Living in a Shield World
As King

AS KING

A mistake that won't be erased when you let your own son get shot at, that's me.

I was too late to know that the girl in charge of The First was Hannah, who was also Merryl. It happened so fast, Rossy suddenly came flying down while shouting 'mother'

The winged army couldn't see that little boy, Rossy was flying super fast, which looked just a flash of red his shirt. The winged army must have thought it was the enemy, I couldn't block the electric rain shot that led to Rossy

Regrets for my weak physical condition, and my stupidity. Suppose I wasn't his father, I could have prevented that from happening. The stifling of the chest, the fact that I am his father

I stood limp, when I saw Rossy being run away by Brian, with the wings of light half extinguished. I know what kind of wing it is, I doubt it....

I couldn't breathe, as Hannah screamed in my brain, telling me that I had killed my own son

The flow of oxygen in my head seemed to run out, I collapsed, all I heard was Edward's cry calling his mother, I'm an evil father

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In the hospital room, I lay helpless. Looking at the ceiling of the room, I couldn't even ask my son's condition

Dad came to see me, Millard pushed his wheelchair. Then he looked at me fixedly

"Listen to me Andy, don't be weak, don't let you be weak because of your ignorance, you have to be strong"

Dad spoke to me telepathically, he couldn't talk smoothly through his tongue

"But dad, I was the cause of everything, the chaos in my own life"

"You king, Andy, don't let others see your weakness, look at your mother, for my carelessness"

"There can be no weakness, pretend to be strong, or you'll lose them even more"

Father advised me, when I am weak in treatment, I must be strong

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Dad and I need to see Brian right away to check on the DNA's suitability with Rossy. I have an appointment today at Brian's.

I walked into the room without knocking on the door, in the room sat Brian and three women on the guest sofa

One of those women was Hannah.

Dad helped me, he really didn't care about Hannah when we entered the room, he kept saying in his telepathy. "Don't look him in the eye, or you'll see how fragile you are in front of him. Remember, this is the only way you can protect her, protect your family"

I can do it, but I have to explain everything later

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During a routine physical examination, Brian, who was very attentive, suddenly protested to me

"Andy, I know you care a lot about Hannah and your kids but I really don't understand why you're being so cold"

"There's something I need to finish Brian"

"But Hannah will hate you even more!!"

"Maybe I should have hated Hannah"

"Ooh Andy, don't be like this...."

"You want me how Brian is, I'm no ordinary man, I'm king!"

"Andy..., you....."

"I can't be normal Brian, I'm king, maybe this is the only attitude I can show now, I can't be spontaneous, can't!!!! "

"I understand.you calm down, I will support you"

Brian, thank you

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The news that I had a family without the knowledge of the buffer council, greatly disturbed the stability of the kingdom

I had to pretend to be insensitive to the news that was circulating about me. My job now is to keep Rossy alive and back to how he was

During the purification period, almost every night I dreamed about meeting Hannah. Every time I dream, I wake up in shock, and I can't sleep anymore

The series of dreams, initially only in the form of blurry images. In the second week, all the images began to color and become clearer.

The chain of events when I met Hannah repeated itself. I realized how much I had forgotten.

I forgot about Hannah because Hannah was the most valuable person in my life. I asked Brian about that fact.

Brian said, "Bius Kiehl is an incredible medical discovery for the world of health Rocks Collapse, as well as the most dangerous. Kiehl's pushers do have that ability. The more you're exposed, the more valuable things slowly disappear, until you don't remember anything else"

When we are at the edge of consciousness, the memory of happiness will appear and that's when Kiehl's dope works. Horrifying

Hannah's memory slowly returned, making me even more sad when I saw Rossy.

I wanted to ask Hannah when she thought of me as Andro, did she know that I was Andy too?

A simple question that could spark a debate, I can't tell Hannah. Let alone asking, to just ask, I must see around me, whether there is a royal guard who is a buffer council

The spy was always there, escorting me, reporting my movements. They reported everything I said I did, and even they were able to get rid of all the things that could bother me while leading this country

Father once said to me, "For the buffer council, the wife is the successor of the offspring not our loved ones"

Facts for us the royal family, who are at the top of the heir to the throne. There can be no love. I had to fight to get rid of my humanity's value to the woman I love.

But on the other hand I must give so much love to the whole people of this country. How could a person who feels a lack of love give such great love? They are clearly wrong

I'm gonna fight to keep my face as flat as possible in front of Hannah. I also know, Hannah's hateful eyes looked at me

My woman right now is not the innocent girl I know. She is now an independent adult woman. Although the original traits I liked seemed to have been lost, I still desperately wanted to share another story with him. Really want....

The eyes that used to love me, turned into eyes that were disgusted to see me.

"Brian does Hannah know I'm delaying Rossy's recovery because I have to undergo blood purification?!"

"He knows"

"Then...."

"Yes, he just knows, and waits"

"He knows I'm getting thinner?!"

"Of course, he knows, even everyone can tell, you're losing weight"

"I mean....."

"You want to ask, is Hannah still paying attention to you????"

"Yes.that's it"

"Of course Andy, without your blood, Rossy's gonna be cured for a long time. You're speeding up his son's recovery"

"Rossy's my son, Brian!"

Brian was silent, realizing that the thing Hannah was worried about was also me

My blood purification stopped, Brian forbade it, my health dropped.Too much energy I've been expending lately. My body can no longer

I saw Hannah's anxious face, looking at Rossy, from outside the sterile room. He must have received word, I have to postpone the blood transfusion.

I can't do much. In the recovery room many infusion hoses were connected to my body. I'm very ill.

I didn't let anyone come near to see me.

"Brian make it up, gossip I'm exposed to a contagious parasitic disease, don't let anyone see my condition"

My request to Brian was an order, conscious with oxygen and other tubes all over my body, I kept seeing Rossy's cute and adorable image. I need to recover quickly

I really wanted to see Hannah's gaze that didn't feel disgusted at me. Or discuss with Edward again, looking at the country from the point of view of a child

Could it?

Sam wiped away the tears that were dripping at the end of my eyes. He and his friends took turns to take care of me. I can't talk, and I'm too weak to be telepathic. I cried in front of Sam. Secret my weakness Sam, don't let anyone know I'm crying