Lasta Qais(Not Love Qais)
Safinah, approached by ustadz

"Fina, how did you answer Rini's ustadzah just now,"Ask me.

"I don't want to," I replied lethargicly, and leaned my face against the pillow I had just taken.

"Why don't you like ustadz Amar?"nita asked.

"No, no.." I answered briefly.

"I don't want to get married now, it's too soon for me Nita, Kia." I added.

Lately, there are some ustadz who tried to approach me.There are those who expressed their intentions through the ustadzah of Rini, our guide in the princess dormitory.And there were also those who came directly to my house at that time.Thank God, thank God,my mother and my single brother gave me a calm answer.They know that I am not ready to get married now, and I want to become an ustadzah, like Rini's ustadzah.

I had just met Rini's ustadzah the second time.To give an answer in the form of a reason that I do not want to get married now.

There was an ustadz who wanted to confuse me, he was handsome, clever, and also rich said the ustadzah Rini.But I remained tight on my stance.There was a little dislike when I heard the phrase suppress the ustadzah Rini,when mentioning ustadz Amar it is rich.Seolah, it is the highest value desired by every woman in a man who will be her husband.Maybe most of it is so,but not with me.Because it is not a pride for me, because my simple life taught me not to be blind to treasure.

"Continue, what is the response of Rini's ustadzah?", asked curiously.

I saw the face of kia who was very waiting for an answer from me.My lips lifted into a smile, I was afraid to meet the body of Rini was lost for a moment when I saw the face of kepo kia and Nita.

"The response is normal, I must be angry with Rini's ustadzah because I don't want to be the same Ustadz Amar", I answered a little long.

"Keep, your face is so scared, Fin?"tanya Nita held onto my cold hand.

" O Lord Finn, you've come to this cold remembrance!!"nita Jerrit.

"Truly,?, try hereii I hold."kia also joined the frenzy and took my right hand in Nita's grasp.

"Hhhaha,"kia broke down after holding my cold hand.My quiet and lazy nature spoke, not repressing the manners of laughing at me.Only, my face was a little irritated by it.

"Funny aja taa, so scared Fina is the problem of romance.hhhahaa" said kia and still with her laugh.

"Some people fall in love only you are finn, even though the courtship is never." said kia again, after quitting her laughter.

"I've never been in that position aja kia, eat it gini.." I said.

"We have grown up Fin, the problem we will go through is not at its peak.This is just the beginning.We are not always young, and our minds are not always children." explained Nita which is very meaningful.

Just now I wanted to continue Nita's explanation, again to ruin the wise atmosphere that we rarely meet.

"Goddessa..Nitaku sayanggg, you are so wise sighhhhh"

"His best friend hereiiii.."horak kia while hugging Nita from the side.Kia always able to make a rowdy atmosphere, and cheerful like it.

"Kia, kiaaa, already ahh, anyway play hug hugging gini,!"Nita felt stuffy because her embrace almost made her suffocate.

"Hheheh, maaf Buu" said kia still with his joke.

***

Imam Shafi'i said that the most distant thing is the past.

I responded to everything I had been doing during my time at the Al hidayah hut.Terasa so quickly passed.Hari dari, full of joy with my best friend, who,occasional cries of longing for parents also become a joke for the three of us. Not to mention with people who do not like and envy my achievements, I consider the wind passed just like that.

It is not easy to live a life away from the parents, but because we want to succeed for the final day, we are ready to fight until the time comes we return to our respective places.