ISHIHARA (Blind Color-Real Story)
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“Dad is not like you. Your late grandfather wanted me to continue school. Higher school. But Dad doesn't want to. Paternity

wanna marry. Your grandfather disagreed and we both had a fight. Same as

we are now. We had a big fight not finding a meeting point.”

“Until Dad leaves from home”

“At that time life in Indonesia was so difficult in the 70s. President Suharto is just starting to build this country. Malaysia is a land of hope. A lot

malay youth who wander there. Then he went to Malaysia for years. But the years passed without meaning. The money obtained is not necessarily because it is not good at regulating the economy or indeed because

I walk without the blessing of my parents. Far from success. Ridho Allah above Ridho the old man.

“Daddy Watching is a search but don't know what Dad's looking for. All empty space is called empty. Time goes on until the news of your grandfather being very sick. He begged Dad to come home. Apologize and I give you a million pardons. I'm sorry, so sorry. Then Dad came home across the ocean and the borders of the country to the real quest was to go home itself, the house where we grew up first.”

“Lucky good fortune still brings your Father and grandfather together. We hugged him just as he hugged Dad when he was a kid. But pain

real loud. Dad tried to help her. Indonesia was still building at the time. Doctors are a rare profession while shamans have raised their hands against your grandfather's disease.”

“Dad should find doctor.”

“Doctors only exist in the Kabupeten Capital. The government has assigned him there. It is five hours drive by bike. The road was small and was only finished when it was built. And some of its segments are still dirt roads. I have to go there. Only by bicycle. Dad tied the cart on the bike to your grandfather's backrest. Dad paddled the bike to the Regency Capital.”

“When he got there your grandfather's pain got worse. Doctor is not at his residence.” I saw Dad's tears flowing.

“Daddy wait for dusk change night. The night is getting late. I still hug your silent grandfather. But. when the doctor came heart rate.

your grandfather has been silent.” Dad lowered. I felt the pain of his heart.

“Daddy regrets. If only I had preferred to continue school. At least he was a successful young man who could

this struggle. You will regret like Father.”

I looked at Dad's face. Full of shade because of all the burdens of his past heart he has expressed to me. The reason why Dad insisted on asking me to be a doctor.

“But different circumstances Father, it's a matter of destiny.” I went back to explaining to Dad.

“And effort is also my son.” Father's Advice.

“What if it can't?” I asked again in anticipation of all the possibilities

worst.

Dad looked away at the clouds in the sky that were beginning to gather black and dark. ” Father begging you. Don't disappoint Dad.”

“Dad...” I can't continue with words anymore. Dad's dream is so big.

“Dad raised you lovingly and affectionately. You grew up with rice bought from your hard-earned father. Throughout his life, he has often endured suffering. Don't add to that wound, son. Is it wrong that Dad is now asking you to realize Dad's dream?”

Dad is the sun on my morning. Although his form is close to my eyes but the rays of love are now so far away I cannot feel. The air is like a condition of his conditional love. Dad asked me to make his dream come true

doctor in return for his affection first. Matters

it is not as simple as the SD child who will be bought a bicycle by his parents if he succeeds in becoming a class champion. It's more than that.

“I'll try Dad. I'll try.”  My answer. It was as if Dad had never begged me. This is Dad's first wish.

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