Living in a Shield World
Sleep my best friend

SLEEP OF MY BEST FRIEND

"Andy, I heard that you were wrongly predicting the condition of the Sky Edge!", father was furious with me.

"I'm not wrong Dad, it was leaking an electric dome under the Edge, all the experts also believe it", that's the truth.

"That's because you gave the initial assessment, so they followed you" Dad made my excuses meaningless.

"I told you from the beginning, make yourself less prominent in the military" I still think I'm a child.

"Dad doesn't want your identity to be found out right now, Rocks is still fucked up, you can be the target of a lot of anger, you can not understand a little of the way of the mind of the father", always like this, always like this, if there is a little news.

"Dad, I'm an adult, I'm ready to take responsibility for all the decisions" I don't want to be angry father protracted.

"In charge of your words, you brought in a big fighter, three helicopters, medical equipment and satellite equipment.You think who's unsuspecting, you can bring all of that in quickly without my permission!", his tone began to rise.

"I'm just acting....."

"Because there's a girl calling!", Dad bullied me.

"That's not just any girl dad, she found the first!"

"You know who The First is, Andy?!, you know who he is?!"

You're really very angry with me, this time.

"The first is a conflict maker, he's obsessed with control"

"Oh dad, the first is your dad, my grandfather!"

"Listen Andy, the first is the one who stoked the conflict between me and your uncle Sammy"

"Dad don't overdo it!"

" Now listen to Dad, stay away from the girl, she was chosen by The First, must be of the same nature, happy for control, conflict maker", dad said that while glazed over and left me alone in the office.

I really don't understand my way of thinking, he's always closed, doesn't really explain what he's doing. If my mom woke up, maybe I'd be better off.

"Hannah calling!"

"Hannah calling!"

"Hi Hannah", it's so good to miss calling.

"Hmmm Mr. Andy, I'm sorry about your planned visit to my dorm..."

"What's Hannah, you want me to go now?!"

" No, I mean, that, hmmm, just cancel the visit here"

"What do you mean Hannah"

"The hostel's occupants are already excited because Mr. Andy hugged me", Hannah's voice turned low.

"They say Mr. Andy is a royal family, and I am a famous hitchhiker, a chance taker, a seductress...."

" Oh Hannah, I'll take care of it, you take it easy, it'll be quiet soon, I'll take care of it".

"Not to be taken care of Mr. Andy, ntar even so excited, let it go"

"Sorry Mr. Andy, I still have activities, bye....".

"Hannah hung up, even when I didn't say anything. What's my fault, I'm just trying to help those soldiers and missing Hannah.

" Jayana's......You hear me, where you are", I use telepathy to call Jayana. Silent, not feeling the reflection of my voice, my voice was like being consumed by the wind united with the ripples of circumstances.

I have to contact Kingdom's people to ask where Jayana is. Indeed this is how the subordinates who are too close to their superiors, go not report.

"Please find Jayana, tell her to face me".

" But, sir.., Jayana was in the hospital this morning, she passed out in the office".

"What!!!!"

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I've been going back and forth to the hospital looking at Jayana, she's still unconscious.

The doctor said, he was still in recovery condition when taking care of my departure to the Tepian, he forced himself to take care of my wishes, to the point of draining his energy.

"Jayana, you know, I don't like Hannah!", I talk to sleepers.

"You're the only person who supports my relationship with Hannah, I don't like anyone who holds the first, she'll assume it's a threat" Jayana didn't respond quietly to the bed, with many hoses on his body.

"I'm sorry Jayana, I didn't know you were still recovering, but you still supported all my requests", my tears broke again.

In front of this mute body, I was always crying, regretting my request back then. If I had coordinated with the person at the center at the time, discussed it with my father, and asked permission from my father, and not Jayana who took care of it, Jayana would not have been lying in a coma like this.

I know Jayana must be under tremendous pressure, just like me. The incredible pressure from the number one person at Rock Collapse.

I'm really alone right now, I'm still reluctant to talk again Hannah, since her last call, looks like she's gotten enough attention from the dormitory residents because of me.

Hannah, the smart girl who always asks me for tricks, so as not to look too good in the subjects. Now the center of attention.

My God, right now, I really can't think straight. I feel like all my decisions were wrong. Maybe this is what I meant by being responsible, it's hard to get away from everything I care about.

"Sir Andy, I'm sorry we had to move Jayana into the vegetative room, because it looks like her brain has entered a sleeping state that may be difficult to realize again, before there is more damage, we decided to move him to the vegetative room", doctor Palvots from Kingdom Hospital told me on the phone.

Jayana vegetative just like mom. After a month of going back and forth to the hospital, she would never wake up, engrossed in her subconscious with my mother.

"Sir Andy...Do you still hear me?", this doctor is waiting for my response, because I'm using voice mode instead of holograms.

"Yes I'm still here"

"We need your signature to move it, because Jayana lists you as the only family".

My tears broke again, this time I held my voice so that it would not be heard by Doctor Palvots, "Okay doctor, I'm going to the Hospital to sign it.

Jayana thinks of me as her family, I'm her only family. Jayana I'm sorry, my regrets and tears are unstoppable.

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Fewer and fewer people can know my identity as crown prince. Jayana has been in one realm with my mother.

I guess now I have to take care of everything alone. Jayana's hologram coin is on me, all the data I've transferred to my coin.

Jayana prepared a special coin for me, which can hold a lot of information, not the shape of a coin but the wings like a brooch, to keep it secret.

As I checked all the conversations were about my request, there was even a picture of Hannah wearing a half shield, it seemed like she was spying on Hannah in secret.

Then there are hundreds of pictures of Hannah with her beautiful face. I miss Hannah very much. Why is what I am doing right now wrong. On that last phone call, I didn't hear him laughing. It seems my decision on the Edge was wrong.

Hannah asked for it, I couldn't think long, I just wanted to be with her through that exhausting day. Love does make people become a hit with all habits.

But all those soldiers, no one had any severe brain damage, even seventy percent of them were able to serve again normally. Imagine if I had to go through a series of bureaucracies in the military, to get all that equipment ready, they would all die.

Tonight's the first night Jayana enters the vegetative room, I can't visit her freely, the vegetative room must remain sterile.

And I was pondering in a room like this, with all these thoughts. Usually there is Jayana accompanying and joking with me.

Being truly responsible is a big task, let alone being responsible for loved ones. It seemed like my world was collapsing, there was no longer any gap for me to escape, all my reasoning was gone, only deep regret and longing.