Lasta Qais(Not Love Qais)
Safinah, everything is no longer the same

"Taa, which book do I wear, huh,?you see, no,!?"ask Anita while wailing to look for her book where.

"No, Kii, where did you put it last night,?"nita is busy tidying up her veil.

"That's it, try that under that Kii fuck,,!"say safinah while pointing at a book that looks a little under the pillow.

"Astaghfirulhhhhh...!!"said kia hastily took her book, because soon the teaching entry hours have begun.

That morning, the three of us were a little late because last night we slept very late.Night Nita told me about Syifa.And of course kia who covered both ears.Kia did not like Syifa, but she did not like Syifa,but because of the change, she was able to accept Syifa in friendship even though it was not as familiar as Nita with Syifa.

Almost a year of ustadzah degree we sandangkan.Living activities that are very different from the old ones.If we used to be rushed by time as a student.Now, we have,we are in a hurry by time as a teacher.Maybe it will be like this.Although often wracked by a sense of inadequacy live it,but I don't know where this foot should go if it's not in this best place that God has guided.

***

After teaching the class, I sat in the park alone to look for the cold.I took a cell phone from a small bag that I always carry.There, I looked for contacts wa ustadz Zul.I laughed amusedly in my heart,when I saw the three question marks I kept as the name ustadz Zul.Not that I am not romantic, just so that the contact number ustadz Zul can be in the top row when I search.How, what,?romantic isn't..?..

???

"Ustadzzzzz.." Fill in the message I sent.

I've always missed my ustadz sir,terhtt misses him.Kian day my love for ustadz Zul more nurture.Nothing I did not tell pak ustadz about anything I experienced.So close we both now.So even if ustadz Zul, I have not told him about anything,with his version can make me smile cheerfully, and can even laugh freely even without meeting.

But, semenjak ustadz Zul no longer teach in my class.I feel distant with ustadz Zul, even though almost every day we share the news.The tasteless taste is increasingly becoming.Hopefully, we can,we can go through bored times like today.I am cool chatting with the ustadz, so I do not realize that behind kia standing out from when.

"Enak benerrrrr same chat sir ustadz.!"kia's voice surprised me.I just looked back to see kia with a slightly squat body like peeking at me.

I put my probing face and hooked my two eyebrows on the kia, even though I could only see my forehead, but I obviously had memorized my mimic behind this veil.

"Ehemmm, you, beautiful nature is as beautiful as the blue clouds in the high sky that I look at..May you convey my desire to meet a prince who knows where he is.."say kia lebay.Hati tingled to hear the poem lebay spoken kia.

"I see the morning sun shining light like a mood to decorate myself.where I bring a heart that wants to edge with him who is also alone."I reply no less than lebay with our poet temples.

"Masyaallahhh finnnn..woowwww...puitisnyaaa is second to none. Allahhh.....please help me Allahhh....I really can not stand the shahdu verse of my friend..!!"he exclaimed as he walked around from behind and now sat next to me.

"Hhhehe, masyaallahhh,, there are no two Kii...!"slowly say.

"Hhhee, finn you know I didn't get your virus verse, eat it ginii.basarrr!!"kia said to me.

"You are easily influenced, I don't invite you to follow me." I replied indifferently.

"Nyebelin really be a person.!, you can't do dong ustadzah finaaaa.." said kia meledek.

"Ssttt, don't call ustadzah dongg, shy ahh Kii!!"lazy say.

"Hhhehe.." chuckles as he scratches his head.

From a distance, Nita waved her right hand towards the two of us.Maybe Nita also wanted to approach us here.As usual spent time together with various absurdities.It was even if it was just the three of us.

"Fin, Nita tuhh." said kia pointing towards Nita who was almost approaching.

"Waalaikum salam.

"Yourselves...This is delicious...Coldnnn" said Nita enjoying the wind.

"What are you two doing?" asked Nita.

"I'm again mergoki again chatan the same my heart" replied kia insinuating Safinah.

"Ooooohhhh, I think I know whoa..!"nita replied with a seductive look at me.I chose to be quiet so they wouldn't talk about my problem at length.

"Sir ustadz would like to say hello, finn??"ask Nita.

"No, I'm still jini-gini."I replied with no taste.

"Maybe Mr. Ustadz wants a surprise for you." added Nita again.

"Hey heyii, remember yaaa.ada who is still single herei.pliss dehhh!!"kia bete.

"Hhhehe, sabarrr.we never know what God's destiny is, so you can leave me first Kii...I can't stand it, if you go first..!"nita said with a worried face.

"Taa, don't put on the look like a difficult person so dehhhh..!you are soon the one who has clearly left us first.His pain is still hereiiiii.."I said exasperatedly, who was replied to a nod by kia.

"Heummm, I'll give it up if you bring it up.!"nita smiled in defeat.

"You started first, we didn't talk about that."timpal kia.

Our discussion is not far from the current life partner.Maybe it is time because we are twenty and above.I do not take a headache, I do not care,because I believe my ustadz sir is loyal and it is impossible to leave me who has been knitting this relationship for four years.

***

At Safinah's house, Shena unceasingly asked Safinah's news to her mother, fearing that a sister could not be hidden.

"Mom, when was Fina proposed to ustadz Zul?"shena asked Miss Diana.

"Safinah didn't say anything about her ustadz" replied Ms. diana calmly.

"Mom, it's been almost four years since Fina had a relationship with ustadz Zul, without any certainty like this,?..Ustadz Zul also never came home to see mom." added Shena again with a little emotion.

"Shena, sabarrr.It will take a process, son.Pity of Safinah if you continue to lean on her with questions like this continue!" replied Miss Diana with a sad face remembering her youngest daughter who was far away.

"Because Shena loves her Buu, she eats Shena gini." said Shena with a weakened voice.

"Heumm, just pray for your sister son, mother also can not do anything.Safinah also rarely tell the same mother son.You know how your sister is?" said Miss Diana slowly.

"That's the problem, it's Buu.Shena does not want to discuss this anymore." said shena later and continued sweeping the backyard of her mother's house.Shena often felt upset at Safinah,because his relationship with ustadz is not so clear according to him.

"Sebelll bangett same ustadz Zulll..cook until now do not come home..!!not very gentle to be a man."grudge Shena himself while continuing to swing a broom held by him dragging the fallen leaves around the backyard of Miss Diana's house.