some things that had actually been arranged in such a way as to fit the name, the honeymoon room. Dirga actually chuckled in his heart when he remembered the staff had mentioned the name of his room.

So these vibes are honeymoon guys? Mama could have!

“In fact if it is prepared in a state we do want this, it must be exciting as well. Because we are both tired and things like this are not suitable in our condition, which there is a second job.” Dirga's groan raised the tip of the bedcover along with Nina to lower the remaining petals.

“Kak Dirga likes?” Ask Nina.

“Like it if the atmosphere supports. It is not so supportive.”

“Iya, hell ..”

The two went back to silence in a few moments. Nina who circled the room looking for a broom, finally found the object hanging near the curtain.

“It looks like this is enough yes. If aromatic candles are not a problem, add sound sleep.” Dirga said while sitting himself on the bed, while Nina was removing her hijab after sweeping some areas near the bed.

“You want to shower first or me?” Tany Dirga again.

Nina pointed with her chin.

“Kak Dirga first is okay.”

“Ya already, I first, yes ..” Disconnect and then move towards the bathroom after reaching for a towel that folded neatly on the dressing table.

After Dirga died, Nina tried to break her legs which had been very painful since. This day has been tiring, plus having to tidy up this room for a comfortable sleep. This is new for him too. Staying in a hotel room that incidentally reached quite deep, making himself shudder in horror. Dirga and his family are indeed excessive in terms of material.

Sometimes he felt very distant with Dirga and Mama in terms of fate. Her life, which was often lacking, suddenly changed after marrying her husband. The immeasurable kindness of a mother-in-law who knows her mother-in-law makes her often replay the memory of meetings until marriage.

Even now until she finally felt she had feelings for her husband even though she still unilaterally did not know what about Dirga himself.

Suddenly he remembered Abah's letter that day. Dirga will replace Abah as the person in charge. He did not want to burden anyone, but this has become the duty of a husband. The way to reciprocate is certainly by being a good wife and understanding.

He had never discussed this with Dirga before. Indeed, Nina felt too passive, a lot of uneasy, often even embarrassed and afraid of harm whenever she thought of her material distrust. Though clearly he has married the man, it should be natural that their communication can exceed just a win-win solution after being too long in the singles, and improve life for their respective versions.

How does Dirga feel? Nina wants to know her husband's feelings after almost a week of marriage, plus Abah's message which means quite heavy for the husband.

Dirga was seen coming out of the bathroom with an untied bathrobe, shorts and shirtless.

“It feels fresh when you have met water. Oh yeah, Nin, I'm like this tonight? It's okay, right? My clothes are only one, I happen to wear shorts, you've come to this.” The light of the man approached him on the bed.

Why does Dirga's question seem like rhetoric anyway? Didn't Nina ever see him like this?

“Cause, Brother. Nina also only carried a thin T-shirt and the short-“ The woman held her lips together.

He remembered the clothes he was wearing at this moment. Nina carried no clothes other than clothes out and a sponge skirt. The most comfortable clothes to sleep only the outer coat only.

“Why? Its nothing. Your smile is just.” Relax Dirga then climb up the side of the bed beside him.

Nina shook her head slowly then ran small towards the bathroom.

Why did he tell Dirga about his clothes?

What would her husband think in this situation-no!

Be prepared, Nin!

...

“... It's fine anyway. No problem, Nin, don't be so thought.”

“I'm just worried that Dirga is actually tired because the day after tomorrow has entered work.”

“Casual ..”

Both have finished cleaning. Time still shows ten o'clock at night. It is enough night to sleep, but fatigue beats the eyes that seem to want to close, but can not afford to be too restless before the muscles are more relaxed.

Nina and Dirga had a light conversation after turning on the television and receiving room service a few minutes ago. Her husband was starving, he was not sleepy at all because hunger overcame everything.

“Oh yes, Brother, yesterday I accidentally met a letter from Abah to Kak Dirga,” Nina paused.

“In fact Nina felt bad because Abah might seem burdensome Kak Dirga with her message. Although it is the responsibility of a husband, but do not be too thought? Nina was afraid that Kak Dirga would feel heavy later. Relax, slowly we try to understand each other. Nina can still take care of herself and keep the husband marwah, really. So, don't worry, Brother.” His words made Dirga glance suddenly.

A letter?

Ah, Abah's letter.

Why did this discussion suddenly appear?

“Indeed why can you conclude this? Ask Dirga.

“Nina is nothing, sister. It was well received and accepted all the happiness the previously difficult world Nina could have, it felt more than enough right now. So ... Nina is a little afraid if coupled with the responsibility as Abah's replacement, even though the reality is, but not always the same literally, right? Nina can take care of herself kok.“ Repeat the woman.

Dirga took her breath in. Throw down with resignation.

“Begini, Nin, without you explaining just now I know that all of Abah's responsibilities are currently shifting to me. Although we did not go through courtship, what is the greatest love, but I who now have the status of a natural husband to have responsible thoughts right? The existence or absence of the letter, does not replace any reason for me not being responsible for you. Relax and enjoy this togetherness. I also want to build a happy family. I want to have children, want to see Mama's house crowded with our children later.” The response was completely unexpected for Nina.

The woman just nodded. Then mernatal her husband's eyes next to her carefully.

“Kak .. thanks for your answer. Indeed Nina was only afraid of this much mind. Nina was just afraid of not being able to reply.”

Dirga.

“Not all things need to be answered, Nin. With you here, Mama happy, I finally got married, everything was more than enough in return. Don't overthinking too much, yes ..”

“OK ... Nina will slowly get rid of this thought. But Kak ..”

“Ya?”

“Indeed Kak Dirga once said that liked Nina ... We are united like no other couple, so Nina suspects if later we do not just rely on liking. More than that, can we fall in love?” Nina asked quietly, really looking into her husband's eyes in front.

Dirga who was also looking at him did not say. Slowly the man lowered his head, turning his gaze to the wife who was frowning confused by his attitude.

In love?

Once upon a time, love existed. When Novia becomes the only woman she expects. Although at this time only Nina should receive all her attention and heart, but ... why Dirga is afraid about falling in love?

He likes his wife, indeed, but still questions her heart to this day.

What if Dirga can't give love to Nina?

“Um ... Nin, I-I'm out for a second, okay? You're sleepy yet?” The man stood up.

Nina replied, Dirga has walked out of the room.

What has he done? Why is it like this?

Why is Dirga so afraid to fall in love again?