Lasta Qais(Not Love Qais)
Safina Love Story

"Safinah,." Someone's voice called me soft.Remember four years ago broke instantly when I saw a shadow approaching me.Close back the book that I had just read at a glance,who described my story with a person who introduced the meaning of love to me.He has won my heart since four years ago.She also gave me the impression of longing that torments my every desire to be with him.And who is sure,I'm happy on top of this uncertainty, it's ironic.

"Finnnnn,,," she whines.

Before turning my body, I closed my eyes deeply, so that my tears would return to normal.

"Ehemmm, why kiaa,?"ask me with a frown.

"Heummm, finnnn, nita managhh..!"asked kia with a slightly pouting face.

"Nita is with Syifa on the outside, I also don't know what Nita is doing" I replied.

"Heumm, we've been betrothed yes finn.Well we're both still here.You don't imagine Fin, if we're still not okay until now,?"ask kia.

I know the direction of the conversation kia, the journey of our lives that even though we never imagined to be this complicated.You know, Nita has been betrothed by her parents.Although Nita is not married in the near future,but for me and kia this is too soon for us to split.Kia, until this moment is still single fi Sabilillah.And me, and me,until this moment still drags a relationship that somehow this will end up on top of the guarantee.

"Well,,, sabarrr,!, don't force fate to walk as you want.God is the holder of the scenario of our lives, we are only the cast.We can what,?"I answered while hugging kia from the side.Actually,if I can be honest I'm also very nervous like kia.But I don't want to make my mind raging with things that I can't afford to master in this life.I really love my two best friends, I love my friends,maybe if for Nita now I should be able to little by little to brush off this affection.For I can smile sincerely, anytime Nita leaves us both.

"Yes, if Fina's ustadzah is talking, we lose." answered like forcing to smile.

"Finnn,,!"kia's voice called me again.

"Eumm" I answered lazily.

"How are you doing with ustadz Zul,?"kia asked, and pointed her face towards me.

"Alright, just understand me.jahh Kii.maybe ustadz Zul is now very busy with his activities."Reply sure.

"Ustadz Zul haven't invited you to marry Fin,?"kia questions make me tight in the chest.In my opinion this is very funny, I really do not know what relationship is going on between me and Ustadz Zul that I love.

"God willing as soon as possible kiaaa, just pray..!"I answered with a sweet smile.

"Heummm, no asikk ahh, I'm just a single doang here." said kia pouting and just came out.

I stared at the missing back behind the door.Kia who I know cheerfully first, the,now turned into a Sholeha woman with maturity.I miss the times when the three of us did not think about a marriage.I miss my innocent self first.I don't feel my heart aches remembering my love story with the person I've already put now I love and love him so much.I miss my teacher, Austadz Azizul Akhtar.

In the past, I miss this I have to be quiet because we can not communicate through anything.Yaa although we always meet in class,,but it was not enough for our hearts that demanded lust.The longing was only treated when I had a holiday back to the village.And certainly my old-school cell phone that faithfully connected our communication both.But now, the,ever since I turned into an ustadzah, I have had a slightly decent phone and can use it even in the cottage.

"Tuttt," a message came into my phone.

???

"Happy good luck,,! Ustadzah...!"

I smiled happily when I saw the message from the person I was always waiting for.

Safina, saffron,

"Sianggg, pak ustadz..!, there's something I can help you with..?"

???

"There's.."reply to ustadz Zul.

My eyes turned soft when I read the reply of the ustadz very short as usual.

Safina, saffron,

"What,?"I also replied briefly.From the first I was not good at making small talk.I realize, Zul must have felt neglected occasionally because of my rigid attitude.But special, Zul Augustadz never questioned it, I never questioned it,and even assume it is a characteristic of loyal women.

???

"Ana uhibbuki's..!"geezn, Austadz Zul always managed to make my feelings go upside down at the same time.

Safina, saffron,

"Ustadzzzzzzz...!!"my exclamation becomes a habit if it is overhauled.

And so on my relationship with the man I love.I really hope in the khalik so that our relationship soon halal.I fear slander and sin we accumulate.

***

"Nita, I didn't think I was so mean to the three of you.Now, I'm the one who stuck with you and we're almost heading to the security together." Syifa said to Nita, while sitting in the park that afternoon.

"Don't you ever want to win with us,?but you're a prestige..!"nita meledek.

"Hhee, not really..I'll see you've always been the center of attention of teachers." replied Syifa honestly.

"Truthfully ustadzahh.." said Nita.

"I will repent taaa.hhhehe" replied Syifa cengengesan.

"Ohh, yes, Istiqomah, yes,!"nita said while patting Syifa's arm, between her ignorant and serious expression.

"By the way.....Fina same when nyusulin you,?"ask syifa to change the topic.

"Heummmm, I don't know, paa,.Moga aja they get what they are doing all this time."answer Nita sighs heavily.Entah why, feel unable to see his best friend who was always together now must be abandoned by Nita first.If first, then,however, their plan could not penetrate the destiny set by Allah SWT.Senak Nita fell silent after Syifa raised a sensitive question for Nita at this time.

"Taa, spirit of donggg,,,!!you should be happy that soon you will be an angel to a man of your choice..!!"said Syifa who did not really understand their situation.

"Yesaaa yaa, maasihhh."answered the original Nita who seemed a little gluttonous.

"You don't know Syifa, that my heart wants to scream to see my dear friend at this time, let alone kiaa ya Allahhh.."sound Nita stress.

"The amatt sigh,,!!people doain well even judes not clear that.."sucap Syifa with the fashion of the fortress as before.

"Hhhhhhaa.this is the new true Syifa..!I haven't seen the real Syifa for a long time, hhhhhhhhha"Nita laughed out loud at Syifa's reaction,during these few months Syifa began to familiarize themselves with the three of them.Even his nature is now very good and polite.The three of them had hesitated when they saw a different attitude from Syifa.However, the three of them were very polite,time has proven that Syifa has really become a good teak today.And even by chance, Syifa and Nita are destined to first step into the pelaminan.Truly unique,no one ever knows about the secrets stored for our lives today, esok, and so on.Just be grateful for the love of the loving substance, the lover,who has given the favor of love in the heart of ustadz Zul for his safina.