Liebe Zu Maiza's
Heartfill

I didn't answer Radea's question because of the eight. That big secret ended up leaking out without me noticing. I thought the burden on my head was gone after telling Radea all my complaints but instead a big secret was exposed by his own carelessness.

"So you're at home with Afni?" ask Radea again.

"Emmm .. no, a-ku and Afni just-" I tried to find the right reason.

"Just neighbors? You're gonna lie to me, aren't you, Maiza?" Radea looked at me sharply.

I don't know what else to say. Radea knows that I'm trying to hide the truth.

"Radea you really shouldn't know about this," I hope Radea will understand my situation without me telling her again.

"Why Maiza? Something wrong if I know?" Radea tilted her body at me.

"You don't know anything Radea, I beg you not to tell anyone about any of this!" Now I'm looking hard at Radea.

"About which one is Maiza?" Radea pretended asking made me start to get upset.

"About all this," he looked up to me and seemed to have no idea what I meant.

"Which one is this?"

"About me you drove home tonight."

"About that or about you being at home with Afni?" Radea's gaze was sharp on me.

I'm spechles, Radea can read the contents of this head.

"About that, too," I answered softly.

Radea slowed down the car and looked back at me.

"Hey Maiza, why are you afraid that I know the truth?" radea asked half a whisper.

"Radea, you don't know what it's like to be me. I'm doing all this to make things better" I replied.

"Your relationship with Afni is not good, so you mean?" Radea kepo with my problem. This man is stubborn.

I nodded slowly.

"What's the matter exactly? Why won't you if someone knows you're looking at it?" He knitted his eyebrows together as if he did not accept Afni's bad attitude towards me

"The story is long Radea." I let out a breath.

"You want to tell me the same story?" wheedled.

"Radea you don't understand, so please just you know me and Afni at home, the rest you don't need to know." I also hope that Radea doesn't talk about it anymore.

"Well, if you don't want to tell a story." Radea pulled the car over and turned off the engine.

"Radea how do we stop here?"

"We'll stay here until you tell me." Radea threatened.

"Argggg .. so far you." Radea's attitude made my blood heat up. I hit him with the school bag that I had been putting on his lap.

"Belgroff." Radea stuck out her tongue as if she was winning.

"Radea let's go. It's over tonight." I rubbed my legs together, whining like a child at the stubborn man sitting beside me.

"If you don't tell me we're here until morning." Radea's a real bitch.

"Yes, I'll tell you. But we'll walk first."

Radea turned her car back on and drove slowly. He saw me clingy, taking the promise I just made.

Finally inevitably I told Radea everything about the beginning of the rift with Afni. Radea chuckles at my story, I don't know what she thinks is funny.

"Ha .. ha .. ha .. basic woman, there are only trivial things that make each other bloom."

"Please don't tell anyone yes, plissss." I folded the two palms together in front of my chin.

"If I want to be a leaky barrel how?"

"You mean?" I turned my eyes as quickly as I could and I thought my balls came out, my eyebrows almost touching.

"I want to tell anyone."

"Radea please don't tell anyone, I beg you." I must restrain Radea from doing that depraved wish.

"There are conditions" an offer that always benefits itself.

"What's the condition?"

"What?" I don't want to join Radea. Where might I want to leave the group that united me with my Helping Angel. Radea's conditions are too heavy, he asks for conditions that I can't do. "I don't want to. Point."

"Well, if you don't want to, your secret is in my hands."

"Ihhh .. is very senior. Why the hell are you always busy with my business, annoying." My move really made Radea broke. "I wonder at you, why do you always want to be involved in my business?"

"Hey ... Maiza, you don't feel like anyone's starting to notice you." Radea's voice was slow.

"Yes I feel it, you are the one. I don't need to be noticed with you if it can only irritate me." I took a face from him and looked outside, to the side of the road filled with warteg. Redea's attitude really fed me up.

"Maiza."

I didn't answer Radea, my gaze still focused on the side of the road that passed. I hope to get home soon and rest. Time has shown seven o'clock more.

"Ehmm .. You want to know my relationship with Mr. Anwar Baddu and why I'm busy taking care of your business?"

I was still silent, it must have been just his wits so I would look at him.

"Sir Anwar Baddu, the one who helped you the other day was my father."

"Are you serious?"

"Is this my look like a liar? Anyway if I'm not his son why am I at his house."

"I'm just surprised, people as good as Mr. Anwar Baddu when having a child aggravates you," I replied ketus.

"Geez, I'm the funniest swjagad raya Maiza, believe me." He looked at me while playing his eyebrows.

"Not funny. Emmm .. Can I ask you something no?"

"Can, please!"

"Your mom is dead?"

"Yes, Dad said, My mother died when I was born."

"Oh, sorry I'm sorry, I didn't mean to"

"It's okay, just relax."

"Why are you busy with my business?" This is the most important thing I know from Radea.

"Seriously you want to know?"

"Key away."

"In this city it's hard to find people who are who they are. Almost all the women I met, used masks to cover up the lack. Only a count of the fingers of a woman who is completely natural with her attitude, no pretense or charade."

"Keep in touch with me?" I don't understand Radea at all.

"Since I first saw you at MOS activities, I've been interested in getting to know you more closely because you're different from others, for me you're special, you're innocent and never look for attention with seniors. Since then I have been watching you often. You're the only woman who still keeps the true nature of women. There's no more girls in our school down the street like you're Maiza."

"Continue?"

"I'm trying to find your contacts unfortunately I don't know your close friends very well. Coveted buds arrive and it turns out you are registering as a new member candidate in a vocal organization. You know Maiza, I'm happy about this, from the form you returned that I found your contact number and knew your home address, so there's no point in you lying about my address. Hearing your voice is amazing, even you deserve to be with the original singer of the song My All makes me even more sure to get to know you even further."

Radea's speech made me speak a thousand languages. I try to digest well the sentences I just heard my voice. And I'm at a loss for words to speak.

"Room, a-"

"I know you don't know what to say, right? I hope we get closer after this."

I was still silent and lowered, not knowing the meaning of Radea's last words.

"Maiza, sorry to upset you." Radea was silent. "Maiza let me protect you."

Radea, I don't know what to say about everything.

"Oh yeah, you've arrived." I turned my head left and right, the house of Aunt Yusnita in front of my eyes.

"Thank you for driving me home." I opened the car door and got off.

"Together." A smile accompanied his words.

"Thank you for tonight Maiza."

A faint smile became Radea's reply.

"Be careful." After saying that, I stepped into the yard and Radea turned the car around. The sound of the car horn ended the meeting tonight.