Lasta Qais(Not Love Qais)
Friend's instinct
After ustadz Zul, we rushed home as usual.I walked ahead of Nita and kia who was still cool to tell about the figure of Ustadz Zul.
"Finnn," the loud voices of my two best friends jolted me and stopped in place.
"Brukkk", and I almost fell to be hit by them from behind.
"Astaghfirullahhh", I said sighs as I turned back to see they were picking up the book that had fallen.
"Why?", I asked slowly.
"I'm not looking forward to finn?", complained kia.
"Yes, play your own way."so Nita with a pouting face.My eyes narrowed with a smile behind the veil.
"You're so cool with ustadz Zulll, you can't be bothered dong,!", I chuckled a little.
"You know what we said just now?", asked Nita to me.
"No", I answered briefly.
"I'm interested, justadz Zul likes you fin.I'm sure it is."
We continued to walk until we reached the front of the room.And when my hand reached the doorknob to open it, he just held my hand.I frowned confusedly, what was unresolved between us.When I was really tired today.Yes, I,tired of my mind flying here and there.
"What else is it,?"I asked softly with a tired voice.
"Finn, can't you answer anything?"whinek kia who was a little anxious with my response that was too indifferent.
"Wouldn't we go in first?" I asked with a smile even though I was a little tired.
"Yes already yuk, we enter first aja.Kita can chat while resting kia", said nita.
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I release the veil that I was wearing.Cure my body in a mattress that is still soft enough to sleep.Wind me to close my eyes to sleep.But soon we have to perform the prayers of the congregational zhur as usual.
"Iyaa kiaaa,ustadz Zul emang like safinahh," replied Nita reassured.I just listen to the conversation they both have.
"Lhoo, don't you know?"tanya kia splashy and reflexes rise from the fall.
"Ehheheh, let our instincts be the same", answered Nita held back laughter at the reaction of kia, the super kepo.Akupun also laughed a little at the behavior of kia which was a little absurd from me and Nita.
"Yeeee, the style is like people already know, eh it turns out zonkkk, dasarrr", said kia bete with a less interesting Nita response.
"Finn, why is it silent?!", now we turn to me the main object he talks about.
"While are you the same as me?", my question is getting more irritated.
"Heummm, have you ever dated Fin?"tanya makes me a little stunned.
"Never, and I don't want to date" I replied firmly.
"You're beautiful, you never date?"ask again.
"Emang should ya?Sin you know, besides that I also do not want to be bound by a relationship that has not been halal with men.Later, when the time has come, if there are good people come to propose to me, God willing I go straight away.Dating after marriage will be, later,it's cool."My answer is berangan with the hope that I very mogakan.I did not date from the first I was in school.In addition to illegal courtship law, law, and,I am also not interested in men who I think nothing serious.Entah why I judge all men like that,I never knew a male figure further.Earlier when I was in junior high school, I saw my friend who was crying and upset because his girlfriend was cut off.I laughed in my heart at that time, I saw my friend who was crying and upset,do I think that's the romance drama?.I really don't want to know love with people who aren't lawful to me.
"Fin, he was even dumbfounded.."nita's voice returned my consciousness from the shadow when I was in school.I smiled and asked.
"Whata?,,"tanyaku.
"That,finaaa!"nita's screams stuck to me. I know they're annoyed with me because I never take every conversation around romance seriously.
"Yes ta, why?What's the matter?,"I said.
"Fin, if ustadz Zul is really serious about you how?",
"Udah deh Nita,kia, it's just your instinct.It's not necessarily also true.Udah deh, it's our bath, wudhu, pray congregation.If you want to be late later, because of punishment?"I said as I got up to the bathroom.