Lasta Qais(Not Love Qais)
Not because of love

After the Maghrib prayer, Safinah and her mother ate dinner, while watching TV in the living room.Although only eating mats, they still uphold the eating tab as taught by the Prophet.

"Mom, okay?"Safinah said after finishing her meal.

"Yes obviously lonely lahhh nakk, people are just the two of us at home.If there is no you mother more lonely..," answered his mother who also finished eating.

"Here's the plate,,!let me take it back." said Miss Diana got up while holding her dirty plate.

"No need ma'am, let Safinah bring her," said the safinah and grabbed the plate in her mother's right hand.

After returning to the living room, Safinah continued her passion with her mother.At the age of eighteen, Safinah was still very spoiled for her mother, especially now they are only two at home.

"Mom, when's brother coming home?"ask Safinah.

"Eumm don't know also son, you know your own brother is busy there.Soalah, the cake shop is always rame." replied the mother.

"Alhamdulillah ya buuu, if it is gituuu.Berita brother managed to achieve his goal of opening a cake shop."

"Yes nakk, alhamdulillahh, mother is also happy your brother already has a decent income, so that the children of the mother will be successful and happy in the afterlife" said Safinah's mother.

"Aminnnnn... Thanks ya buuu"sapp safinah hugged her mother.

***

"Heummmm,, kangen the same kia and Nita." muttered Safinah while folding her face.

"Nita never called meu, how's Nita doing there?"

Safinah approached her small drawer to pick up her black old-fashioned phone.

When Safinah turned on her phone, there were some unopened messages.

"This must be Nita, usually both friends there will be inner contact..!"safinah with sparkling eyes.

"Deggg,"the heart of Safinah beats reading the contents of the message.

Ustadz Zul,

"Assalamualaikum Safinah,ustadz want to be serious with you,, justadz intends well to make you as a companion for life ustadz..Do you like ustadz, Safinah?"

"Deg deggg,,, "Safinah's heart was pounding more and more after reading the contents of the message until it ran out.

"Oh Allahhh, what should I do?!!"gumam Safinah.

"I have never known a man, is Zul ustadz serious about me..?"safinah asked herself.

"Astaghfirullahhhhh.."Safinah beristighfar read the contents of the next SMS, her eyes closed as if seeing something scary.

Ustadz Zul,

"Safinah,ustadz loves you.ustadz is serious about you."

Safinah is pictured with the face of Zul's ustadz, his face is firm, his smile is sweet, his intelligence.And again Safinah beristighfar is not good.

"Did the time in Zul's ustadz class often glance at me for being interested?"

"I'm not ready to get married now..I do not want, I do not wantuu.."mumbled Safinah calms her heart that began to fidget.Safinah typed a short reply to the ustadz.

Safina, saffron,

"Waalaikum greetings ustadzzz,"

That was the only answer from Safinah, she did not know what kind of answer to her ustadznya.

"I really like ustadz Zul, because it's smart, and it's good-looking, too.But I think it's just an admiration for a teacher."Safinah's heart.

Safinah is always evasive if the taste of her heart begins to sprinkle the seeds of love.

"Tutt"heard a reply, which was none other than ustadz Zul.

Ustadz Zul,

"How is Safinah,?,,,ustadz serious about you?"

"Ohhhhhh, I have to answer apaaaa.." said safinah while biting the tip of her nails.

Safina, saffron,

"Sorry, I'm not ready to get married yet."

Ustadz Zul,

"Tutt,"but Safinah did not reply, another message came in.

Ustadz Zul,

"Ustadz has long harbored Safinah, allow ustadz to get your love.Every time ustadz hears about you, he is afraid if he does not get a chance to say the feelings of ustadz to you."

"That message is very long," muttered safinah.

"Huftttttttt, Zul Augustadz really loves me??"

"Eumm,, how, I'm confused..If you say the same mother I'm ashamed of you." said it himself.

Safina, saffron,

"I don't want to date ustadz, and I've never been close to a man."

Ustadz Zul,

"Ustadz knows it's Safinah, he wants ustadz to make you a mother for ustadz's children later."

"Deggg,"Safinah's heart ached as she gasped to read Zul's ustadz message this time.

"Is that serious what Ustadz Zul is with me?," Safinah asked him.

Safinah began to fidget, fell in love never, once there was a man who approached her who directly contacted her like this, making her mind blong.And again, the man was his own ustadz who immediately took her to the marriage stage, which was the next step,which he had not yet imagined.

"Yes Allahhh, I am afraid of misstep.."sap safinah took a deep breath.

His eyes stifled withholding tears that crammed wanted to come out.

"Tesss, "finally the water he was holding fell between two estuaries.

"Uhhhhhh, Safinah.!,, what a sihh, this is all...Nothing yet.."He said to himself while wiping away the tears on his cheeks violently.

Safina, saffron,

"I don't want to date ustadz, "reply to safinah in the same sentence.

Ustadz Zul,

"Yes,,ustadz tauuu.Ustadz does not invite you to date safinahhh,,"

Long Safinah looked at the message sent ustadz Zul, as if thinking.

"Tutt"voice incoming message from ustadz Zul again.As if the message is the answer of Safinah's mind.

Ustadz Zul,

"Can we ta'aruf first Safinah,?"

"Yes Allahhh, it turns out ustadz Zul really seriously...Buti, I can't he say his love for me,?, he doesn't know me, even what he sees are only my two eyes." muttered Safinah astonished.Finally Safinah sent a reply as it came to mind.

Safina, saffron,

"Ustadz, why do ustadz say love and invite ta'aruf with people who are not at all ustadz see, can it be said love if only just an interest from outside ustadz?,"this time Safinah ventured to reply like that in anticipation of whether Ustadz Zul really love, or just obsession, because he said he often heard stories about Safinah.

"Tutt"

Ustadz Zul,

"Safinah, Austadz does not recognize your face, but from your polite gaze shows how you behave Safinah,,,, Austadz does not joke in this feeling of safinahh,,,ustadz really seriously wants to make you as wife of ustadz."

Safinah was fixated on reading the contents of the message, for her entire life no one had spoken such beautiful words for a safinah.His soul soared into the blue clouds, washed the body pervading the flavor into the recesses of the heart.Safinah began to think,if he also has the same feelings as ustadz Zul.Safinah no matter how hard Safina against his dislike, but love overcomes logic.Safinah, begins to be washed away with the beautiful words full of meaning from ustadz Zul.Perhaps,many men who say their love to a woman, but not everyone dared to take seriously to the level of marriage.So terbesit in the small heart of Safinah.

"Tutt, man,"

"Tutt," the sound of incoming messages broke Safina's daydream.

Ustadz Zul,

"How's Safinah,?"

"Safinah,,?"

"Huftttttttt,"Safinah breathed a rough sigh.

Safina, saffron,

"Entah ustadz, "reply to a brief safinah, before he fell asleep carried away to dreamland.