
The falling rainwater remains in droplets. The sky began to show a bright color, the remnants of rain inundated on a hollow peeping floor.Students who headed to the canteen of the road on tiptoes avoid puddles.
When Daniza and Ayu gave me advice on taboo feelings that were hard for me to admit, the guardian angel, the one who had been snooped by my pair of eyeballs, came to the cafeteria. These eyes caught a glimpse of his gaze looking at me, after which I turned my eyes to the rice that tasted bland, there was a great shame because these eyes had a moment's glance. He came with three friends.
I don't know what happened to this face when I saw it so Daniza who has the talent of detective pent up to pay attention to my behavior. He who turned his back to the entrance immediately turned his body around and looked back at me, his face adorned with a triumphant smile.
"Your face is red because you saw him, right? Don't refute any more." his voice half whispered.
"Eh, Fa order black coffee or mocca?" ask a friend who came with him.
"Black coffee."
They sat at a table from my place. My angel took a sideways sitting position from my back. The carving was relaxing and it looked so cute. He sipped his order black coffee while hearing his friends joking. His hand played the new white cup two-three times.
Occasionally he added making his friends laugh out loud, the entire cafeteria was sometimes filled with their voices, beating the sound of the radio being kicked.
I enjoyed this, stole a look at his face, the angel of help.
Fa, as soon as his friend greeted. His name is Fa, but what Fa? Fa, too many possibilities, the uniform is also not covered with signage. Fa, Fafa kah, Arfa kah, Faizal, Fairuz, Fariz, ah too many possibilities. Fa, making this feeling even more vague in direction, jumbled and difficult to understand. Is this really love?
***
The bell rings the clock sign. Daniza and Ayu took me to the library to complete an Indonesian project to analyze popular novels.
"You guys go first, I'm kebelet," I told them before I left class. I ran small down the stairs, feeling kebellet not want to ask for time compensation.
Good luck is not on my side. The toilet is cramped. After the rain this makes the intensity of pee increases. I have to queue.
I approached the mirror, my red face because the acne seemed more attractive, probably because of a happy feeling.
"Eh look, who's missing" Azmi exclaimed to her two friends, Afni and Rima. Their faces appeared in the mirror in front of me. I don't bother with them. Let them think and talk as they please.
I left the mirror and went back in line. Apparently they are not happy without disturbing others. Other students who were also in line were disturbed, but did not bother with their attitude of playing arbitrarily broke through the queue. Maybe because everyone already knows the behavior of the trio is not clear it. Sane ones better be willing.
"Eh, Afni know not, this morning there was an unpleasant incident in the post," Azmi said while playing her eyeballs to and fro. I know, they're trying to piss me off, they want to trap me into making a mistake and end up in the BK room.
"Oh yeah, how come you didn't tell me that." Afni curious. He didn't want to miss a single word about me at school. Not because he cares but he is protecting his position.
"I had forgotten, but as soon as I saw the culprit, the spotty woman, I remembered immediately." Azmi looked at me with a paltry attitude. Women grooming that is nothing at all when compared to him who have the essential beauty for the size of beautiful women in general.
Who can resist if anyone says Azmi is beautiful. She was indeed beautiful, an oreintal face and pure white skin, straight-to-shoulder black hair with a height of one hundred and sixty-five centimeters.
Afni glanced at me, her face looking relaxed trying to hide the fact that she and I knew each other. "Oh, the woman wearing the hijab?" point it at me by throbbing. "What's he doing in the mail?"
"He came at the latest, continued to finish the punishment without sharing it with us" I felt the victory again. Apparently they needed help.
Ani clenched her eyebrows.
"You know who he's coming with?"
"Come with Faruq."
"What?" The tone of the Afni rises.
"Yyya the same Faruq, our classmate, the head of the music organization, the romantic snobs again one umbrella designed, coming together, the entrance together, uh the exit also together."
His name is Faruq, the angel of help with my eyes. He was the head of a music organization. At that time, he immediately applauded.
[I had to get away with vocal organization, in order to be able to be with Faruq often.]
"Oh so," Afni tried to hide her frustration. Last morning victory was in his hands, I was forced down elsewhere without caring about the heavy rain. Wish I was******delivered with rain and wetness.
"Maybe he thought he could easily get Faruq's attention," Rima underestimated me. "Azmi aja beautiful without blame is raw dicuekin let alone she who I mess with."
"You know, I'm cute but confident not curled up," meanwhile Afni just quietly let her friends insult me as they please. Not a single bit of his love for me.
"I'm curious about you," now Azmi approaches me, "there are still some stock of tacky women like you in this city, live where the hell are you?" kulirik Afni, the gaze of the eye again implies a threat.
"We go yuk, lazy here continue with him. The line is still long. Just move to the toilet next door" he pulled his two friends out of the toilet. The views of the people who stood in line made me uncomfortable, because of Azmi's insults, I became the center of their attention.
***
The bell rang long, I hurried, "I'm first yeah," I left Daniza and Ayu.
Bang Salim's fear is waiting downstairs. A little late can be left especially if Afni who waits first, where care about him with me.
I ran small down the stairs. Trying to find a gap, because in the stairs were already crowded down.
Arriving at the inner gate I slow down, must give in to each other, can be rowdy if the game just break through.
Finally we arrived at the main gate. I waited for Bang Salim in the usual place. From far away I saw aunt Yusnita's red car walking towards me. I threw a smile at bang Salim, he must have seen me.
The car stopped a few meters before reaching the side of the main gate where I was standing waiting.
"Let's go, let's go" Afni asked her two friends to get in the car.
"Road of Bang" he commanded Bang Salim.
"But Mother said -"
"Ajalan aja, no need but-butan," cut it, before Bang Salim conveyed the message of aunt Yusnita.
They passed in front of me, Afni turned her head towards me with a triumphant look.
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