Last Page Story of Shabira
02. Last Page

Mah Mah, I'm sorry. Not because I didn't want to fight, but this circumstance forced me to give up!

Livia opened her eyes, the soft voice of a girl managed to resuscitate her. His breath was wheezing, greedily he scooped the air around there. He remembered a few minutes ago that he was still drowning in the water, but now he was amazed by the wind that hit his body.

Livia looked around, the place was so foreign. He felt that he was currently on top of a tall building. And sure enough, Livia was so shocked when she looked back. Below there were a lot of vehicles passing by, the girl realized that she was on top of a building in the city center. In the middle of the night is quite bright because of the moonlight.

Stupid, why am I here. Wasn't it still at sea? Not that I drowned and .. ah no-no, I'm not dead!

Livia shook her head then shuddered in horror, only this time she was at a height of about thirty meters. He did not even dare to look down, because it would only make him feel afraid and it could be that fear even made him fall from a height. But what does all this mean? Why was he suddenly able to be on top of a building like this.

“SHABIRA!”

Livia flinched at the sound of someone's voice, seen a man running hastily towards her. The girl frowned. He doesn't know who that man is. But after looking around, the features are so similar to ... Dion Almostin, one of the figures in the novel.

Ah no way, maybe it was just a coincidence. - Livia thought.

“Ra, I beg you don't be reckless like Ra. Your future is still long, I'm sure you can face it all!” said the guy was worried.

“What do you mean?” ask Livia confused.

“Shabira Lawrence, please! Don't be so reckless as this! Do you want to leave the Lo family?”

The shabira?

Livia wondered how she called herself Shabira.

What the hell does this mean?

Livia increasingly did not understand, she glanced at her trembling left hand. His skin was dull and dirty, there were some blood stains on his shirt. Livia looked around again, this time she realized, this situation was very similar to the scene when Shabira decided to commit suicide on top of the building. On the last page of Shabira's story, Livia recalls the last words Shabira said before jumping off the building.

Not because I didn't want to fight, but this circumstance forced me to give up!

Livia closed her eyes, suddenly her head was so sore as a series of scene after scene in Shabira's life entered into her memories simultaneously. Like a heavy object suddenly squeezing his chest, Livia could feel what Shabira had been feeling all along.

Am I really in Shabira's body now?

Tears of sadness suddenly welled up, it felt so tight. Livia hit her chest a few times, but it actually made her stagger back. Livia forgot that one step behind her was no longer a foothold. The girl lost her balance and eventually fell.

“AAAAAAA The girl screamed loudly.

“SHABIRA!” dion shouted straight away running closer.

It was seen that the girl was still holding on to the wall, her body still hanging on top of the building. Dion immediately grabbed his hand, trying to help the girl who was now screaming in fear.

“Please me please!” Livia shed tears, of course she was very afraid because again and again she was faced by death before her eyes.

Dion held the girl's hand tightly, then pulled her slowly. Likewise with Livia, the girl did not release Dion's hand at all even until she had managed to climb up the building again. Because her legs still felt weak, Livia who could not stand even staggered towards Dion, to make the two fall together.

Livia closed her eyes, but did not feel any pain. Curious, Livia opened one of her eyes. Dion was glued to his face up close. The position of Dion who was under Livia, made her able to freely stare at that natural beautiful face.

“Sorry, sorry. I did not intentionally!” Realizing her position was too attached, Livia immediately stood up.

Dion stood up while cleaning his dirty clothes. “Lo why stand there huh, want to kill yourself?” snapped Dion.

Livia was silent, staring at the confused guy she now knew named Dion. Although still incomprehensible to human reason, but the girl is quite aware that she is now in the body of Shabira. He has entered into his own novel.

“Who would commit suicide?” elak Livia's.

“TERUS DO YOU THERE HAH?”

Livia just lowered her head, still very clear in her memory about what made her decide to come to this building. It was still very clear how tight his chest cavity was at the moment. At school this afternoon, as usual, Shabira again got bullyan from her friends. Not only that, his father and family were still very angry at him. That's what drove Shabira to commit suicide today.

“Gue just find the wind,” replied Livia reasoned.

“Find the wind you say? Where's the wind on top of a building this tall?”

Dion clenched his hand, in this condition Shabira could still lie about his true feelings. Dion knew that Shabira had been suffering all this time, but the girl had always hidden her suffering all by herself.

“Gue only ...” Livia hung up her words, she did not know what to reason now.

“Shabira, relax! What you did was dangerous, so don't be stupid to do it again!” dion warned

Livia stared silently at Dion, unexpectedly it turns out that there are still people who care about Shabira. However, should he continue living as Shabira now? But if not, it's a sign that he will die a second time. Livia herself still does not understand why she could be in the body of Shabira, the main character she has made herself. It doesn't make any sense.

The girl again remembered the swearing oath given by the readers of her novel, the oath from them actually happened to her now. Livia did not expect, that she would really feel how to be in the position of Shabira as she is today.

It turned out to be so painful, I didn't even expect that it turned out that this sick as a Shabira.

Livia holds her chest, her heart can feel how sick and fragile Shabira's heart is today. How much Shabira's life suffered all this time, all of it continues to revolve in her memory. That's why Shabira has a prolonged depression, but all that only Shabira knows. Only Shabira can feel it, because they are all selfish.

Well Livia, from now on you are Shabira. If you don't want to die silly like before, then just go ahead with your life and fix everything. Shabira deserves happiness.

If this place is the last page in Shabira's life story, then I will open a new page to continue Shabira's life full of happiness!

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...See you in the next HTKS story

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